Puzzle wrote:

Carmlillball wrote:

20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.

Change can very easily be very frightening.

I think because of this humanity has a tendency to force their environment to adapt to them instead of adapting themselves to the environment - to almost universally disastrous result. If things change, I generally look favorably on the idea of changing yourself to meet those differences.

4:28 PM

Carmlillball wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Carmlillball wrote:

20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.

Change can very easily be very frightening.

I think because of this humanity has a tendency to force their environment to adapt to them instead of adapting themselves to the environment - to almost universally disastrous result. If things change, I generally look favorably on the idea of changing yourself to meet those differences.

4:28 PM

19:13

Hiya!

I mainly like to look on the positives, but it's still horribly difficult.

In the end, time is the best thing to solve this. To have the changes happen for so long that they feel normal. And getting used to this concept helps. 'I wont be panicking about these changes in a month or so, so why am I panicking?'. I admire this way of thinking and find it very helpful.

Puzzle wrote:

4:05 PM. I'm really, really upset right now. The gist of it is I busted my ass off at work today, promised some customers that I would have things shipped today (literally like 18-20 different parts in a single shipment which is ridiculous) and it's not going to go out because FedEx pickup was fucking early. Early, of all fucking things. We have an entire hour window for pickup- 3:30 to 4:30 - and they come by before 3:20 for the fucking pickup and now because of it this fucking 31 pound box that I worked my ass off to get out on time with literally 20 different parts in it under 8 separate repair orders - that I had to do the paperwork on, package, ship - which I explicitly told our customers would be shipping today - is not going to go out because they come by early. Which we've told them not to do before. I got that shit out in record time and now it doesnt even matter. We even had another package after that - which is supposed to be an expedited package - which won't be going because of this. And I've just generally had an awful day and this made it so much worse.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Wow that sucks. It's always annoying how the things that other people do directly inconveniences you or if serious enough, completely fuck you over and you'll have no control over it whatsoever.
All you can do is simply hope that it won't happen and be prepared when it inevitably do happen.
It's even more annoying when you realized that it's completely normal and happens somewhat frequent to anyone.

At least it's not too unbearable if it's a genuine honest mistake, like sometimes people just want to fuck over other people for the sake of it and you can't do shit about it.
My older brother is a prime example of such people, he constantly fucked me over for no real reason. He always fucks up and acts incompetent, even though I'm pretty sure he's not that incompetent, just to annoy me or fuck me over with something. And he always use the same fucking excuse of "oh, we're family so you're supposed to forgive me" and he talks as if I'm the petty person and it's my fault that he fucked up that badly.
Like, what the fuck?

I don't really hate my brother, but it's really hard for me to take him seriously.

OT: 4:36 am
I should go to bed.

reuni wrote:

8:24PM

YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are

Puzzle wrote:

reuni wrote:

8:24PM

YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are

Reuuunniiii I missed you mist Charamaraharadarau

Puzzle wrote:

It's 11:42 pm

Hi Carm