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45Traeath
10:01PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxggbBvmF38

Damn it, it's getting into my head.
ERA Puzzle
I can't tell if today was a good day for osu or not.

Well, it's 3:11pm anddddd I wanna draw honestly
Achromalia
1:12 PM PST.

tired. i wanted to make music and had some actual drive for a second, but now i'm a little inert again.

fuck. just looking at my projects discourages me. i don't know what to do with this mess.
Carmlillball
21:21 I want it to be 22:00 already and for me to be tired. I just want to sleep and have it quickly be tomorrow. At least something interesting will be happening for a while.

And I'll probably have someone to talk to on email, being a friend of a friend. This entire situation is really confusing and I'm hating it. I want it to be July already. I want to talk to my mate again. I want to know she's okay. I want her to know I'm okay. I was in a bad state of mind last time we talked.
payney
8:37PM

i napped for 4 hours today

thats how my day went
Achromalia
6:04 PM PST.

fuck.

i haven't even gotten anything done today, aside from posting the OT!Parliament announcement.

kill me.

eughhhhhhhhh.
Journal
COCOOOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOC 836pm LOVE OF MY LIFE AHAHHAAH
payney
9:45PM

god i wanna play osu
Journal
THISISISTOOGOODOKSKS8510pm
samX500
10:00 PM: My mouse is starting to lag to hell more and more frequently, I think I should get a new one.
Journal
DONT TELL ME WHAT I KNOW TRAVIS9050’mp
payney
10:29PM

vibin in the ritz car
Radiohead
1:12 AM:

i'm internally screaming because I used to think an inappropriate word (guess it) and thought it meant a kind of body type and used to say "I'm a big (word)" please help me
Achromalia
11:07 PM PST.

i still feel so fucking terrible.

i don't know why.

i'm just so damn tired.

fuck.
Journal
Oh my gosh Amanda
109 am
Carmlillball
17:12 Welp, time for another day!
At least some interesting things are happening today.
Achromalia
11:13 PM PST.

fuck fuckfuckfuckffcukfcuk

why

whywhy why why whywhywhy hy

eghhhhhhhh

justfcuking

tired.

tired.

tired.

it's so fuckign late already.

so tired.

fuck this.
z0z
1:34 am

final exams are tomorrow
Achromalia
11:44 PM PST.

father's day has been lackluster.

i have nothing good to say, and my dad's obviously in an irritable mood.

i still feel fucking miserable.
z0z
1:46 am

what is one solution that is doable?

(for the project that's due tomorrow)
Achromalia
11:57 PM PST.

i'm an absolute fuck-up of a son sometimes.
z0z
2:02am

i can't think of anything
Achromalia
12:03 AM PST.

i feel strangely suicidal.

not in any serious sense, but i just feel like i want to fucking relax and not exist or something.

eugh. my creativity is just drained.

i can't do anything.

this is terrible.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2:08 pm

I wonder what I should get for dinner
z0z
2:12am

holy shit, i'm finally done

there still is the project due on tuesday but i got some of it done already


i'm not sure how well i'll do on the 2 final exams tomorrow
Ender Lain
16:02 WIB

Should I install TOR to entering the "KNIGHTS" Base
Carmlillball
10:56 My music choices are getting more and more depressing..
Ender Lain
23:51 WIB

creating a dark web side of endline gate?

maybe....i can do that
payney
1:20PM

chicken
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
dip it all in mashed potatoes
Ender Lain
03:00 WIB

i did it.

i made it.

you think i can't do that, huh

but

finally

it's here

here you go

bh432-d94an-r753z-v17bz

follow this code and i'll see you on new cities
Plini
5:40PM.

I want a Grea x Anne collab with someone.
Kyomaku
23:41 Thinking about finding an ergonomic setup to play osu with. Still haven't found one that actually feels comfy to play with.
Achromalia
2:58 PM PST.

it's over for now.

i'm on a forced hiatus, sadly.

thanks to my admittedly terrible inability to care for my things, i've fucked it all up for myself.

my laptop is fucked.

and i won't be getting another one.

music and art are out of the picture, just like that.

bye.

well, at least this phone will have to do.

maybe a job would help, but i'm not entirely sure how that'd work.

i'm fucked.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
7:39 am

What should I get for breakfast?
Achromalia
7:40 PM PST.

SHIIIIT.

i fucking despise everything.

i can't do anything useful with my life. it all feels so fucking meaningless.

all because i'm not able to make music and art.

kill me.
captainmilk

Achromalia wrote:

7:40 PM PST.

SHIIIIT.

i fucking despise everything.

i can't do anything useful with my life. it all feels so fucking meaningless.

all because i'm not able to make music and art.

kill me.

I had a similar issue, I used to be really devoted to art, but I was really depressed and I believed I couldn't do it anymore because I thought everything was all crap. But with all things, it takes time and patience for there to be great outcomes. It may look like crap now, but instead of beating yourself over all that, do one day at a time. Then you'll see that later you'll start to form your own style and you'll be happy with how everything comes out. Don't sweat it, you're being hard on yourself, you have a long way to go.

ot: 11:32 p.m
I came home from class at 4:00 p.m and went to sleep as soon as I got home. I woke up at 8:00 p.m, I'm wondering if I can go back to sleep.
z0z
11:34 pm

i guess i'm going to continue the project that's due tomorrow
Carmlillball
12:32 Today's going by at a reasonable pace. I hope this continues.
Tad Fibonacci

Achromalia wrote:

2:58 PM PST.

it's over for now.

i'm on a forced hiatus, sadly.

thanks to my admittedly terrible inability to care for my things, i've fucked it all up for myself.

my laptop is fucked.

and i won't be getting another one.

music and art are out of the picture, just like that.

bye.

well, at least this phone will have to do.

maybe a job would help, but i'm not entirely sure how that'd work.

i'm fucked.
Deja Vu

I have heard all this before.
Ender Lain
20:33 WIB

beautiful isn't it?

as you can see

there's no any data there

except 177013, 69 88 80 76 79 82 65 84 73 79 78 and yrots edis

actually there is REDACTED, REDACTED and REDACTED

oh, you didn't see that. Sorry

I'll make them visible for you

but, I must revoke your code. Sorry

Don't worry, I'll give you the new one
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