Penguin wrote:
Achromalia wrote:
I have to keep going. Or at least, I have to keep trying.
I can't let one shitty setback fuck it all over like this.
I took a minute to breathe. I should be fine. I'm okay.
For now, I'm hoping to hell I don't get ninja'd by one of you damned fools. you mad lads.
I was JUST about to post predicting that I'd ninja too, but I decided not to. That would have been very unfortunate for you if I did lmao
Holy shit, that's, wow. Fuck.
Thank you. It's appreciated.
I wound up much more angry than I think I've ever been in the last... well, I dunno how long. I'm just not normally this angry. It's a result of the entirety of this February. Compounding stress, and shit.
Started with the laptop, the muddy pants and shoes, the guilt of fucking up my laptop, various little mistakes and accidents i somehow keep making because i'm a fucking stupid idiot that can't live without somehow fucking my dad or aunt over, or without giving them a reason to complain about my existence.
There's a good deal more that's pre-existing, among other things. There's a lot of issues that come up now that the laptop's done for. Unfinished favors for friends, even the free picture commission I was in the middle of doing for ya.
So yeah. I'm stressed. I come here to talk, and relax, and generally
not be angry.
For now, I'll have to get those points back. I have to keep going.
Determination.