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5:24 Wow I woke up early.
It's 11:42 pm
Hi Carm
Hi Carm
09:57AM
*Sees*
https://forums.warpportal.com/index.php?/topic/244618-patch-notes-6132019-complete/
Damn it, I'm missing...
*Sees*
https://forums.warpportal.com/index.php?/topic/244618-patch-notes-6132019-complete/
Damn it, I'm missing...
9:19
Hi Puzzle! c:
Nothing seems to be giving me any enjoyment today, apart from music. So I'm mainly just listening to music while popping in and out of the forums. But at least I'm eating some breakfast today!
Puzzle wrote:
It's 11:42 pm
Hi Carm
Hi Puzzle! c:
Nothing seems to be giving me any enjoyment today, apart from music. So I'm mainly just listening to music while popping in and out of the forums. But at least I'm eating some breakfast today!
10:19AM
bruh what
i finished kakeguruixx and that should not have been its own season. should’ve been a two part season if anything bc that doesn’t wrap anything up properly, as well as there’s LITERALLY half of the election left. smh my head
bruh what
i finished kakeguruixx and that should not have been its own season. should’ve been a two part season if anything bc that doesn’t wrap anything up properly, as well as there’s LITERALLY half of the election left. smh my head
I can't tell if today was a good day for osu or not.
Well, it's 3:11pm anddddd I wanna draw honestly
Well, it's 3:11pm anddddd I wanna draw honestly
1:12 PM PST.
tired. i wanted to make music and had some actual drive for a second, but now i'm a little inert again.
fuck. just looking at my projects discourages me. i don't know what to do with this mess.
tired. i wanted to make music and had some actual drive for a second, but now i'm a little inert again.
fuck. just looking at my projects discourages me. i don't know what to do with this mess.
21:21 I want it to be 22:00 already and for me to be tired. I just want to sleep and have it quickly be tomorrow. At least something interesting will be happening for a while.
And I'll probably have someone to talk to on email, being a friend of a friend. This entire situation is really confusing and I'm hating it. I want it to be July already. I want to talk to my mate again. I want to know she's okay. I want her to know I'm okay. I was in a bad state of mind last time we talked.
And I'll probably have someone to talk to on email, being a friend of a friend. This entire situation is really confusing and I'm hating it. I want it to be July already. I want to talk to my mate again. I want to know she's okay. I want her to know I'm okay. I was in a bad state of mind last time we talked.
8:37PM
i napped for 4 hours today
thats how my day went
i napped for 4 hours today
thats how my day went
6:04 PM PST.
fuck.
i haven't even gotten anything done today, aside from posting the OT!Parliament announcement.
kill me.
eughhhhhhhhh.
fuck.
i haven't even gotten anything done today, aside from posting the OT!Parliament announcement.
kill me.
eughhhhhhhhh.
COCOOOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOC 836pm LOVE OF MY LIFE AHAHHAAH
10:00 PM: My mouse is starting to lag to hell more and more frequently, I think I should get a new one.
1:12 AM:
i'm internally screaming because I used to think an inappropriate word (guess it) and thought it meant a kind of body type and used to say "I'm a big (word)" please help me
i'm internally screaming because I used to think an inappropriate word (guess it) and thought it meant a kind of body type and used to say "I'm a big (word)" please help me
11:07 PM PST.
i still feel so fucking terrible.
i don't know why.
i'm just so damn tired.
fuck.
i still feel so fucking terrible.
i don't know why.
i'm just so damn tired.
fuck.
17:12 Welp, time for another day!
At least some interesting things are happening today.
At least some interesting things are happening today.
11:13 PM PST.
fuck fuckfuckfuckffcukfcuk
why
whywhy why why whywhywhy hy
eghhhhhhhh
justfcuking
tired.
tired.
tired.
it's so fuckign late already.
so tired.
fuck this.
fuck fuckfuckfuckffcukfcuk
why
whywhy why why whywhywhy hy
eghhhhhhhh
justfcuking
tired.
tired.
tired.
it's so fuckign late already.
so tired.
fuck this.
11:44 PM PST.
father's day has been lackluster.
i have nothing good to say, and my dad's obviously in an irritable mood.
i still feel fucking miserable.
father's day has been lackluster.
i have nothing good to say, and my dad's obviously in an irritable mood.
i still feel fucking miserable.
1:46 am
what is one solution that is doable?
(for the project that's due tomorrow)
what is one solution that is doable?
(for the project that's due tomorrow)
11:57 PM PST.
i'm an absolute fuck-up of a son sometimes.
i'm an absolute fuck-up of a son sometimes.
12:03 AM PST.
i feel strangely suicidal.
not in any serious sense, but i just feel like i want to fucking relax and not exist or something.
eugh. my creativity is just drained.
i can't do anything.
this is terrible.
i feel strangely suicidal.
not in any serious sense, but i just feel like i want to fucking relax and not exist or something.
eugh. my creativity is just drained.
i can't do anything.
this is terrible.
2:08 pm
I wonder what I should get for dinner
I wonder what I should get for dinner
2:12am
holy shit, i'm finally done
there still is the project due on tuesday but i got some of it done already
i'm not sure how well i'll do on the 2 final exams tomorrow
holy shit, i'm finally done
there still is the project due on tuesday but i got some of it done already
i'm not sure how well i'll do on the 2 final exams tomorrow
16:02 WIB
Should I install TOR to entering the "KNIGHTS" Base
Should I install TOR to entering the "KNIGHTS" Base
10:56 My music choices are getting more and more depressing..
23:51 WIB
creating a darkweb side of endline gate?
maybe....i can do that
creating a dark
maybe....i can do that
1:20PM
chicken
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
dip it all in mashed potatoes
chicken
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
dip it all in mashed potatoes
03:00 WIB
i did it.
i made it.
you think i can't do that, huh
but
finally
it's here
here you go
bh432-d94an-r753z-v17bz
follow this code and i'll see you on new cities
i made it.
you think i can't do that, huh
but
finally
it's here
here you go
bh432-d94an-r753z-v17bz
follow this code and i'll see you on new cities
23:41 Thinking about finding an ergonomic setup to play osu with. Still haven't found one that actually feels comfy to play with.
2:58 PM PST.
it's over for now.
i'm on a forced hiatus, sadly.
thanks to my admittedly terrible inability to care for my things, i've fucked it all up for myself.
my laptop is fucked.
and i won't be getting another one.
music and art are out of the picture, just like that.
bye.
well, at least this phone will have to do.
maybe a job would help, but i'm not entirely sure how that'd work.
i'm fucked.
it's over for now.
i'm on a forced hiatus, sadly.
thanks to my admittedly terrible inability to care for my things, i've fucked it all up for myself.
my laptop is fucked.
and i won't be getting another one.
music and art are out of the picture, just like that.
bye.
well, at least this phone will have to do.
maybe a job would help, but i'm not entirely sure how that'd work.
i'm fucked.
7:39 am
What should I get for breakfast?
What should I get for breakfast?
7:40 PM PST.
SHIIIIT.
i fucking despise everything.
i can't do anything useful with my life. it all feels so fucking meaningless.
all because i'm not able to make music and art.
kill me.
SHIIIIT.
i fucking despise everything.
i can't do anything useful with my life. it all feels so fucking meaningless.
all because i'm not able to make music and art.
kill me.
Achromalia wrote:
7:40 PM PST.
SHIIIIT.
i fucking despise everything.
i can't do anything useful with my life. it all feels so fucking meaningless.
all because i'm not able to make music and art.
kill me.
I had a similar issue, I used to be really devoted to art, but I was really depressed and I believed I couldn't do it anymore because I thought everything was all crap. But with all things, it takes time and patience for there to be great outcomes. It may look like crap now, but instead of beating yourself over all that, do one day at a time. Then you'll see that later you'll start to form your own style and you'll be happy with how everything comes out. Don't sweat it, you're being hard on yourself, you have a long way to go.
ot: 11:32 p.m
I came home from class at 4:00 p.m and went to sleep as soon as I got home. I woke up at 8:00 p.m, I'm wondering if I can go back to sleep.
11:34 pm
i guess i'm going to continue the project that's due tomorrow
i guess i'm going to continue the project that's due tomorrow
12:32 Today's going by at a reasonable pace. I hope this continues.
Deja VuAchromalia wrote:
2:58 PM PST.
it's over for now.
i'm on a forced hiatus, sadly.
thanks to my admittedly terrible inability to care for my things, i've fucked it all up for myself.
my laptop is fucked.
and i won't be getting another one.
music and art are out of the picture, just like that.
bye.
well, at least this phone will have to do.
maybe a job would help, but i'm not entirely sure how that'd work.
i'm fucked.
I have heard all this before.
20:33 WIB
beautiful isn't it?
as you can see
there's no any data there
except 177013, 69 88 80 76 79 82 65 84 73 79 78 and yrots edis
actually there is REDACTED, REDACTED and REDACTED
oh, you didn't see that. Sorry
I'll make them visible for you
but, I must revoke your code. Sorry
Don't worry, I'll give you the new one
as you can see
there's no any data there
except 177013, 69 88 80 76 79 82 65 84 73 79 78 and yrots edis
actually there is REDACTED, REDACTED and REDACTED
oh, you didn't see that. Sorry
I'll make them visible for you
but, I must revoke your code. Sorry
Don't worry, I'll give you the new one
8:36 pm
Still don’t know what should I get for dinner
Still don’t know what should I get for dinner
15:45
Seems like dinner's going to be the first meal of the day. I couldn't be bothered to have breakfast or lunch, and I don't think I'm going to get anything within the next 2 hours. Heck, I don't even want dinner.
Been watching some videos by penguinz0. His older content never really gets old so I've spent some time rewatching them. Might go on r/science later.
It feels strange, not checking my emails today.
Seems like dinner's going to be the first meal of the day. I couldn't be bothered to have breakfast or lunch, and I don't think I'm going to get anything within the next 2 hours. Heck, I don't even want dinner.
Been watching some videos by penguinz0. His older content never really gets old so I've spent some time rewatching them. Might go on r/science later.
It feels strange, not checking my emails today.
6:37PM
TIL I CAN SINGLETAP 250-260BPM OKAY ITS FUCKIN DT TIME WHEN I GET MY STUFF BACK
TIL I CAN SINGLETAP 250-260BPM OKAY ITS FUCKIN DT TIME WHEN I GET MY STUFF BACK
6:57 am
When will I start cleaning my modding queue list...
When will I start cleaning my modding queue list...
7:53 Every day's coated in a beautiful layer of odd melancholy.
12:13 Had the opportunity to see the college I'll be going to and get more used to everything. A bit of weight off my shoulders. The change's starting to get less stressful and my mind's starting to get in a better place.
7:50 pm
Had my dinner but still hungry, help
Had my dinner but still hungry, help
9:24 AM
I'm wondering why I'm awake.
I'm wondering why I'm awake.
15:22 I don't know anymore. l keep going through phases of feeling joyful and feeling plain terrible.
02:32 WIB
i see you're waiting, don't you?
waiting to get an access to that "gate" huh?
i see...
here you go
b3d7q-9ny7g-2xfsz-iv7me
waiting to get an access to that "gate" huh?
i see...
here you go
b3d7q-9ny7g-2xfsz-iv7me
20:55 Please hurry up, tomorrow.
9:35 p.m
Thinking of washing my hair, and grinding for spirit orbs on Brave Souls after
Thinking of washing my hair, and grinding for spirit orbs on Brave Souls after
10:25PM
I HEAR A NOISE AND I CANT TELL IF IT IS AN ANGRY BABY OR AN ANGRY CAT AND IM FUCKING TERRIFIED
I HEAR A NOISE AND I CANT TELL IF IT IS AN ANGRY BABY OR AN ANGRY CAT AND IM FUCKING TERRIFIED
8:33 l don't even know anymore.
10:10 Not very happy with my brother. At all. ._.
18:12 10 more days until July, 10 more days!
Why have I got 'Angels on the moon' stuck in my head despite me listening to 'The Siren'?
10:10 Not very happy with my brother. At all. ._.
18:12 10 more days until July, 10 more days!
Why have I got 'Angels on the moon' stuck in my head despite me listening to 'The Siren'?
11:53 Really bored
21:46 Late night tonight, sleeping at either 10:30 or 11:00
7:20 I'm actually feeling motivated. A rare, beautiful thing.
[A bit before 10:15AM]
What?!
One of the best ships on Steam?!
What?!
One of the best ships on Steam?!
10pm
Pretty sure I’m wasted
Pretty sure I’m wasted
16:21 And I'm addicted to ANOTHER band - Delain.
Currently listening to:
It reminds me of a friend I used to have. She liked Thriving Ivory and Evanescence. In fact, she got me into Thriving Ivory. I know that she would love this band, if she doesn't know it already. The song is quite emotional for me, but I love it all the same. I like emotional songs.
I also love the beat and vocals.
I really thank Osu! for introducing me to Delain (I was searching for Nightwish beatmaps).
16:42 I keep going over and over every possible route I think the conversation in July can go. I can't stop. It's really annoying and quite worrying, but it also makes me feel secure and know my future self will thank me for it.
Currently listening to:
It reminds me of a friend I used to have. She liked Thriving Ivory and Evanescence. In fact, she got me into Thriving Ivory. I know that she would love this band, if she doesn't know it already. The song is quite emotional for me, but I love it all the same. I like emotional songs.
I also love the beat and vocals.
I really thank Osu! for introducing me to Delain (I was searching for Nightwish beatmaps).
16:42 I keep going over and over every possible route I think the conversation in July can go. I can't stop. It's really annoying and quite worrying, but it also makes me feel secure and know my future self will thank me for it.
[Started writing this at 08:00PM]
FPS games feel bland, progressively.
Part of real players have their ways of having fun, toxic/offensive to some other parts, whom the "toxic" people consider "retards". While you can have your way against CPU players, when it comes to skill.
At least, a few of them explain their "behavior"... But that only shows how important(?) is the gap of skill level between them and their victims.
That sentence above kind of irritates me even more. That may say that I'm one of those "retards", but the opposite side are quite wrong as well to me.
"Fun", eh...
FPS games feel bland, progressively.
Part of real players have their ways of having fun, toxic/offensive to some other parts, whom the "toxic" people consider "retards". While you can have your way against CPU players, when it comes to skill.
At least, a few of them explain their "behavior"... But that only shows how important(?) is the gap of skill level between them and their victims.
That sentence above kind of irritates me even more. That may say that I'm one of those "retards", but the opposite side are quite wrong as well to me.
"Fun", eh...
9:52PM
WHY AM I ALLOWED ON THE INTERNET PAST LIKE 7 UGHHHGFJFJDHSJHSNA
WHY AM I ALLOWED ON THE INTERNET PAST LIKE 7 UGHHHGFJFJDHSJHSNA
7:43 Not in the mood to do much. Just listening to depressing music and looking around the forums. Maybe gonna play some Solitaire, as this tends to be calming. l don't want to go into an endless spiral of rehearsing what to say on July.
11:44 PM PST.
a bit bored. tried sketching a bit, but i'm pretty much just wanting to talk with people here on the forums.
a bit bored. tried sketching a bit, but i'm pretty much just wanting to talk with people here on the forums.
1:35 PM. It might be a bit early to say, but I'm tentatively confident I've gotten over my bout of depression. I really cant be sure until like a week from now, though.
11:39 AM PST.
KICK THAT DEPRESSION IN THE ASS, PUZZLE! YOU'VE GOT THIS, MAN!
[SKELETAL CHEERLEADING INTENSIFIES]
KICK THAT DEPRESSION IN THE ASS, PUZZLE! YOU'VE GOT THIS, MAN!
[SKELETAL CHEERLEADING INTENSIFIES]
YEAH, MESS THAT DEPRESSION UP SO BAD IT HAS DEPRESSION!
GO PUZZLE!
Ot: 2 am reading some manga.
GO PUZZLE!
Ot: 2 am reading some manga.
21:18
You can do it, Puzzle!
-----
I just have so much to think through, with everything that has happened this month.
I just know that July's going to be very stressful.
I'm thrilled for my friend to return, of course I am! However, I know that our next conversation will be a difficult one to trudge through. Too much has happened, too much.
You can do it, Puzzle!
-----
I just have so much to think through, with everything that has happened this month.
I just know that July's going to be very stressful.
I'm thrilled for my friend to return, of course I am! However, I know that our next conversation will be a difficult one to trudge through. Too much has happened, too much.
Achromalia wrote:
11:39 AM PST.
KICK THAT DEPRESSION IN THE ASS, PUZZLE! YOU'VE GOT THIS, MAN!
[SKELETAL CHEERLEADING INTENSIFIES]
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
YEAH, MESS THAT DEPRESSION UP SO BAD IT HAS DEPRESSION!
GO PUZZLE!
Ot: 2 am reading some manga.
Carmlillball wrote:
21:18
You can do it, Puzzle!
Thank you guys so much. I love all of you.
Carmlillball wrote:
21:18
I just have so much to think through, with everything that has happened this month.
I just know that July's going to be very stressful.
I'm thrilled for my friend to return, of course I am! However, I know that our next conversation will be a difficult one to trudge through. Too much has happened, too much.
I hope it goes okay... Shoot. The whole friend thing. And July. Shoot, I hope everything goes well, the rest of your life. Good luck thinking.
OT: 4:54 PM. I don't know why I didn't post here when I was depressed. You guys are awesome and have already helped me cheer up a lot.
7:53 p.m
Puzzle is back! Glad to see you back man, feel better and fight!
Puzzle is back! Glad to see you back man, feel better and fight!
Haven’t seen or talkted to you a lot puzzle but welcome back
9:33 pm
Holy shit wtf you guys are amazing you have no idea how nice this makes me feel
Ily all
Holy shit wtf you guys are amazing you have no idea how nice this makes me feel
Ily all
5 am, I should be asleep
edit: well I just read the posts above and that makes this post feel out of place. Welcome back Puzzle and I hope you'll feel better
edit: well I just read the posts above and that makes this post feel out of place. Welcome back Puzzle and I hope you'll feel better
Puzzle wrote:
Carmlillball wrote:
21:18
I just have so much to think through, with everything that has happened this month.
I just know that July's going to be very stressful.
I'm thrilled for my friend to return, of course I am! However, I know that our next conversation will be a difficult one to trudge through. Too much has happened, too much.
I hope it goes okay... Shoot. The whole friend thing. And July. Shoot, I hope everything goes well, the rest of your life. Good luck thinking.
OT: 4:54 PM. I don't know why I didn't post here when I was depressed. You guys are awesome and have already helped me cheer up a lot.
8:20
Thank you so much, Puzzle! Very much appreciated!
I guess the lack of posting could be due to lack of motivation. Depression often does that to people. Also, different ways of dealing with stuff.
Everything's currently going okay. More relaxed. Mostly playing cards on-and-off. Trying not to think about July. I don't even know when in July the conversation's going on. It could be the end for all I know, so I would be rushing and stressing myself out for nothing. The situation's a mixture of extreme positive and extreme negative so I want it to both happen as early as possible and as late. Which isn't possible.
I think I'll just let whatever happens happen. Despite organising myself, I'd likely remain an anxious mess, and stay silent despite knowing what I should say. Or I end up not wanting to mention certain things. This makes it ultimately pointless.
05:00PM
Wait a minute...
(Isn't that girl in) Journal('s prof' pic' from)...?
Wait a minute...
(Isn't that girl in) Journal('s prof' pic' from)...?
12:03PM
ok so i left the house like 30m later than usual and missed a kyogre raid so thats cool
ok so i left the house like 30m later than usual and missed a kyogre raid so thats cool
Oof
12:06 PM. I've found like two colonies of queen ants just congregating in our shipping/recieving area. No idea wtf they're doing and it's fucking weird. Just minding my own business and then suddenly I see a ball of like 20 fucking big ass ants with wings having a little meeting. Wtf?
Edit: 12:14 PM. I did some research and it turns out they're banging. Some of those ants with wings were probably Male drone ants. I just ran across two giant ant orgies. What the fuck.
12:06 PM. I've found like two colonies of queen ants just congregating in our shipping/recieving area. No idea wtf they're doing and it's fucking weird. Just minding my own business and then suddenly I see a ball of like 20 fucking big ass ants with wings having a little meeting. Wtf?
Edit: 12:14 PM. I did some research and it turns out they're banging. Some of those ants with wings were probably Male drone ants. I just ran across two giant ant orgies. What the fuck.
21:40
Ahaha I needed that laugh today! Brilliant!
Puzzle wrote:
Oof
12:06 PM. I've found like two colonies of queen ants just congregating in our shipping/recieving area. No idea wtf they're doing and it's fucking weird. Just minding my own business and then suddenly I see a ball of like 20 fucking big ass ants with wings having a little meeting. Wtf?
Edit: 12:14 PM. I did some research and it turns out they're banging. Some of those ants with wings were probably Male drone ants. I just ran across two giant ant orgies. What the fuck.
Ahaha I needed that laugh today! Brilliant!
Glad I could help
Just your average day in the life of Puzzle
Ants fucking, everywhere
Note: the comma is important in that sentence. There aren't ants hyperbole everywhere, there are ants having sex hyperbole everywhere.
Just your average day in the life of Puzzle
Ants fucking, everywhere
Note: the comma is important in that sentence. There aren't ants hyperbole everywhere, there are ants having sex hyperbole everywhere.
At least now you know how ants have sex.
*The more you know*
OT: 3:57 AM
I kinda want to have some tea.
*The more you know*
OT: 3:57 AM
I kinda want to have some tea.
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
At least now you know how ants have sex.
*The more you know*
OT: 3:57 AM
I kinda want to have some tea.
3:58 PM
Tad is clearly trying to trigger me
Goddamn insensitive frogs
8:51
Holy meatballs, I've had breakfast!
It's a bag of crisps, but it's something.
I let myself have some because I really struggled having dinner yesterday. Just one of those days.
I know I'm going to regret this. I'm already not feeling great.
Holy meatballs, I've had breakfast!
It's a bag of crisps, but it's something.
I let myself have some because I really struggled having dinner yesterday. Just one of those days.
I know I'm going to regret this. I'm already not feeling great.
Does eating not make you feel good?
8:20am
8:20am