you aren't really rambling to me at all penguin-
seems legit to me
at least thats what my feeble mind thinks
seems legit to me
at least thats what my feeble mind thinks
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thanks for listen to my spaghetti thoughts lmaopentaqola wrote:
you aren't really rambling to me at all penguin-
seems legit to me
at least thats what my feeble mind thinks
yeah, it's just something that I've noticed as I've been maturing. I noticed a lot of people around me change drastically and I noticed myself changing too from year to year. A lot of my personality and mindset is based on things that have happened in my life, good and bad. The human mind is very moldable in our early years. Probably up until we are old and wrinkly. Then our mind becomes less and less malleable. Although, it's not simply black and white like that, but on average, I feel as if older people's minds are way less malleable.
i mean... from what i can tell, it seems that the younger you are when you get involved in learning something new, the easier.
its kind of what ageing does, and sometimes its scary to me even though i know i will eventually become a wrinkly person, get dementia probably cuz my chance of getting that is awfully high for sure, and then die.
shits sad... but nothing's stopping it at all. hence why living life is a good thing to me. its better to make a good thing out of it rather than let it be and regret it later.
its kind of what ageing does, and sometimes its scary to me even though i know i will eventually become a wrinkly person, get dementia probably cuz my chance of getting that is awfully high for sure, and then die.
shits sad... but nothing's stopping it at all. hence why living life is a good thing to me. its better to make a good thing out of it rather than let it be and regret it later.
the problem for me is that other than school, i have no direction i want to go since any kind of hobby i have tried that i put active effort into feels worn out and not interesting enough after a few days, weeks, or monthsPenguin wrote:
I'd say the one thing that happens when you turn 18 is that you obtain a lot of freedom, which helps you develop into your own person.
It's not true for everyone, seeing as a lot of people find themselves way before they turn 18, but in a lot of cases, the newfound freedom can help your development into who you are and what type of personality you have. I was introduced into a whole new world when I turned 18. I got a job, met new friends, found new interests. It really helped shape me into who I am today, for the better or the worse.
It's definitely not as simple as a flip of a switch though. I'd say people are always changing and still define who they are all throughout life. For instance, I'm pretty similar to who I was 4-5 years ago, but I'm definitely not the same person. I used my life experiences that I made back then to form myself into this new me.
idk, I'm rambling at this point.
I got over my existential woes early in my life. I kinda just figured that life is whatever you make it to be. I don't care about what happens after death or even dying honestly. Life isn't all flowers, sunshine, and happiness, so I don't want to live forever anyways, that just sounds miserable to me. That's why I'm comfortable with my mortality.
Of course, there's things that I'd like to do and experience in my life before my time comes, but overall, I'm not stressed or anxious about death. It'll happen when it happens. Kinda a morbid realistic thought process, but oh well.
Of course, there's things that I'd like to do and experience in my life before my time comes, but overall, I'm not stressed or anxious about death. It'll happen when it happens. Kinda a morbid realistic thought process, but oh well.
man... life sure is something...
i should get to sleep now... its midnight and im tired...
i should get to sleep now... its midnight and im tired...
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Interesting thing I'm not interested of
Double ninja'd???
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Yamenasai.abraker wrote:
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They are everywhere!!!
hold upeblf2013 wrote:
Yamenasai.abraker wrote:
who turned me into a clone of eblf/zel?
Penguin wrote:
scandalous
???abraker wrote:
They are everywhere!!!
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we reached 30k!
this is the 30k postz0z wrote:
if there wasn't anything keep me from sleeping when i want, my parents would start complaining about me waking up at 5-6pm or somethingPenguin wrote:
I'm not exactly sure when it is for me, but I think it's like, 7pm-2am maybe? Give or take a few hours probably.
It kinda works out for me since I'm a night owl. My sleep schedule is really random though, so some weeks it's fine. Other weeks, not so much
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Axl is funny at least.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH is definitely creepy.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH is definitely creepy.
now we are asking the real questions
unfortunately i can't answer that because i sometimes find things deemed as scary to be oddly cute sometimes
so the others shall answer
which happened in the last moments of me posting this
unfortunately i can't answer that because i sometimes find things deemed as scary to be oddly cute sometimes
so the others shall answer
which happened in the last moments of me posting this
havent posted here in a while
good morning everyone
AHHHH for sureabraker wrote:
yo guys what is scarier?
I've heard this before..pentaqola wrote:
i have awoken by my slumber