hmm. i'm considering much of what's in store for you.
i think you can manage this. by now, you may understand a bit more about where you settle on things, and it seems you've found the nice little community you've wanted to have.
i'm sure you'll want more than this, though. despite my doubts, you probably are a little more satisfied and accepting of yourself these days. after all...
you're still alive. you have support. not only that, but you've actually started something.
you still don't think this is enough. but know this:
all of this will never be enough for your ambitions. don't expect to be there just yet. you have time, and as much as you hate to hear this throughout your life, you're capable. you're capable of more than you first gave yourself credit for, at least.
i trust you. i trust that you'll figure this out. i trust that you'll find a home in the friendships you have with others. keep going. keep reasoning with the world, keep asking questions, and learn from it all.
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nice. your music has had a few changes, i see, and it's a bit more... weighty than i remember. your art, too! holy shit, i did see it coming, but i didn't think you'd be here this fast. i mean...
okay, i still think you've got a few issues here, but you're trying a lot more things with it than i am right now. and besides, i'm sure you know all too well of these mistakes you've got here. i won't blame ya for them.
...
i bet your first episode went well.
it's not actually as popular as you'd like, yes, but it's... something. you know the value of this. appreciate it, consider it, listen, and move on.
well...
take care. see you in a few years.
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