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an unfortunate kind of day i suppose
hmmnh. nearly vomited today but managed to get some rest and water
hmmnh. nearly vomited today but managed to get some rest and water
You ok? Hope you feel better.
just a bit of a weak body for now, some food and water will probably help me not just go spiraling into nausea anymore
Take a break dude
You should consult a doctor if it gets worse
from what & for what though? the issue was food and health, not what i assume to be sleep. tn doesn't prevent from any of thatCorne2Plum3 wrote:
Take a break dude
with sleep, i'm usually fitting in a nap from time to time along with a couple sessions lasting a few hours that i already get. i was nauseous because i don't have the resources to eat enough and nearly fainted in the shower because i wasn't careful about my health x'D
i'll probably be able to work my way out someday, but for now, it'll probably be like this unless costs of living head down in some absurd sliver of a possibility. the self-neglect is a bit of a failure on my part but i guess i'll just have to find some way to take responsibility and deal with it, which... i might fail at too, but hopefully i'll keep trying anyways
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on second thought, this section of the mess just highlights how awfully defensive and stubborn i am about playing o.o;;Achromalia wrote:
from what & for what though? the issue was food and health, not what i assume to be sleep. tn doesn't prevent from any of thatCorne2Plum3 wrote:
Take a break dude
with sleep, i'm usually fitting in a nap from time to time along with a couple sessions lasting a few hours that i already get. i was nauseous because i don't have the resources to eat enough and nearly fainted in the shower because i wasn't careful about my health x'D
i mean, while i haven't figured out if my points are remotely incorrect yet, it's still not the approach to take if the whole point is to let myself freely focus on growth, to instead merely play tn organically out of leisurely enjoyment without compulsion until possibly converting to the rest of fg and ot, or otherwise just not playing tn anymore. but i genuinely find myself being a bit obsessive about the game... to the extent i've forgotten why from time to time. i know i like it, but maybe a bit too much...
i'll see if i can wean off or otherwise optimize, because i get the sense that i'm probably just going to give into compulsively playing more even after being told to "stop playing", because
in honesty, i ended up partly being motivated by what i thought to be your spite... the more you played, the more i played, and the more i'd treat the game as a well-oiled machine of boxing you out as an exciting and enjoyable opponent to... what, "discourage" what i thought to be spite? that in itself seems hypocritically spiteful and bad-faith, and probably even counterproductive lmao
i used to rival you because you were a fun opponent,, when did i change it to a compulsory ritual?
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welcome, there seems to be some new faces.
welcome, there seems to be some new faces.
difficult day. still trying.
just don't want friends dying...
just don't want friends dying...
i don't know what you're going through, but from the sounds of it i'm sorry and i hope things get better for you soon because i'm sure they will eventually
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