eblf2013 wrote:
KatouMegumi wrote:
Winnyace wrote:
I think we should start 8th gen from me because I have bringed the whole bar lower in terms of quality, make it a transitional gen and make gen 9 the first denizen who got denizen under Penguin's new system. or better yet just undenizen me cause I don't deserve it.
Can you really please stop self deprecating? It's honestly getting really, really, really old right now.
Rather than old, it's pointless. Winnyace is the 7th gen denizen that first posted actually, so that point does not stand.
Also I see no valid points to undenizen winnyace either at all.
as I said in the first post, I thought that I lowered the whole quality of the subforum down with threads like
this or
this or
dear God this.
Penguin wrote:
z0z wrote:
i won't really stop someone who probably actually has poor confidence
they probably have self-confidence problems and are probably subtly asking for help
This isn't the place for this type of shit though. Most people here are extremely apathetic towards people's personal issues and don't want to hear about them. I understand venting during the appropriate times and places, but this isn't the case. This has been going on repeatedly for some time now with Winny. Throwing a pity party for yourself is not going to accomplish anything, it's just going to annoy the people around you.
If Winny is actually trying to subtly ask for help, I recommend they seek assistance in a better and healthier way. Right now it just seems as if he's fishing for compliments.
well... it's a mixture of the two. deep down, I was most likely fishing for compliments, but I couldn't really see it because I was so angry at myself I didn't put much thought into anything else other than me being a dumdum. I did everything as I was going through my mind and I didn't put a lot of thought into it and as I result I did the very thing I was scared I was doing. if my brain isn't fucked just a little bit there, then I don't know, dude.
pentaqola wrote:
Winnyace wrote:
I think we should start 8th gen from me because I have bringed the whole bar lower in terms of quality, make it a transitional gen and make gen 9 the first denizen who got denizen under Penguin's new system. or better yet just undenizen me cause I don't deserve it.
pretty dumb that you consider that last part a "better" thing to do.
if you are trying to get something out of this, congratulations cuz you just got an award for punching yourself down MULTIPLE TIMES like how i did in the past and that isn't okay. if that was the case that the worst shitposters lose denizenship, oh my fucking god i would have lost it TWO YEARS AGO and i would have been 7th gen instead of 6
please... for the love of god, realize the tracks you are going full on circle with here. first you think people will hate your for your bad shitposting, NEXT YOU ARE GOING TO THINK PEOPLE HATE YOU FOR YOUR VENTS AND I KNOW IT
this isn't supposed to be spiteful or anything. i just don't want you... to be trapped... IN THIS STATE OF SAYING: OH PEOPLE HATE ME FOR YADDA YADDA YOO NOW DEGRADE ME
because... its not healthy for you NOR IS IT HEALTHY FOR THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU
again, I still think that my shitposts are just of the lowest quality, but I think these vents are even lower.
I can't really say anything other than sorry. saying it is one thing, actually feeling it and trying to change is another, and quite frankly I don't know if I can do it. as Penguin said tho, not the place nor time to vent. sorry for ruining a perfectly fine thread for no good reason and, essentially, begging for validation. I think it will be better for me to go in my hiding spot now while I think about what I've just done.