I'm not gonna lie, it's 4 A.M. and I probably should be asleep, but I wanna share a moment of vulnerability (if you want to call it that). I've been here for about a month and I wanted to say that I care a lot, probably too much about OT as a whole. Aside from gifting supporter to a bunch of people and never really creating good content, I have a lot of pride being a part of what I consider a tight knit community of people all around the world. There's a lot more to OT to me than just an internet forum on a decade old game.
I've noticed some talk about Abraker leaving, and how all the other GMTs want us deleted. To be honest I wanted to word vomit and get some information on this, cause I care, and I don't wanna sit back and see a community I joined recently just get wiped out from under me.
What can I do? How can I help?
Are we even in trouble or am I being baited?
feel free to make fun of me I don't fucking care. I only care about the future of OT. Maybe too much.
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I don't have a lot of sway in things. I don't have a lot of experience, I don't know the lore, I don't have any understanding of hierarchy or the generation gap, and maybe I'm just overthinking this and overwhelmed. I think about OT all day, I care about everyone here, but most of all I care and am scared for the future of OT, if there is one. I'm not gonna go into my past, but it was pretty rough. Didn't really have a community of people to talk to etc.
I've noticed some talk about Abraker leaving, and how all the other GMTs want us deleted. To be honest I wanted to word vomit and get some information on this, cause I care, and I don't wanna sit back and see a community I joined recently just get wiped out from under me.
What can I do? How can I help?
Are we even in trouble or am I being baited?