i dont know what i would do with that thought, "worth" in the context of people is hard for me to understand, especially when it's about me... im afraid its wasted on me;;
that being said...
~ ✦ ~
...your perspective is interesting, both because of who you have been (and all the thoughts/feelings that were included), and because of the inherent property of your perspective belonging solely to you as an individual person with specific contexts and environments that inform you through a unique continuity of consequences. if nobody else has told you they cared about you or ever understood you, just know that i want to understand you, whoever you are, even if i don't reach out to anyone and avoid being personally involved <3
i want to watch you through every moment you've lived, like a vulnerable expressive work of art, or a preciously valuable specimen in an exhibit. i want to gently cradle the oblique corners of your mind, and vicariously experience life through your own eyes. i want to learn from you, extract you, absorb you into every connective tissue in my model of the world to inform me of what humanity is. i want to become you and un-become you, undergoing mutation in an informative and cathartic learning process. and then i want to return you back to where you were, to freely live your life exactly the way it otherwise would have gone. you are adored, you are interesting and meaningful to someone. you will be okay :)