Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

yay! and good timing, i just got food!!
rice and beans and fried chicken at home :>

im done with music now, i feel really happy about it <3
although i kinda do just wanna go brain empty...

nothing yet, but maybe i'll have something else soon? idk if im gonna doodle and try more styles to show you or if im just going to focus on eating and taking care of myself, hopefully both :p

best of luck!! and i'm happy to hear that you've eaten!! and take your time <3

thank you so much!
okay i think i have something new... thoughts on this?

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "give me something cozy and instrument related about bandu <3"
bandu: "gimme something sleepy/cuddly about ex!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly/playful about ps!ex!!"

Achromalia wrote:

i'm glad <3

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "give me something cozy and instrument related about bandu <3"
bandu: "gimme something sleepy/cuddly about ex!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something sleepy/cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly/playful about ps!ex!!"

for ps!expunged: what do you do when both you and ps!bandu are too sleepy to get anything done together?
for ps!bandu: how did you usually play with ps!ex when you were younger compared to now? is there any difference/evolution in how you each show affection from back then compared to now?

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "just lay in bed and talk about what we did that day until we fall asleep."
ps!bandu: "we used to be more rough with eachother when we were younger,, now due to the infection making me weaker/more prone to injury, se has to be more gentle with me. we show affection the same as we used to, just add me sometimes licking seir hair as if it was fur ^^"

Achromalia wrote:

i fell asleep...

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "just lay in bed and talk about what we did that day until we fall asleep."
ps!bandu: "we used to be more rough with eachother when we were younger,, now due to the infection making me weaker/more prone to injury, se has to be more gentle with me. we show affection the same as we used to, just add me sometimes licking seir hair as if it was fur ^^"

for everyone: is everyone fed and ready for bed? ^^

lostsilver wrote:

also!! i've wanted to draw my goobers doing pokemon cries, and i thought of a few! (just the chaos gods tho, cuz i feel like they can make these types of noises ^^)

expunged: eevee (gen 1)
bandu: leafeon (gen 4)
kandi: fisdough (gen 9)

ps!expunged: torracat (gen 7)
ps!bandu: litten (gen 7)
ps!kandi: rockruff (gen 7)

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "give me something cozy and instrument related about bandu <3"
bandu: "gimme something sleepy/cuddly about ex!!"

Achromalia wrote:

oop i misread the time sorry, i thought it was two hours later than it was,, im not rlly awake yet i guess

... i even misread the amount of time that passed at the time of my post?? ewwwww... i thought it was like 55 minutes not a tiny 22, so many points wasted and lost :c

lostsilver wrote:

also!! i've wanted to draw my goobers doing pokemon cries, and i thought of a few! (just the chaos gods tho, cuz i feel like they can make these types of noises ^^)

expunged: eevee (gen 1)
bandu: leafeon (gen 4)
kandi: fisdough (gen 9)

ps!expunged: torracat (gen 7)
ps!bandu: litten (gen 7)
ps!kandi: rockruff (gen 7)

im trying to see the vision and i kinda get it!! a little bit
imo it was easiest to imagine kandi w/ the fidough cry + ps!kandi w/ the rockruff cry
and i kinda get the vibes of ex and bandu being related members of the same pokemon but in different evolutions!

i like the fidough & litten/torracat ones most, but also i love leafeon's cry
this idea sounds kinda cool ^^ enjoy

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "give me something cozy and instrument related about bandu <3"
bandu: "gimme something sleepy/cuddly about ex!!"

for expunged: do you find any comfort in bandu's drumming? does he find comfort in your piano-playing?
for bandu: what is the most comfortable way to fall asleep together with ex?

lostsilver wrote:

it's ok lol,, and yeah!! i thought having the siblings as evolutions would make sense, and the only reason expunged is eevee instead of an eeveelution is because they wouldn't know what to evolve into :'p gonna try to work on it now!! <3

expunged: "yeah, i do! knowing that he's found something that makes him happy makes me happy ^^ and because of how softly i sing when i play, bandu really loves it <3"
bandu: "laying beside them with them cuddling me, them laying beside me as i cuddle them, or just being in eachother's arms!! it makes us both happy, and i love it <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

it's ok lol,, and yeah!! i thought having the siblings as evolutions would make sense, and the only reason expunged is eevee instead of an eeveelution is because they wouldn't know what to evolve into :'p gonna try to work on it now!! <3

expunged: "yeah, i do! knowing that he's found something that makes him happy makes me happy ^^ and because of how softly i sing when i play, bandu really loves it <3"
bandu: "laying beside them with them cuddling me, them laying beside me as i cuddle them, or just being in eachother's arms!! it makes us both happy, and i love it <3"

i see! yeah ngl i feel that too, with ex feeling indecisive/lost about what to become and just staying at an un-evolved base

for everyone: qna queue?

lostsilver wrote:

i keep getting distracted lol helppp--

dave: "give me something cute/cozy about expunged and bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ex and bandu."
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' playful about the ashbluffs."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i keep getting distracted lol helppp--

dave: "give me something cute/cozy about expunged and bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ex and bandu."
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' playful about the ashbluffs."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

honestly sameee ,,, it's hard to pay attention to anything lately or make anything, there's always something to do :') i hope you'll have energy to do what you want soon

i didnt come up with any questions yet, and haven't doodled anything... but!! im eating now, i have a burrito EXCEPT now im adding hot sauce! :p

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something cute/cozy about expunged and bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ex and bandu."
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' playful about the ashbluffs."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something cute/cozy about expunged and bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ex and bandu."
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' playful about the ashbluffs."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

for ps!dave: how have you recently tried to surprise and/or tease the ashbluffs? how did they respond?
for ps!bambi: do you have any thoughts on the way the ashbluffs play with your children? does anything stand out to you that you're interested by or puzzled by?

Achromalia wrote:

thank you so much!
okay i think i have something new... thoughts on this?

sametdze wrote:

and what does he do? he sits and thinks

did you know? the infamous sametdze avatar was taken by a man named Mike Robbins

synthwavesquid wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

thank you so much!
okay i think i have something new... thoughts on this?

damn, nice

Achromalia wrote:

sametdze wrote:

and what does he do? he sits and thinks

did you know? the infamous sametdze avatar was taken by a man named Mike Robbins

i see...!
hello mike robbins on flickr!!!

Amtrak SDP40F # 649, leads the Floridian east out of Tampa, Florida, September 1977

Amtrak EMD SDP40F locomotive # 649, leads the Floridian east out of Tampa after passing, the then in operation, TN tower on the left, September 1977. All the tracks in the area formerly belonged to the ACL & SAL which are at this time operated by SCL. On the opposite side of TN tower is the SCL north-south rail line that connected to Pinellas County which is located farther to the west from Tampa, where trains operated via Clearwater and Largo to Saint Petersburg. The Amtrak train was side lighted by the afternoon sun out of the west. In a short distance the train will enter and pass through the Tampa Uceta railroad yard. The train's next stop will be Lakeland, then on to Auburndale to be connected with the Miami section. The dwarf signals are protecting both mainline tracks in the opposite direction. Refrigerator cars were usually found on the siding located next to the warehouse on the right side of the photo.

sametdze wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

Amtrak SDP40F # 649, leads the Floridian east out of Tampa, Florida, September 1977

Amtrak EMD SDP40F locomotive # 649, leads the Floridian east out of Tampa after passing, the then in operation, TN tower on the left, September 1977. All the tracks in the area formerly belonged to the ACL & SAL which are at this time operated by SCL. On the opposite side of TN tower is the SCL north-south rail line that connected to Pinellas County which is located farther to the west from Tampa, where trains operated via Clearwater and Largo to Saint Petersburg. The Amtrak train was side lighted by the afternoon sun out of the west. In a short distance the train will enter and pass through the Tampa Uceta railroad yard. The train's next stop will be Lakeland, then on to Auburndale to be connected with the Miami section. The dwarf signals are protecting both mainline tracks in the opposite direction. Refrigerator cars were usually found on the siding located next to the warehouse on the right side of the photo.

woah :o i never knew that the 649 (aka the locomotive in my avatar) was owned and operated my ACL and SAL

anywyas more photos of the 646, but its close enough to the 649 so its literally me :3

Kolmas wrote:

hmmm

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something cute/cozy about expunged and bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ex and bandu."
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' playful about the ashbluffs."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

for ps!dave: how have you recently tried to surprise and/or tease the ashbluffs? how did they respond?
for ps!bambi: do you have any thoughts on the way the ashbluffs play with your children? does anything stand out to you that you're interested by or puzzled by?

Achromalia wrote:

synthwavesquid wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

thank you so much!
okay i think i have something new... thoughts on this?

damn, nice

ty, thats sweet to hear :]
here is another digital dream for the spectator machine...

synthwavesquid wrote:

does the black moon howl?

Wall-ed wrote:

go to sleep again even it's "morning" here

synthwavesquid wrote:

does the black moon howl?

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too!! <3
also... TODAY'S KANDI AND PS!KANDI'S BIRTHDAYS!! gonna draw something for the two now!! <3

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "i haven't tried to tease them yet, but i have tried to surprise/spook them! they were just playing together, so i walked behind them, tapped both their shoulders, then hid just out of sight. when they looked back. i was standing there, and it startled them both a bit. it was cute, and they were okay with it after they realized it was me. <3"
ps!bambi: "i think it's cute how they're so gentle with ps!bandu, but a bit more rough with ps!expunged. i know it's because of the infection, but still. the only thing that stands out to me is the way that expunged ashbluff kind of like... dodge rolls away from the other three when they try to pounce. it's a little strange, but still super cute. :]"

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

thoughts on this?

here is another digital dream...

i actually really enjoy this aswell,, it's so pretty i'm so jealouss ;v;

Achromalia wrote:

synthwavesquid wrote:

does the black moon howl?

"THE MOON IS WHITE, DUMBASS."

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too!! <3
also... TODAY'S KANDI AND PS!KANDI'S BIRTHDAYS!! gonna draw something for the two now!! <3

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "i haven't tried to tease them yet, but i have tried to surprise/spook them! they were just playing together, so i walked behind them, tapped both their shoulders, then hid just out of sight. when they looked back. i was standing there, and it startled them both a bit. it was cute, and they were okay with it after they realized it was me. <3"
ps!bambi: "i think it's cute how they're so gentle with ps!bandu, but a bit more rough with ps!expunged. i know it's because of the infection, but still. the only thing that stands out to me is the way that expunged ashbluff kind of like... dodge rolls away from the other three when they try to pounce. it's a little strange, but still super cute. :]"

awww i love these answers too!! i like imagining the way ex dodge-rolls out of the way lol

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

synthwavesquid wrote:

[quote="Achromalia"]
thank you so much!
okay i think i have something new... thoughts on this?

damn, nice

ty, thats sweet to hear :]
here is another digital dream for the spectator machine...

i actually really enjoy this aswell,, it's so pretty i'm so jealouss ;v;

THANK YOUUU yippee
at the same time though I TOTALLY GET IT im like, sorry but also glad/thankful at the same time
why cant we like, trade our skills on demand for when we need them ;o;

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

THANK YOUUU yippee
at the same time though I TOTALLY GET IT im like, sorry but also glad/thankful at the same time
why cant we like, trade our skills on demand for when we need them ;o;

ikr?? uuughhhh
but you're welcome <33

haven't drawn anything yet, sadly... hungry...
i'm gonna try to do the bday drawing for kandi/ps!kandi first before any other drawings/doodles tho :>
i need something to drink too blergh,,

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

THANK YOUUU yippee
at the same time though I TOTALLY GET IT im like, sorry but also glad/thankful at the same time
why cant we like, trade our skills on demand for when we need them ;o;

ikr?? uuughhhh
but you're welcome <33

haven't drawn anything yet, sadly... hungry...
i'm gonna try to do the bday drawing for kandi/ps!kandi first before any other drawings/doodles tho :>
i need something to drink too blergh,,

yeahh understandable... i hope breakfast and water helps enough for you to feel better...
and i wish the kandi duo a very happy birthday ^^

for everyone: how are you two families on nutrition and hydration this morning? :>

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something cute/cozy about expunged and bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ex and bandu."
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

Achromalia wrote:

yay im glad to hear it!!

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something cute/cozy about expunged and bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ex and bandu."
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

for dave: what is the most adorable thing you've seen whenever children try to warm up in cold weather?
for bambi: do you blep at the ashbluffs a lot? or is that more of a thing dave does?

synthwavesquid wrote:

howl the does moon black?

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

Achromalia wrote:

still trying to make/edit a new avatar image...

synthwavesquid wrote:

howl the does moon black?

"inspire, a meaning when it need not convey unity only."

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu and i's origin forms!"
bandu: "gimme something cozy about ex and i's origin forms!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

for expunged: are there any other funny ways to cuddle with bandu in origin form?
for bandu: what kinds of things feel comfier for you when you and ex are in origin form?

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "i haven't tried to tease them yet, but i have tried to surprise/spook them! they were just playing together, so i walked behind them, tapped both their shoulders, then hid just out of sight. when they looked back. i was standing there, and it startled them both a bit. it was cute, and they were okay with it after they realized it was me. <3"
ps!bambi: "i think it's cute how they're so gentle with ps!bandu, but a bit more rough with ps!expunged. i know it's because of the infection, but still. the only thing that stands out to me is the way that expunged ashbluff kind of like... dodge rolls away from the other three when they try to pounce. it's a little strange, but still super cute. :]"

awww i love these answers too!! i like imagining the way ex dodge-rolls out of the way lol

Achromalia wrote:

still trying to make/edit a new avatar image...

synthwavesquid wrote:

howl the does moon black?

"inspire, a meaning when it need not convey unity only."

synthwavesquid wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

synthwavesquid wrote:

howl the does moon black?

"inspire, a meaning when it need not convey unity only."

that is a nice green

lostsilver wrote:

also my friend showed me a english cover of a song called "dokuzu", and i wanna chart it with expunged (ft bandu, kandi and bendu probably???)

Achromalia wrote:

hmmn... i keep failing to post in time and im misjudging whether people are online or offline way too often now, that leaves a kinda gross itchy feeling

im starting to doubt whether i can reach the ~19111 score i wanted-- currently the daily point rate is too low (~591.477) for what im going to need (~637.033), even though i started this month with a super high rate (somewhere between ~650 and ~700, i kinda forgot)

so if i dont change that soon, i think i'll need to settle for a lower score like ~16666 so that the monthly score is still generally aesthetically pleasant, any other number feels a little bit wrong in the overall sequence of monthly scores x')

i'll just have to pay more attention...

synthwavesquid wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

synthwavesquid wrote:

howl the does moon black?

"inspire, a meaning when it need not convey unity only."

that is a nice green

i initially hoped to use the original text color, but i thought it looked kind of ugly on the background color of these text boxes and notice boxes, so i adjusted it a little (although i would have preferred if i typed in a more aesthetically satisfying hexcode)

lostsilver wrote:

also my friend showed me a english cover of a song called "dokuzu", and i wanna chart it with expunged (ft bandu, kandi and bendu probably???)

idk if its the original or the trickie english cover but
the voice on the eng version??? the range in texture??? so good

its kinda sad that english makes the lyrics/vocals kind of hard to perform accurately without feeling like it's all running into each other tho, plus the way the harmony transitions between sections is awkward imo
but on the other hand, i love the clicky snappy texture of the original version's electronic instruments so much

anyway, interesting song choice to play with, good luck ^^

no questions yet...

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "i haven't tried to tease them yet, but i have tried to surprise/spook them! they were just playing together, so i walked behind them, tapped both their shoulders, then hid just out of sight. when they looked back. i was standing there, and it startled them both a bit. it was cute, and they were okay with it after they realized it was me. <3"
ps!bambi: "i think it's cute how they're so gentle with ps!bandu, but a bit more rough with ps!expunged. i know it's because of the infection, but still. the only thing that stands out to me is the way that expunged ashbluff kind of like... dodge rolls away from the other three when they try to pounce. it's a little strange, but still super cute. :]"

awww i love these answers too!! i like imagining the way ex dodge-rolls out of the way lol

i also somehow never saw this so imma reply to it now
yeahh!! they do it to catch the other three off guard, and then they strike >:3 (playfully, of course <3)

lostsilver wrote:

yeah, i can understand that :/ i personally love the growls <3
and tysm!! i still haven't finished the drawing for kandi/ps!kandi's bday,,

lostsilver wrote:

i also don't know if you saw, but i replied to something you said this morning that i didn't see :>

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "i haven't tried to tease them yet, but i have tried to surprise/spook them! they were just playing together, so i walked behind them, tapped both their shoulders, then hid just out of sight. when they looked back. i was standing there, and it startled them both a bit. it was cute, and they were okay with it after they realized it was me. <3"
ps!bambi: "i think it's cute how they're so gentle with ps!bandu, but a bit more rough with ps!expunged. i know it's because of the infection, but still. the only thing that stands out to me is the way that expunged ashbluff kind of like... dodge rolls away from the other three when they try to pounce. it's a little strange, but still super cute. :]"

awww i love these answers too!! i like imagining the way ex dodge-rolls out of the way lol

i also somehow never saw this so imma reply to it now
yeahh!! they do it to catch the other three off guard, and then they strike >:3 (playfully, of course <3)

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

yeah, i can understand that :/ i personally love the growls <3
and tysm!! i still haven't finished the drawing for kandi/ps!kandi's bday,,

valid!! thats exactly what i love too texture-wise
and,, i believe in you and your art <3

lostsilver wrote:

i also don't know if you saw, but i replied to something you said this morning that i didn't see :>

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "i haven't tried to tease them yet, but i have tried to surprise/spook them! they were just playing together, so i walked behind them, tapped both their shoulders, then hid just out of sight. when they looked back. i was standing there, and it startled them both a bit. it was cute, and they were okay with it after they realized it was me. <3"
ps!bambi: "i think it's cute how they're so gentle with ps!bandu, but a bit more rough with ps!expunged. i know it's because of the infection, but still. the only thing that stands out to me is the way that expunged ashbluff kind of like... dodge rolls away from the other three when they try to pounce. it's a little strange, but still super cute. :]"

awww i love these answers too!! i like imagining the way ex dodge-rolls out of the way lol

i also somehow never saw this so imma reply to it now
yeahh!! they do it to catch the other three off guard, and then they strike >:3 (playfully, of course <3)

i missed this completely yeahhh,, but i see now! i didnt think of striking immediately afterward until now, that sounds really funny to watch

for everyone: is there any medication to take for now? it's a good time to sip on more of something too ^^

lostsilver wrote:

also i want a cheeseburger really bad right now help

Achromalia wrote:

youuu know you're beeetter than thiiis...

caaan't make a start, got your heart in a headlock... no i don't believe any of it
you say "too late to start", with your heart in a headlooockkk...! youuu know you're beeetter than thiiis...!

afraaaiiid to start, got your heart in a headlooockkk~ i don't believe any of it
you say "too late to start", with your heart in a headlooockkk...! youuu know you're beeetter than thiiis...

ghrdhfghrsjgrhgrhrgjfjdfgj this songggg i always wanna cry when i rediscover it and listen to it
its so so so good and ngl im kinda jealous?? of her singing?? but mostly im sad all the time when i hear it and i love it lol

to be fair i think i just love lots of sad painful cathartic music in general
it's either that or sweetness and gentleness and calmness
and other things too but i cant think clearly rn

lostsilver wrote:

also i want a cheeseburger really bad right now help

real !!! honestly same
actually thank you bc that reminds me i should go get something to eat and drink!! i totally forgot
(its weird, like any time i type out "is the fam hungry? did everyone eat lunch yet?" i kinda just don't really pay attention to the fact i also am a person that needs to eat to survive... oops...)

brb?

lostsilver wrote:

i feel that honestly,,

gonna be going out in an hour so i'll be inactive for probably... 2 and half hours later? yeah,, gonna try to draw in the meantime :> i hope your food's yummy!!!

also i listened to the song you mentioned, and i really like it whoa???
(i think it was this one? it's the one that showed up when i searched the lyrics)
her voice is so pretty... <3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i feel that honestly,,

gonna be going out in an hour so i'll be inactive for probably... 2 and half hours later? yeah,, gonna try to draw in the meantime :> i hope your food's yummy!!!

also i listened to the song you mentioned, and i really like it whoa???
(i think it was this one? it's the one that showed up when i searched the lyrics)
her voice is so pretty... <3

oh...! i see i see
i havent gotten up yet raghhh im too distracted i just wanna do and see so muchhh

and YES thats the one !! i love imogen heap augh
and also its kinda important to me lyrically, which makes it even more emotional

i relate most with the kind of person she's singing about-- the one who dreams of better lives that were never had, where they've lost their hopes and dreams and mostly just live stuck in a bubble where nothing happens or changes, and where their idea of a future in the outside world looks so scary and uncertain that they dont even try

...i kinda want to drown in that song and let it soak into every pore of my body, like, burying into it and dying and letting millions of flowers bloom from it or smth ;o; its just so pretty and cathartic

anyway,, yeah

Achromalia wrote:

YAYY hello again!!!
sadly idk how m uch longer i can stay awake, but im looking forward to whatever you make ^^ (oooo it rhymed)

stay hydrated, stretch a little, and
if i go to sleep then i hope tonight is a cozy night

Achromalia wrote:

thank youu
understandle im kinda the same way with eating while doing things
hungryyyy... didnt eat enough

for everyone: get fed y'all, and have free digital hugs (or alternatively, finger-guns and a smiley wink)

Achromalia wrote:

thank youu
understandle im kinda the same way with eating while doing things
hungryyyy... didnt eat enough

for everyone: get fed y'all, and have free digital hugs (or alternatively, finger-guns and a smiley wink)

Achromalia wrote:

im back!! i had a nap

~ the work-in-progress pfp!! ~

happy birthday to the kandi duo!! <3

dave/bambi: "happy birthday, kandi!"
expunged: "happy birthday kandi!!"
bandu: "happy birthday kan-kan!!"

ps!dave/ps!bambi: "happy birthday, kiddo!"
ps!expunged: "happy birthday, mochizuki."
ps!bandu: "happy birthday, babe!!"

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

im back!! i had a nap

~ the work-in-progress pfp!! ~

AWAAAA???? THIS IS SO PRETTY.... i think it's the colors,, i absolutely adore the peachy-orange and the blue raaaaghh
and welcome back!!

also, i finally finished the bday drawing!! (yippee :3)

happy birthday to the kandi duo!! <3

dave/bambi: "happy birthday, kandi!"
expunged: "happy birthday kandi!!"
bandu: "happy birthday kan-kan!!"

ps!dave/ps!bambi: "happy birthday, kiddo!"
ps!expunged: "happy birthday, mochizuki."
ps!bandu: "happy birthday, babe!!"

lostsilver wrote:

*ps!expunged smiles at you softly, before gently doing finger guns back at you. se chuckles quietly to semself as se does so <3*

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

Achromalia wrote:

urghh im so hungry it kinda hurts

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

im back!! i had a nap

~ the work-in-progress pfp!! ~

AWAAAA???? THIS IS SO PRETTY.... i think it's the colors,, i absolutely adore the peachy-orange and the blue raaaaghh
and welcome back!!

also, i finally finished the bday drawing!! (yippee :3)

happy birthday to the kandi duo!! <3

dave/bambi: "happy birthday, kandi!"
expunged: "happy birthday kandi!!"
bandu: "happy birthday kan-kan!!"

ps!dave/ps!bambi: "happy birthday, kiddo!"
ps!expunged: "happy birthday, mochizuki."
ps!bandu: "happy birthday, babe!!"

<333 thank youuu i hoped they would look good togetherrr

and!! cuteeee im happy everyone is having fun <3 it kinda looks like those little photo booth thingies where they print a series of pictures and everyone has to squeeze together

happy birthday to the kandi pack! kan-kan is a fun nickname too...

Achromalia wrote:

urghh im so hungry it kinda hurts

lostsilver wrote:

*ps!expunged smiles at you softly, before gently doing finger guns back at you. se chuckles quietly to semself as se does so <3*

(also?? random but i loveee this saturated bright hot-pink color)

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "give me something cute and silly about ps!bandu. could you somehow make it related to zeir drooling? thanks."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/goofy about ps!ex!! can you make it related to the silly noises se makes? thank you!!"

for ps!expunged: what's a weirdly adorable habit ps!bandu seems to have with zeir drooly slobber when ze feels excited?
for ps!bandu: has ps!ex ever done little "onomatopoeia" noises that match seir actions when se wants to show you a surprise?

sametdze wrote:

it's better to have hope than to be completely hopeless

in situations like these, you might just be able to have some hope..

synthwavesquid wrote:

sametdze wrote:

the fact that i still have ODthomas makes me feel ok, but...

...i really just want my main channel back. will i ever get it back? no. it's definitely gone forever because youtube's moderation is just retarded. just ONE video was all it took for my channel to get permanently deleted. but, i still have the tiniest bit of hope that i'll actually have access to my youtube channel again. maybe they'll realise, but, would they really? would a team of bots realise they fucked up? no. it pains me to think that my channel, the channel i've had since i was 9, is gone permanently. i want my comments back. i want my videos back. i want my subscriptions back. i want my chaotic recommended feed back. i don't want coolkirby1222, i want coolkirby7113. i would do anything to get my channel back.

is this grief? or is this just plain stubbornness?

edit: probably won't work but when i get older i'm probably gonna go to the youtube support forums or whatever and say "me stupid when kid plez give channel back saar this connected to my actual main gmail please saar pleaseee"

who knows, it might work, and it's definitely worth a shot but if i return to reality and leave the comfort of my "everything will be ok" mindset it's pretty evident it's ggs for coolkirby7113. i don't want to be worried anymore

i really wish i could just accept the fate, but i don't want to. at first i was proud of this little piece of hope i had inside but now it's starting to annoy me because i want to move on but i can't, what kind of box am i in?

it's normal to be upset about losing something you dedicated a whole part of yourself to

realistically speaking, the feeling won't eat away at you forever. at least it shouldn't. though you probably won't be helping yourself by trying to speed through "getting rid of it" (if that's what you're hoping you can do)

i don't know much about grief but from what i do know, sometimes you don't ever really "get over it", you just learn to let it bother you less (though to be honest i don't know whether or not that'll be what happens here)