B0ii wrote:
mikey, the only reason why I (and probably many others) showed interest in this show is because we know you have potential.
what I mean by this is that sure this show does suck now, but it will gradually get better and better.
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well i think it's just that i always juggle between lots of things...
like trying to compose some samples. (even though i think i have hit a low on that and I really need to fix this right now!)
and then focusing on that other show that I have made, that won't likely get that active...
and then trying to plan out on a new show...
and then also me wanting to rank a map, but in all honesty i'll probably never be able to rank a map ever, even though i really want to get a ranked map desperately. ;w;
but right now i wanna focus on me improving on making my samples, in which it unfortunately is not doing any good so far, because i always think that of what i compose just gets garbage... :{
I feel like whenever I hit onto something low, I'd always struggle reaaaaaaaaaally hard to climb up... ;_;
And yeah about that situation of Patatitta and the "criticism" thing that always just goes out of my head as a negative, rather than a positive, that I also had experienced with a bunch of other users, with osu! mapping being a good example...
Yeahhhhh to me it'd probably be better for me to just ignore it and move on, rather than say anything about it...
I'd better have to just do it of what I'd like to do and not much else, because whenever I get dismotivated, that alone can quite literally impact my whole life style.
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But oh dear god I really hope that this thread won't get completely derailed ooooh myyy loooordd plz don't derail it completely ;_;
I'd recommend talking about in the other threads like this one:
[Because I'll rarely take a look at it anyway...]
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