dear osu! diary
i normally get pretty mad when playing this game, especially when i underperform or do stupid mistakes, but i don't think gotten this mad after doing a score:

normally, i slider break on things that make sense; slider streams, a slow slider after a fast part, sliders that appear right after huge jumps...
this was a normal 1/2 slider.
this is the saddest top play i have.
i fucking hate this score.
i can't fc those jumps again.
170pp. gone. why?. because i'm trash.
God, i'm sorry for being this trash at this game. forgive me.