i dont even remember... :( i mean i was probably in my bed daydreaming? but
ugh
i feel so sick, not physically but like ... brainpoisoned and emotionally unwell? like, homesick for a sense of selfhood that isnt home yet, disappearing memories of childhoods i didnt actually have from "delusional" worlds that dont exist, and
im tired
but that was probably somewhere close to what i was exploring in my daydreams