Getting out of college, but I'm still scared of the real world.
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Prepare myself mentally for 2022. Probably working again and being... hella busy.
How did you do in your 2021 year goals?
How did you do in your 2021 year goals?
i don't really remember having any...
but i suppose this hasn't been the worst year. i've developed pretty poorly though, and have some issues connecting with reality, so i've grown incredibly isolated lately. most of life is spent imagining something in my fictional universe, working on those universe-related projects, and generally just observing humanity from a distance.
productive output is indefensibly pathetic, but i did get to develop some characters and have some potential concepts to explore, so my creative output is salvageable.
probably wouldn't be precise to say i'm doing okay. i have a lot of inertia/motivation-related vices to work myself out of to actually have some kind of life that isn't imaginary or quietly spent online.
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but i suppose this hasn't been the worst year. i've developed pretty poorly though, and have some issues connecting with reality, so i've grown incredibly isolated lately. most of life is spent imagining something in my fictional universe, working on those universe-related projects, and generally just observing humanity from a distance.
productive output is indefensibly pathetic, but i did get to develop some characters and have some potential concepts to explore, so my creative output is salvageable.
probably wouldn't be precise to say i'm doing okay. i have a lot of inertia/motivation-related vices to work myself out of to actually have some kind of life that isn't imaginary or quietly spent online.
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Results were not as good as expected but at least I tried, and going to keep working on these goals.
So basically my goals for 2022 are the same as 2021 but harder. Reach N3 in Japanese and B2 in French doesn't seem hard...
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So basically my goals for 2022 are the same as 2021 but harder. Reach N3 in Japanese and B2 in French doesn't seem hard...
Soit qu'il soit, j'ai au moins achevé un niveau intermédiaire de français. Mais il faut que moi, je travaille beaucoup plus mon japonais et mes habilités de dessin; peut-être je pourrai apprendre quelque chose de nouveau l'année prochain.
J'ai vraiment du mal à écrire le français pour t'être honnêt. Ça va aller mieux si j'en practice beaucoup.
J'ai vraiment du mal à écrire le français pour t'être honnêt. Ça va aller mieux si j'en practice beaucoup.
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My Japanese and French did improve decently, results of me reading more often (Light Novels + Visual novel lmao what a weeb for Japanese, and translated mangas/literature for French)
However academically wise I am losing faith... what I am studying right now appears to not be what I want to do in life... but sadly what I want to do in life is not very sustainable (i.e. music) and I gave up an opportunity 2 years ago when dropping my music lessons... guess music will never be my career, but I will always love it. Furthermore, people around me don't support it, as they always say "use your brain on something else than music, it is more realiable source of income", and stuff.
"Leave osu and be productive", I said a year ago. That didnt work out.
... wait Eblf our goals are unnervingly similar, I am doing B2 this year too.
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However academically wise I am losing faith... what I am studying right now appears to not be what I want to do in life... but sadly what I want to do in life is not very sustainable (i.e. music) and I gave up an opportunity 2 years ago when dropping my music lessons... guess music will never be my career, but I will always love it. Furthermore, people around me don't support it, as they always say "use your brain on something else than music, it is more realiable source of income", and stuff.
"Leave osu and be productive", I said a year ago. That didnt work out.
... wait Eblf our goals are unnervingly similar, I am doing B2 this year too.
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My goal was getting better at osu!, and i definately succeeded.
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Be self dependent on money. Which didn't work yet because family don't promote part time job here
My another goal was to get decent pc which i succeeded and now i can play valorant
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Stupidest question anyone asked you
My another goal was to get decent pc which i succeeded and now i can play valorant
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Stupidest question anyone asked you
I managed to graduate and get decent result. Currently on pre-U and managed to help Zel ranked our very first ranked beatmap - his goal too.
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Let's not do the SQ again for now.
Who is the one person or a few whom you appreciate this year?
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Let's not do the SQ again for now.
Who is the one person or a few whom you appreciate this year?
The user above in particular for being such a great friend to me.
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janita. the way she's able to make me happy is so pure and wholesome.
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where do you think you'll be by a year's time?
one of 3+ places, each with different chances
what do you expect out of?
what do you expect out of?
Not much...?
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Do you think this year is going to be the same you in terms of character development or anything?
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Do you think this year is going to be the same you in terms of character development or anything?
I feel this is going to be different in several ways to 2021...
I hope so.
Same question.
I hope so.
Same question.
I think I'll probably have to take on more of a mentor and guiding role
What's your favourite dish?
What's your favourite dish?
sauteed reindeer & lingonberry jam with mashed potatoes.
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I think I'd have to go with a white pizza with reindeer, pickled cantarells, pickled red onion, black pepper sprinkled in there, along with some ruccola on there.
Do you have a song that changed your taste in music?
Do you have a song that changed your taste in music?
multiple. i used to listen to just electronic stuff and rock all my childhood, birdy's "1901" got me into chamber pop (and pop in general) around 2012, tool's "lateralus" got me into metal in 2013, are & kriso's "parempi mieli" got me into rap and hip-hop around 2013, miles davis' "blue in green" got me into jazz also around 2013... the list goes on.
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not really tbh
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I wonder how did I even start to like JPOP...
What cool stuff would you like to have?
What cool stuff would you like to have?
I'd like to have all of Tony Stark tools
Who is the cutest in OT? and why is it me?
Who is the cutest in OT? and why is it me?
abraker - as everyone who posts in OT are just his alt accounts, which includes you.
name your favourite type of flower
not really
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I'm not as into it as other people but yeah, I think it's pretty cool
favourite racing game?
favourite racing game?
Burnout 3: Takedown
fav literary genre?
fav literary genre?
the what? never, i guess.
if you could change one thing about your looks, what would you change?
if you could change one thing about your looks, what would you change?
Make my face a bit more symmetrical
What is the proudest achievement in your life?
What is the proudest achievement in your life?