+ ROLEPLAY MARATHONER O.O;;Achromalia wrote:
sickly sweet artistry! plastic bread, alienatingly normal... socially secure? kind.
+ brainfreeze
+ unsubtle characterization
+ ironically, maybe mildly inconsiderate...?
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+ brainfreeze
+ unsubtle characterization
+ ironically, maybe mildly inconsiderate...?
ot: amazingly mysterious, sweetly talkative! thread necromancer at their best <3
i think what makes this particularly hard is how unceasingly... idk, like if anything is serious then it seems like it would make you sad or exhausted, but if anything is super sugary-exciting non-stop for me then i seem to be exhausted or feel overwhelmed/drowned in it, and i think for you it just is that you always grew up this way that you dont seem to know of another way to communicate-- at the same time, anytime i try to understand my own impressions of you, it seems so... difficult to really believe i understand anything at all
like i just have never grown to be that carefree, ive generally become the opposite, usually quite brooding and numb and tired... i can be excitable about certain things but it is hard for me to maintain because its not really my default, but at the same time i sincerely love being expressive, or at least emulating that expressiveness. it makes me feel kind of human??
idk. this is sort of tangential, it didnt actually explain what i meant by that comment lol ;o;
what i mean by "ironically", is that the way you speak feels so... almost eerily structured Around an attempt at politness, but somehow it misses the substance of reading through what people mean or want or like, which has me wonder if its just... not knowing how to negotiate with people. it might be kind of similar to the expression of "running people over", like a hit-and-run where you try to fumble onwards and keep the mood light while a pedestrian lays off to the side
...and yet at the Same Time, i fear somehow that in experiencing this possible disconnect, you may grow to have insecurities in the future about how socially aware you could be, or how much you could do for people, when... you Don't have to do all that much for anyone, at least not internet strangers. but through this sort of obliviousness, it may make communication with anyone that isnt just "a silly goober" much more difficult, and i fear this would cause you to be considered shallow, or what ive heard from somewhere else, "basic"... and like... nobody really should have to prove anything about "basic" or "unique" qualities/characteristics, its more like... that its important to be a well-rounded person where possible, at least so you can adapt to people in the future
...its just, you dont seem to explore anything, there isnt really that much visible introspection, as though anything and everything must only ever be "silly" and nothing else is possible or safe to express in a sober or serious way;; idk if this is insulting or disappointing or kind of unsettling to hear (specifically because of this being a stranger-turned-acquaintance trying to psychoanalyze you when youre just trying to do your thing and live your life), i may try to apologize more meaningfully if so and clarify some things
in all fairness, a lot of this could be projection on my part!! and lots and lots of speculation. im not sure i will ever be able to accurately represent you with how our neutral/default personalities seem to conflict, and i mostly tend to theorize a lot about things that nobody asked for or mentioned. additionally i think im realizing that some of my worries/disappointments are kind of just unfairly expecting you to be a mirror of myself?? which is probably weird as heck, depending on the person judging
idk. over the time ive learned about you, ive grown more and more conflicted, although at the same time ive been happy to actually have fun here with you. also people are just kind of complicated sometimes so this is quite a normal experience, but i suppose it was kind of significant to me for me to comment on it
...
ot:
+ calm
+ nami & shark enjoyer :>
+ proper punctuation!
i have adhd so i cannot read stuff like this-
also yeah the mirror of yourself thing is a bit strange (;o o)
and this part
but anyways... let's just have fun here, right?
ot: silly roadblocks lover, loves bread too ^^
it might be that people (well, in this case its just me speaking for myself) would be likely to believe that the refusal to dwell on something is in a way dismissing or minimizing what people express regardless of whether you say you dont mean to
also;; ill try to be more concise/short if i can, this is one of my greater character flaws that i struggle with. i tend to wonder if im just addicted to thinking all the time and sabotaging everything as a result
with "being a mirror", this is more like a turn-of-phrase, more specifically meant to say "its just... a lot easier to communicate with people if theyre like me, kind of like looking at a reflection of yourself in the mirror", if that clarifies anything;;
...although, the more i question and wonder about this, the more i regret really having any opinions/impressions. it always just seems unfair to feel anything about anyone, like its an imposition on them if i ask that they recognize something when they probably feel ok without being abruptly pulled aside to think about it
...and i think that covers everything
...
ot:
ot:
+ davehugger!
OT: shark and girl guy, plus typer and en passant
+ the One You Least Expect, no anime allowed
ot: taking names, taking cupcakes, taking joy in the art
+ brainfreeze
+ unsubtle characterization
+ ironically, maybe mildly inconsiderate...?
if it ever seems like im being inconsiderate, just know im not tying to be and im sorry if it seems that way ;-;Achromalia wrote:
+ ROLEPLAY MARATHONER O.O;;Achromalia wrote:
sickly sweet artistry! plastic bread, alienatingly normal... socially secure? kind.
+ brainfreeze
+ unsubtle characterization
+ ironically, maybe mildly inconsiderate...?
ot: amazingly mysterious, sweetly talkative! thread necromancer at their best <3
Always happy. Is it possible to learn this power?
They seem cool but I don't know them well.
i wonder if its just, we mustve grown up with really different ideas of how to communicate/negotiate our interests and needs, we meet at different points in conversations and in roleplay (the rp is so great!! i actually do enjoy it other than me being super fatigued lol)lostsilver wrote:
if it ever seems like im being inconsiderate, just know im not tying to be and im sorry if it seems that way ;-;Achromalia wrote:
+ ROLEPLAY MARATHONER O.O;;Achromalia wrote:
sickly sweet artistry! plastic bread, alienatingly normal... socially secure? kind.
+ brainfreeze
+ unsubtle characterization
+ ironically, maybe mildly inconsiderate...?
ot: amazingly mysterious, sweetly talkative! thread necromancer at their best <3
i think what makes this particularly hard is how unceasingly... idk, like if anything is serious then it seems like it would make you sad or exhausted, but if anything is super sugary-exciting non-stop for me then i seem to be exhausted or feel overwhelmed/drowned in it, and i think for you it just is that you always grew up this way that you dont seem to know of another way to communicate-- at the same time, anytime i try to understand my own impressions of you, it seems so... difficult to really believe i understand anything at all
like i just have never grown to be that carefree, ive generally become the opposite, usually quite brooding and numb and tired... i can be excitable about certain things but it is hard for me to maintain because its not really my default, but at the same time i sincerely love being expressive, or at least emulating that expressiveness. it makes me feel kind of human??
idk. this is sort of tangential, it didnt actually explain what i meant by that comment lol ;o;
what i mean by "ironically", is that the way you speak feels so... almost eerily structured Around an attempt at politness, but somehow it misses the substance of reading through what people mean or want or like, which has me wonder if its just... not knowing how to negotiate with people. it might be kind of similar to the expression of "running people over", like a hit-and-run where you try to fumble onwards and keep the mood light while a pedestrian lays off to the side
...and yet at the Same Time, i fear somehow that in experiencing this possible disconnect, you may grow to have insecurities in the future about how socially aware you could be, or how much you could do for people, when... you Don't have to do all that much for anyone, at least not internet strangers. but through this sort of obliviousness, it may make communication with anyone that isnt just "a silly goober" much more difficult, and i fear this would cause you to be considered shallow, or what ive heard from somewhere else, "basic"... and like... nobody really should have to prove anything about "basic" or "unique" qualities/characteristics, its more like... that its important to be a well-rounded person where possible, at least so you can adapt to people in the future
...its just, you dont seem to explore anything, there isnt really that much visible introspection, as though anything and everything must only ever be "silly" and nothing else is possible or safe to express in a sober or serious way;; idk if this is insulting or disappointing or kind of unsettling to hear (specifically because of this being a stranger-turned-acquaintance trying to psychoanalyze you when youre just trying to do your thing and live your life), i may try to apologize more meaningfully if so and clarify some things
in all fairness, a lot of this could be projection on my part!! and lots and lots of speculation. im not sure i will ever be able to accurately represent you with how our neutral/default personalities seem to conflict, and i mostly tend to theorize a lot about things that nobody asked for or mentioned. additionally i think im realizing that some of my worries/disappointments are kind of just unfairly expecting you to be a mirror of myself?? which is probably weird as heck, depending on the person judging
idk. over the time ive learned about you, ive grown more and more conflicted, although at the same time ive been happy to actually have fun here with you. also people are just kind of complicated sometimes so this is quite a normal experience, but i suppose it was kind of significant to me for me to comment on it
...
ot:
+ calm
+ nami & shark enjoyer :>
+ proper punctuation!
they LOVE writing out their thoughts
and a very good artist :3
and a very good artist :3
omg that is so much to read--Achromalia wrote:
...i wonder if its just, we mustve grown up with really different ideas of how to communicate/negotiate our interests and needs, we meet at different points in conversations and in roleplay (the rp is so great!! i actually do enjoy it other than me being super fatigued lol)
i think what makes this particularly hard is how unceasingly... idk, like if anything is serious then it seems like it would make you sad or exhausted, but if anything is super sugary-exciting non-stop for me then i seem to be exhausted or feel overwhelmed/drowned in it, and i think for you it just is that you always grew up this way that you dont seem to know of another way to communicate-- at the same time, anytime i try to understand my own impressions of you, it seems so... difficult to really believe i understand anything at all
like i just have never grown to be that carefree, ive generally become the opposite, usually quite brooding and numb and tired... i can be excitable about certain things but it is hard for me to maintain because its not really my default, but at the same time i sincerely love being expressive, or at least emulating that expressiveness. it makes me feel kind of human??
idk. this is sort of tangential, it didnt actually explain what i meant by that comment lol ;o;
what i mean by "ironically", is that the way you speak feels so... almost eerily structured Around an attempt at politness, but somehow it misses the substance of reading through what people mean or want or like, which has me wonder if its just... not knowing how to negotiate with people. it might be kind of similar to the expression of "running people over", like a hit-and-run where you try to fumble onwards and keep the mood light while a pedestrian lays off to the side
...and yet at the Same Time, i fear somehow that in experiencing this possible disconnect, you may grow to have insecurities in the future about how socially aware you could be, or how much you could do for people, when... you Don't have to do all that much for anyone, at least not internet strangers. but through this sort of obliviousness, it may make communication with anyone that isnt just "a silly goober" much more difficult, and i fear this would cause you to be considered shallow, or what ive heard from somewhere else, "basic"... and like... nobody really should have to prove anything about "basic" or "unique" qualities/characteristics, its more like... that its important to be a well-rounded person where possible, at least so you can adapt to people in the future
...its just, you dont seem to explore anything, there isnt really that much visible introspection, as though anything and everything must only ever be "silly" and nothing else is possible or safe to express in a sober or serious way;; idk if this is insulting or disappointing or kind of unsettling to hear (specifically because of this being a stranger-turned-acquaintance trying to psychoanalyze you when youre just trying to do your thing and live your life), i may try to apologize more meaningfully if so and clarify some things
in all fairness, a lot of this could be projection on my part!! and lots and lots of speculation. im not sure i will ever be able to accurately represent you with how our neutral/default personalities seem to conflict, and i mostly tend to theorize a lot about things that nobody asked for or mentioned. additionally i think im realizing that some of my worries/disappointments are kind of just unfairly expecting you to be a mirror of myself?? which is probably weird as heck, depending on the person judging
idk. over the time ive learned about you, ive grown more and more conflicted, although at the same time ive been happy to actually have fun here with you. also people are just kind of complicated sometimes so this is quite a normal experience, but i suppose it was kind of significant to me for me to comment on it
i have adhd so i cannot read stuff like this-
also yeah the mirror of yourself thing is a bit strange (;o o)
and this part
is a bit unsettling o-o but there's no need to apologize!!! we all have different ways of living and viewing things, so its ok <3Achromalia wrote:
...its just, you dont seem to explore anything, there isnt really that much visible introspection, as though anything and everything must only ever be "silly" and nothing else is possible or safe to express in a sober or serious way;; idk if this is insulting or disappointing or kind of unsettling to hear (specifically because of this being a stranger-turned-acquaintance trying to psychoanalyze you when youre just trying to do your thing and live your life), i may try to apologize more meaningfully if so and clarify some things
but anyways... let's just have fun here, right?
ot: silly roadblocks lover, loves bread too ^^
Farfocele wrote:
Always happy. Is it possible to learn this power?
mm, that bolded part is sort of what i mean though. every time something happens, it is consistently deflected, consistently moved past-- that is what i feel people might grow to believe is ironically inconsiderate...lostsilver wrote:
omg that is so much to read--
i have adhd so i cannot read stuff like this-
also yeah the mirror of yourself thing is a bit strange (;o o)
and this partis a bit unsettling o-o but there's no need to apologize!!! we all have different ways of living and viewing things, so its ok <3Achromalia wrote:
...its just, you dont seem to explore anything, there isnt really that much visible introspection, as though anything and everything must only ever be "silly" and nothing else is possible or safe to express in a sober or serious way;; idk if this is insulting or disappointing or kind of unsettling to hear (specifically because of this being a stranger-turned-acquaintance trying to psychoanalyze you when youre just trying to do your thing and live your life), i may try to apologize more meaningfully if so and clarify some things
but anyways... let's just have fun here, right?
it might be that people (well, in this case its just me speaking for myself) would be likely to believe that the refusal to dwell on something is in a way dismissing or minimizing what people express regardless of whether you say you dont mean to
also;; ill try to be more concise/short if i can, this is one of my greater character flaws that i struggle with. i tend to wonder if im just addicted to thinking all the time and sabotaging everything as a result
with "being a mirror", this is more like a turn-of-phrase, more specifically meant to say "its just... a lot easier to communicate with people if theyre like me, kind of like looking at a reflection of yourself in the mirror", if that clarifies anything;;
...although, the more i question and wonder about this, the more i regret really having any opinions/impressions. it always just seems unfair to feel anything about anyone, like its an imposition on them if i ask that they recognize something when they probably feel ok without being abruptly pulled aside to think about it
...and i think that covers everything
...
ot:
+ relatively well-adjusted!!Achromalia wrote:
+ calm
+ nami & shark enjoyer :>
+ proper punctuation!
oh... i'm sorry if it seems like i'm deflecting or moving past what you say, as i don't mean for it to seem that way... and i understand the mirror thing now, too. but it's okay. like i said, everyone has different ways of perceiving the way others act, think or speak. everyone's different in their own ways. but there's no reason to feel sorry about it! everyone thinks differently ^^Achromalia wrote:
mm, that bolded part is sort of what i mean though. every time something happens, it is consistently deflected, consistently moved past-- that is what i feel people might grow to believe is ironically inconsiderate...lostsilver wrote:
omg that is so much to read--
i have adhd so i cannot read stuff like this-
also yeah the mirror of yourself thing is a bit strange (;o o)
and this partis a bit unsettling o-o but there's no need to apologize!!! we all have different ways of living and viewing things, so its ok <3Achromalia wrote:
...its just, you dont seem to explore anything, there isnt really that much visible introspection, as though anything and everything must only ever be "silly" and nothing else is possible or safe to express in a sober or serious way;; idk if this is insulting or disappointing or kind of unsettling to hear (specifically because of this being a stranger-turned-acquaintance trying to psychoanalyze you when youre just trying to do your thing and live your life), i may try to apologize more meaningfully if so and clarify some things
but anyways... let's just have fun here, right?
it might be that people (well, in this case its just me speaking for myself) would be likely to believe that the refusal to dwell on something is in a way dismissing or minimizing what people express regardless of whether you say you dont mean to
also;; ill try to be more concise/short if i can, this is one of my greater character flaws that i struggle with. i tend to wonder if im just addicted to thinking all the time and sabotaging everything as a result
with "being a mirror", this is more like a turn-of-phrase, more specifically meant to say "its just... a lot easier to communicate with people if theyre like me, kind of like looking at a reflection of yourself in the mirror", if that clarifies anything;;
...although, the more i question and wonder about this, the more i regret really having any opinions/impressions. it always just seems unfair to feel anything about anyone, like its an imposition on them if i ask that they recognize something when they probably feel ok without being abruptly pulled aside to think about it
...and i think that covers everything
ot:
lostsilver wrote:
amazingly mysterious, sweetly talkative! thread necromancer at their best <3
+ fandom enjoyer!Achromalia wrote:
+ ROLEPLAY MARATHONER O.O;;Achromalia wrote:
sickly sweet artistry! plastic bread, alienatingly normal... socially secure? kind.
+ brainfreeze
+ unsubtle characterization
+ ironically, maybe mildly inconsiderate...?
+ davehugger!
i am def a davehugger muahahahAchromalia wrote:
+ davehugger!
lostsilver wrote:
amazingly mysterious, sweetly talkative! thread necromancer at their best <3
loves dave, great at drawing, very talkative and overall nice!
k-pop enjoyer, makes beautifully silly art, and very kind!
dave lover, artist, and also fg gamer
Topic Starter
thread necromancer, o/ spammer, worst sonic fan, windows 7 legend
roblox gamer
definetly a deranker :v
lostsilver wrote:
k-pop enjoyer, makes beautifully silly art, and very kind!
fnf fan artist
furry GMT
I would not trust their pfp, but the person.
Topic Starter
broke my heart to see this
what the fuck that's not less than 10 wordslostsilver wrote:
oh... i'm sorry if it seems like i'm deflecting or moving past what you say, as i don't mean for it to seem that way... and i understand the mirror thing now, too. but it's okay. like i said, everyone has different ways of perceiving the way others act, think or speak. everyone's different in their own ways. but there's no reason to feel sorry about it! everyone thinks differently ^^Achromalia wrote:
mm, that bolded part is sort of what i mean though. every time something happens, it is consistently deflected, consistently moved past-- that is what i feel people might grow to believe is ironically inconsiderate...lostsilver wrote:
omg that is so much to read--
i have adhd so i cannot read stuff like this-
also yeah the mirror of yourself thing is a bit strange (;o o)
and this partis a bit unsettling o-o but there's no need to apologize!!! we all have different ways of living and viewing things, so its ok <3Achromalia wrote:
...its just, you dont seem to explore anything, there isnt really that much visible introspection, as though anything and everything must only ever be "silly" and nothing else is possible or safe to express in a sober or serious way;; idk if this is insulting or disappointing or kind of unsettling to hear (specifically because of this being a stranger-turned-acquaintance trying to psychoanalyze you when youre just trying to do your thing and live your life), i may try to apologize more meaningfully if so and clarify some things
but anyways... let's just have fun here, right?
it might be that people (well, in this case its just me speaking for myself) would be likely to believe that the refusal to dwell on something is in a way dismissing or minimizing what people express regardless of whether you say you dont mean to
also;; ill try to be more concise/short if i can, this is one of my greater character flaws that i struggle with. i tend to wonder if im just addicted to thinking all the time and sabotaging everything as a result
with "being a mirror", this is more like a turn-of-phrase, more specifically meant to say "its just... a lot easier to communicate with people if theyre like me, kind of like looking at a reflection of yourself in the mirror", if that clarifies anything;;
...although, the more i question and wonder about this, the more i regret really having any opinions/impressions. it always just seems unfair to feel anything about anyone, like its an imposition on them if i ask that they recognize something when they probably feel ok without being abruptly pulled aside to think about it
...and i think that covers everything
ot:lostsilver wrote:
amazingly mysterious, sweetly talkative! thread necromancer at their best <3
OT: shark and girl guy, plus typer and en passant
railfanner and silly guy, lovely fella
yep lolsametdze wrote:
what too much sugar does to someone
lostsilver wrote:
railfanner and silly guy, lovely fella
obsessed with a guy on a wheelchair
burger guy is back
lostsilver wrote:
lostsilver wrote:
railfanner and silly guy, lovely fella
ot: taking names, taking cupcakes, taking joy in the art
SS grinder
3 digit mania player
“Autism”
-Ymir
-Ymir
spike guy but not even a kaiju
Who needs alt when you can singletap?
object enjoyer, fone bone purveyor, character creator <3
(+ off-topic disaster creature)
(+ off-topic disaster creature)
lostsilver wrote:
amazingly mysterious, sweetly talkative! thread necromancer at their best <3
A really, REALLY good artist
+ an utter mystery...! interestingly, maybe alienatingly "normal" somehowAchromalia wrote:
object enjoyer, fone bone purveyor, character creator <3
(+ off-topic disaster creature)
finnish bread roblox gurl
train cosplayermajestically mysterious.
pristinely wonderful.
thrilling catharsis.
distinctly gratifying.
incalculable fascination.
pristinely wonderful.
thrilling catharsis.
distinctly gratifying.
incalculable fascination.
:>
Topic Starter
sametdze wrote:
thread necromancer, o/ spammer, worst sonic fan, windows 7 legend
This user hasn't done anything notable recently!
This osu! forum poster ranks mania beatmaps for free
the chosen one who left, then returned gracefully <3
happiness and positivity as a person in the real world
watched the roundtable 2 with me, core memory of mine
Corvus brachyrhynchos
roblox player
point farming, wonderfully funny imagery
SODOWJFOSIFIS,,, AND AND,,, AND,,, bird,,, and ,,, and ,,, :3Achromalia wrote:
point farming, wonderfully funny imagery
proud supporter and musician in the ot community
Former Kamio lover, now Kendrick lover
Don't know you well, but you're pretty cool.
bill nye the typing guy <3
sugary; well-meaning; derivative; like one side of a coin...
(Based on me! page):
They have planned responses for every party game and icebreakers.
They have planned responses for every party game and icebreakers.
+ hawker culture meets scientia
+ stable tone
+ playful undertone
+ stable tone
+ playful undertone
doesn't show much, or doesn't have much to show
+ sea food, seize food
+ queerly eerie query
+ you're alright
+ queerly eerie query
+ you're alright
"i like train"
Hey I often see you here
+ familiar yet nondescript
◌◉◌ ∷ yet to learn its dearth, in wit and soul's conjunction ∷ ◌◉◌
Is trying to LARP as Kendrick Lamar or something.
Well, you're pretty interesting. Narumi Toa fan?
blahaj blahaj blahaj blahaj blahaj blahaj blahaj blahaj blahaj blahaj
+ experimental specimen collator
+ wrongwarping at the fringe
+ goodbye illusions
+ wrongwarping at the fringe
+ goodbye illusions
she's just like me frfr
Would say Kendrick beats J. Cole in the Lamar(r) battles.
+ presently absent
the person here that uses ⭐premium⭐ english
duck enjoyer. is probably a duck
squid
he's not the deer