If the game is that frustrating just take a long break from it. Not talking about a couple of days I mean a couple of weeks or more. Been there and done that at least 5 times since I started playing league due to it's beyond terrible balance. Honestly if it's as bad as you wanting to kill yourself (I know you are joking) It's probably not going to get any better in the long run.
I found playing another MOBA or a completely new game helps a lot. I started playing Smite a few months ago and that alone made me appreciate a few things league has/does. I used to get frustrated with leagues matchmaking until I started playing smite and dota 2. That's at least something LoL has done right for the most part imo.
I found playing another MOBA or a completely new game helps a lot. I started playing Smite a few months ago and that alone made me appreciate a few things league has/does. I used to get frustrated with leagues matchmaking until I started playing smite and dota 2. That's at least something LoL has done right for the most part imo.