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Westonini
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Joined May 2018
Westonini

Journal wrote:

Thinkingofgettingapiercing 1138am also 女團 album is pretty good
packages are taking a long time to arrive 1142am


Oh neat, what type of piercing? I've kinda always wanted to get one as well.

- - -

5:06 PM

My cat seems to be back to normal. He wasn't eating or drinking, was constantly hiding and throwing up, and was losing a lot of weight. He wasn't acting like his normal self at all.

Took him to the vet a few times where they gave him shots and had some scans done and what-not. I believe they said that they suspect that he has Pancreatitis, but they aren't entirely sure how cats get that in the first place.

Either way hes been acting like his usual self recently and has started eating again so I'm pretty relieved.
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal

Westonini wrote:

Oh neat, what type of piercing? I've kinda always wanted to get one as well.
Double helix, and nostril (studs probably)

What's been holding you back?

Westonini wrote:

Either way hes been acting like his usual self recently and has started eating again so I'm pretty relieved.
I'm hoping he'll stay this way, good luck.
817pm
Westonini
0 posts
Joined May 2018
Westonini
6:27 PM

Journal wrote:

What's been holding you back?


Not sure. I never really looked too much into it I suppose. Also it may or may not be a hassle dealing with it depending on where you put them and stuff like that. Could hurt you when applying for a job as well, same with tats (which I've also considered getting). They can look pretty cool tho so who knows, maybe eventually I'll get one. My sis has a really cool apocalypse-skull type thing on her upper back that looks pretty nice. Thing is fucking huge tho.
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
It's 9:53 PM and I'm actually a zombie right now. So tired after today. Was productive though. And fairly stressful... but productive. Learned lots in my anatomy practice. It went well. Only 1 week left. That translates to 5 days of drawing anatomy only. I'm doing ittttt
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
10:33

Time's going quite quickly!

I've been wanting to go outside for a walk, but I think it's going to rain!

Ate breakfast, made my mum proud. I only ate a Lunchable and I feel quite ill. I'm not really surprised, this has been happening all the time when I eat recently. Very unpleasant.

I used to eat way more than a normal person would, without feeling full, until just a few months ago. How on Earth did I manage to eat so much back then, while I now struggle with a proper breakfast and dinner?

Sunday today, most likely having roast dinner. That's going to make me feel horribly self-conscious.

Played some Osu!. After posting this, I'm going back on. I'm just having a bit of a break right now. Definitely getting much better at alternating!

Planning to study some maths. I studied a lot yesterday and don't have that much to study now for the star-marked topics. Might secure the unmarked. And going to study some Geography. I'm hopeless with this topic!

Been typing out my story, slowly but surely.
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
21:56

Studying civil law for the test tomorrow.

Kill me.
Kudosu
109 posts
Joined October 2017
Kudosu
5:05PM
I have finals in a week and haven't started studying yet
what should I do
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath

toonisoop wrote:

5:05PM
I have finals in a week and haven't started studying yet
what should I do

07:22PM

Bah mets-toi y ( . .)

07:23PM

Bon, après, si tu foires, bah ca ira mieux la prochaine fois.
J'espere ( . .)
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Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
12:18 PM.

a bit bored.

i'll likely get back to producing music in a little bit, i might make some more progress today.

i need to take care of myself better as well, though.
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
8:16 am.

About to take the test.

Only 2 more subjects to go.

I hate finals.

Wish me luck bois.
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
18:06


Tad Fibonacci wrote:

8:16 am.

About to take the test.

Only 2 more subjects to go.

I hate finals.

Wish me luck bois.


Good luck!


My head's been aching a ton so I've been relaxing. Have to study some maths now.
Decided to send a friend a video my sister sent me. I took a quick glace of the video, saw it should be educational, and rushed into sending it. But I then realised my sister isn't the sort of person to be helpful, nor sensible, and I watched the video. Most of it was okay and would've been funny jokes, but there was a religious joke and.. another joke at the end.. and I really regret sending that video. I apologised as quickly as possible. She would've probably just seen the video as funny, and I've told her far worse (stuff that actually got her concerned) but I just wanted to make sure.
Don't feel like having anything to eat today. Didn't have anything since around 17:00 yesterday but still.

19:52 I'm impressed, still not feeling like anything.




6:54
Got a maths test and I'm super worried for it. I've been studying a ton but I fear just forgetting everything when I'm in the exam. Went over some equations. Circle equations, area of a non right-angled triangle and Cosine stuff. Did a tiny bit of Sine rule, but I'm great at that. Gonna start getting ready for school around 7:00-7:30.

16:24 Maths test ended up going surprisingly well. Kept switching between teachers, which was quite stressful, but also helped with not getting bored. I think I'll do okay in my Chemistry. Stressed. Anxious. Playing some Osu! to rewind.
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hypercyte
Elite Mapper
741 posts
Joined October 2016
hypercyte
17:42

2nd Mathematics A-Level exam tomorrow morning, and have 6 hours left to prepare : (
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Ender Lain
822 posts
Joined January 2015
Ender Lain
01:36 WIB

checking some neocities web


....mebious.neocities.org
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
Its 3:42 PM. I'm reading a series of books that have a fairly interesting world but are kind of written pretty badly. The first book was really gripping but I'm on the second now and it just feels really eh. Lackluster. The writing style is seriously bland and the characters are a lot less interesting than they were in the first book. The characters and the world the story was set in were what really made things interesting in the first. Now everything's really getting kind of boring. Which sucks, because I thought it would be very nice to see how the characters progress. I guess I just have to hope something interesting happens soon in the second book to cover for the bland writing.

Other than that, now I'm kinda just sitting around and waiting to go home. I want to practice drawing and osu and stuff. I'm gonna finish out the week strong with my anatomy, I think. Then I can get to drawing stuff that's more fun again.
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
[A bit before 06:10PM, after some CtB]

I'm losing focus at the most stupid moments...
Tateshina Eve
373 posts
Joined September 2017
Tateshina Eve
12.21am

I'm still awake because I'm calling my mentee... Great, I guess this is my life now, a life where sleep doesn't exist
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
18:02 Stressed as Hell. I regret telling my friend so much about my eating. Now so many people are getting involved and most likely my mum's very stressed. She gets very worried because she thinks that everything's her fault, even if it's clearly mine.
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle

Carmlillball wrote:

18:02 Stressed as Hell. I regret telling my friend so much about my eating. Now so many people are getting involved and most likely my mum's very stressed. She gets very worried because she thinks that everything's her fault, even if it's clearly mine.

Fhhh. I hope it all ends up well. Sounds stressful...

Its 4:14 PM and it's raining pretty hard. But the only 2 days left in the week are Thursday and Friday which are my favorite workdays so the rain can suck it. Cant wait for the weekend, as per usual. Especially since I'm planning on Friday being my last day of anatomy sketches.
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Journal
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Joined December 2017
Journal
Being called a toe has never felt so nostalgic 903am
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath

Journal wrote:

Being called a toe has never felt so nostalgic 903am

04:29PM
*"A toe"...*
...What?
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
21:46

Journal's a toe.
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
... ToeHou.
Meah
733 posts
Joined November 2014
Meah
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
10:22

Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle

Carmlillball wrote:

20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.

Change can very easily be very frightening.

I think because of this humanity has a tendency to force their environment to adapt to them instead of adapting themselves to the environment - to almost universally disastrous result. If things change, I generally look favorably on the idea of changing yourself to meet those differences.

4:28 PM
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal
AirPods are overrated and Chobani is disgusting1221 am
What do religions that believe in reincarnation think of yolo
1228am
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
Its 9:15 am. Not in a good mood.
Kyomaku
246 posts
Joined September 2011
Kyomaku
16:24. I'm watching isekai trash again for some reason. AND I'M ENJOYING IT.
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball

Puzzle wrote:

Carmlillball wrote:

20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.

Change can very easily be very frightening.

I think because of this humanity has a tendency to force their environment to adapt to them instead of adapting themselves to the environment - to almost universally disastrous result. If things change, I generally look favorably on the idea of changing yourself to meet those differences.

4:28 PM


19:13

Hiya!

I mainly like to look on the positives, but it's still horribly difficult.

In the end, time is the best thing to solve this. To have the changes happen for so long that they feel normal. And getting used to this concept helps. 'I wont be panicking about these changes in a month or so, so why am I panicking?'. I admire this way of thinking and find it very helpful.
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ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle

Carmlillball wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Carmlillball wrote:

20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.

Change can very easily be very frightening.

I think because of this humanity has a tendency to force their environment to adapt to them instead of adapting themselves to the environment - to almost universally disastrous result. If things change, I generally look favorably on the idea of changing yourself to meet those differences.

4:28 PM


19:13

Hiya!

I mainly like to look on the positives, but it's still horribly difficult.

In the end, time is the best thing to solve this. To have the changes happen for so long that they feel normal. And getting used to this concept helps. 'I wont be panicking about these changes in a month or so, so why am I panicking?'. I admire this way of thinking and find it very helpful.

I'm pretty glad I could suggest something that was helpful, then.


4:05 PM. I'm really, really upset right now. The gist of it is I busted my ass off at work today, promised some customers that I would have things shipped today (literally like 18-20 different parts in a single shipment which is ridiculous) and it's not going to go out because FedEx pickup was fucking early. Early, of all fucking things. We have an entire hour window for pickup- 3:30 to 4:30 - and they come by before 3:20 for the fucking pickup and now because of it this fucking 31 pound box that I worked my ass off to get out on time with literally 20 different parts in it under 8 separate repair orders - that I had to do the paperwork on, package, ship - which I explicitly told our customers would be shipping today - is not going to go out because they come by early. Which we've told them not to do before. I got that shit out in record time and now it doesnt even matter. We even had another package after that - which is supposed to be an expedited package - which won't be going because of this. And I've just generally had an awful day and this made it so much worse.
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci

Puzzle wrote:

4:05 PM. I'm really, really upset right now. The gist of it is I busted my ass off at work today, promised some customers that I would have things shipped today (literally like 18-20 different parts in a single shipment which is ridiculous) and it's not going to go out because FedEx pickup was fucking early. Early, of all fucking things. We have an entire hour window for pickup- 3:30 to 4:30 - and they come by before 3:20 for the fucking pickup and now because of it this fucking 31 pound box that I worked my ass off to get out on time with literally 20 different parts in it under 8 separate repair orders - that I had to do the paperwork on, package, ship - which I explicitly told our customers would be shipping today - is not going to go out because they come by early. Which we've told them not to do before. I got that shit out in record time and now it doesnt even matter. We even had another package after that - which is supposed to be an expedited package - which won't be going because of this. And I've just generally had an awful day and this made it so much worse.
Wow that sucks. It's always annoying how the things that other people do directly inconveniences you or if serious enough, completely fuck you over and you'll have no control over it whatsoever.
All you can do is simply hope that it won't happen and be prepared when it inevitably do happen.
It's even more annoying when you realized that it's completely normal and happens somewhat frequent to anyone.

At least it's not too unbearable if it's a genuine honest mistake, like sometimes people just want to fuck over other people for the sake of it and you can't do shit about it.
My older brother is a prime example of such people, he constantly fucked me over for no real reason. He always fucks up and acts incompetent, even though I'm pretty sure he's not that incompetent, just to annoy me or fuck me over with something. And he always use the same fucking excuse of "oh, we're family so you're supposed to forgive me" and he talks as if I'm the petty person and it's my fault that he fucked up that badly.
Like, what the fuck?

I don't really hate my brother, but it's really hard for me to take him seriously.

OT: 4:36 am
I should go to bed.
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Wow that sucks. It's always annoying how the things that other people do directly inconveniences you or if serious enough, completely fuck you over and you'll have no control over it whatsoever.
All you can do is simply hope that it won't happen and be prepared when it inevitably do happen.
It's even more annoying when you realized that it's completely normal and happens somewhat frequent to anyone.

At least it's not too unbearable if it's a genuine honest mistake, like sometimes people just want to fuck over other people for the sake of it and you can't do shit about it.
My older brother is a prime example of such people, he constantly fucked me over for no real reason. He always fucks up and acts incompetent, even though I'm pretty sure he's not that incompetent, just to annoy me or fuck me over with something. And he always use the same fucking excuse of "oh, we're family so you're supposed to forgive me" and he talks as if I'm the petty person and it's my fault that he fucked up that badly.
Like, what the fuck?

I don't really hate my brother, but it's really hard for me to take him seriously.

OT: 4:36 am
I should go to bed.


I hate the family excuse so fucking much. I cant even begin to describe to you how much o hate it. It's such bullshit.

Like, I'm not trying to bash on your brother or anything. I dont know him. I'm just speaking in generalities. But thinking people deserve something just because they're family is such a retarded way of thinking. My family is fucked up. My family is awful. They dont deserve shit from me, and I'm not going to give them a damn thing - whether its money, respect, a place to stay - I dont care what it is - unless they deserve it. My family had fucked my life up. I'm still recovering from it. Its taught me that saying somebody deserves something only because they're family is a nice way to ruin yourself. People deserve what they earn. I will never, ever allow anyone to fuck me over just because they're 'Family'. I will never give someone a pass because they happen to be related to me. I don't treat anyone differently just because they're my family. I might love them more, but that doesnt mean I'm going to ignore the bad things that they do. Maybe forgive them easier, maybe make more of an effort to help them, but let it slide just because they're family? No thanks.

That's just my opinion. My own family has really messed things up for me. So it always pisses me off when I hear something about how somebody deserves this or deserves that just because they're family. No they dont. They deserve it if they earn it.
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
8:24PM

YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are
Taj
48 posts
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Taj
9:02 PM
Sometimes I think about the sky
Turning into fruits and vegetables for no reason why
Meah
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Meah
9:30 food wars
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle

reuni wrote:

8:24PM

YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are

Reuuunniiii I missed you mist Charamaraharadarau
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney

Puzzle wrote:

reuni wrote:

8:24PM

YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are

Reuuunniiii I missed you mist Charamaraharadarau

boom

9:33PM

i watched all of kakegurui s1 and im halfway thru xx and boy do i have a lot to say about it

ill wait till i finish tho
captainmilk
105 posts
Joined April 2015
captainmilk
10:19 p.m
I'm kinda bored, thinking of doing some photoshop stuff or finish an essay
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
04:31PM

Wait, wait, wait, wait...

"Dale (CV: Okamoto Nobuhiko)"...

I guess I'll watch just to see if that fits.
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
2:30PM

whats so special about this week and why is it everyones busy week
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
Well, I had to psuedo-run my family business because my aunt was gone, so that was my reason

1:31 PM, I didn't get enough sleep last night. It's ruining my ability to focus :c
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal
ok mcafee we get it932pm
sikks music puts me in a mood
cut off my legs
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
im so fucking drunk

9:34 pm
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
10:36PM

every day i feel closer to a breakdown and it sucks that i dont know when its coming but i can feel it
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
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ERA Puzzle
io love you reuni dont do it
Carmlillball
129 posts
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Carmlillball
5:24 Wow I woke up early.
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
It's 11:42 pm

Hi Carm
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
09:57AM

*Sees*
https://forums.warpportal.com/index.php?/topic/244618-patch-notes-6132019-complete/

Damn it, I'm missing...
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
9:19

Puzzle wrote:

It's 11:42 pm

Hi Carm


Hi Puzzle! c:

Nothing seems to be giving me any enjoyment today, apart from music. So I'm mainly just listening to music while popping in and out of the forums. But at least I'm eating some breakfast today!
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
10:19AM

bruh what

i finished kakeguruixx and that should not have been its own season. should’ve been a two part season if anything bc that doesn’t wrap anything up properly, as well as there’s LITERALLY half of the election left. smh my head
45Traeath
388 posts
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45Traeath
10:01PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxggbBvmF38

Damn it, it's getting into my head.
ERA Puzzle
56 posts
Joined August 2012
ERA Puzzle
I can't tell if today was a good day for osu or not.

Well, it's 3:11pm anddddd I wanna draw honestly
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
1:12 PM PST.

tired. i wanted to make music and had some actual drive for a second, but now i'm a little inert again.

fuck. just looking at my projects discourages me. i don't know what to do with this mess.
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
21:21 I want it to be 22:00 already and for me to be tired. I just want to sleep and have it quickly be tomorrow. At least something interesting will be happening for a while.

And I'll probably have someone to talk to on email, being a friend of a friend. This entire situation is really confusing and I'm hating it. I want it to be July already. I want to talk to my mate again. I want to know she's okay. I want her to know I'm okay. I was in a bad state of mind last time we talked.
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
8:37PM

i napped for 4 hours today

thats how my day went
Achromalia
347 posts
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Achromalia
6:04 PM PST.

fuck.

i haven't even gotten anything done today, aside from posting the OT!Parliament announcement.

kill me.

eughhhhhhhhh.
Journal
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Journal
COCOOOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOOCOCOCOCOC 836pm LOVE OF MY LIFE AHAHHAAH
payney
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payney
9:45PM

god i wanna play osu
Journal
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Journal
THISISISTOOGOODOKSKS8510pm
samX500
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samX500
10:00 PM: My mouse is starting to lag to hell more and more frequently, I think I should get a new one.
Journal
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Journal
DONT TELL ME WHAT I KNOW TRAVIS9050’mp
payney
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payney
10:29PM

vibin in the ritz car
Radiohead
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Radiohead
1:12 AM:

i'm internally screaming because I used to think an inappropriate word (guess it) and thought it meant a kind of body type and used to say "I'm a big (word)" please help me
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Achromalia
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Achromalia
11:07 PM PST.

i still feel so fucking terrible.

i don't know why.

i'm just so damn tired.

fuck.
Journal
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Journal
Oh my gosh Amanda
109 am
Carmlillball
129 posts
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Carmlillball
17:12 Welp, time for another day!
At least some interesting things are happening today.
Achromalia
347 posts
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Achromalia
11:13 PM PST.

fuck fuckfuckfuckffcukfcuk

why

whywhy why why whywhywhy hy

eghhhhhhhh

justfcuking

tired.

tired.

tired.

it's so fuckign late already.

so tired.

fuck this.
z0z
521 posts
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z0z
1:34 am

final exams are tomorrow
Achromalia
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Achromalia
11:44 PM PST.

father's day has been lackluster.

i have nothing good to say, and my dad's obviously in an irritable mood.

i still feel fucking miserable.
z0z
521 posts
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z0z
1:46 am

what is one solution that is doable?

(for the project that's due tomorrow)
Achromalia
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Achromalia
11:57 PM PST.

i'm an absolute fuck-up of a son sometimes.
z0z
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z0z
2:02am

i can't think of anything
Achromalia
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Achromalia
12:03 AM PST.

i feel strangely suicidal.

not in any serious sense, but i just feel like i want to fucking relax and not exist or something.

eugh. my creativity is just drained.

i can't do anything.

this is terrible.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Beatmap Nominator
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2:08 pm

I wonder what I should get for dinner
z0z
521 posts
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z0z
2:12am

holy shit, i'm finally done

there still is the project due on tuesday but i got some of it done already


i'm not sure how well i'll do on the 2 final exams tomorrow
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Ender Lain
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Ender Lain
16:02 WIB

Should I install TOR to entering the "KNIGHTS" Base
Carmlillball
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Carmlillball
10:56 My music choices are getting more and more depressing..
Ender Lain
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Ender Lain
23:51 WIB

creating a dark web side of endline gate?

maybe....i can do that
payney
377 posts
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payney
1:20PM

chicken
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
nugget
biscuit
nugget in a biscuit
dip it all in mashed potatoes
Ender Lain
822 posts
Joined January 2015
Ender Lain
03:00 WIB

i did it.

i made it.

you think i can't do that, huh

but

finally

it's here

here you go

bh432-d94an-r753z-v17bz

follow this code and i'll see you on new cities
Plini
74 posts
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Plini
5:40PM.

I want a Grea x Anne collab with someone.
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Kyomaku
246 posts
Joined September 2011
Kyomaku
23:41 Thinking about finding an ergonomic setup to play osu with. Still haven't found one that actually feels comfy to play with.
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
2:58 PM PST.

it's over for now.

i'm on a forced hiatus, sadly.

thanks to my admittedly terrible inability to care for my things, i've fucked it all up for myself.

my laptop is fucked.

and i won't be getting another one.

music and art are out of the picture, just like that.

bye.

well, at least this phone will have to do.

maybe a job would help, but i'm not entirely sure how that'd work.

i'm fucked.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Beatmap Nominator
936 posts
Joined April 2016
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
7:39 am

What should I get for breakfast?
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
7:40 PM PST.

SHIIIIT.

i fucking despise everything.

i can't do anything useful with my life. it all feels so fucking meaningless.

all because i'm not able to make music and art.

kill me.
captainmilk
105 posts
Joined April 2015
captainmilk

Achromalia wrote:

7:40 PM PST.

SHIIIIT.

i fucking despise everything.

i can't do anything useful with my life. it all feels so fucking meaningless.

all because i'm not able to make music and art.

kill me.

I had a similar issue, I used to be really devoted to art, but I was really depressed and I believed I couldn't do it anymore because I thought everything was all crap. But with all things, it takes time and patience for there to be great outcomes. It may look like crap now, but instead of beating yourself over all that, do one day at a time. Then you'll see that later you'll start to form your own style and you'll be happy with how everything comes out. Don't sweat it, you're being hard on yourself, you have a long way to go.

ot: 11:32 p.m
I came home from class at 4:00 p.m and went to sleep as soon as I got home. I woke up at 8:00 p.m, I'm wondering if I can go back to sleep.
z0z
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z0z
11:34 pm

i guess i'm going to continue the project that's due tomorrow
Carmlillball
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Carmlillball
12:32 Today's going by at a reasonable pace. I hope this continues.
Tad Fibonacci
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Tad Fibonacci

Achromalia wrote:

2:58 PM PST.

it's over for now.

i'm on a forced hiatus, sadly.

thanks to my admittedly terrible inability to care for my things, i've fucked it all up for myself.

my laptop is fucked.

and i won't be getting another one.

music and art are out of the picture, just like that.

bye.

well, at least this phone will have to do.

maybe a job would help, but i'm not entirely sure how that'd work.

i'm fucked.
Deja Vu

I have heard all this before.
Ender Lain
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Ender Lain
20:33 WIB

beautiful isn't it?

as you can see

there's no any data there

except 177013, 69 88 80 76 79 82 65 84 73 79 78 and yrots edis

actually there is REDACTED, REDACTED and REDACTED

oh, you didn't see that. Sorry

I'll make them visible for you

but, I must revoke your code. Sorry

Don't worry, I'll give you the new one
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
8:36 pm

Still don’t know what should I get for dinner
Carmlillball
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Carmlillball
15:45

Seems like dinner's going to be the first meal of the day. I couldn't be bothered to have breakfast or lunch, and I don't think I'm going to get anything within the next 2 hours. Heck, I don't even want dinner.

Been watching some videos by penguinz0. His older content never really gets old so I've spent some time rewatching them. Might go on r/science later.

It feels strange, not checking my emails today.
payney
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payney
6:37PM

TIL I CAN SINGLETAP 250-260BPM OKAY ITS FUCKIN DT TIME WHEN I GET MY STUFF BACK
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
6:57 am

When will I start cleaning my modding queue list...
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payney
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payney
12:04AM

yall i am f uckin zooted
Carmlillball
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Carmlillball
7:53 Every day's coated in a beautiful layer of odd melancholy.
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Plini
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Plini
6:46AM.

Im hungry.
Carmlillball
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Carmlillball
12:13 Had the opportunity to see the college I'll be going to and get more used to everything. A bit of weight off my shoulders. The change's starting to get less stressful and my mind's starting to get in a better place.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
7:50 pm
Had my dinner but still hungry, help
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