@Dawnsday It feels a lot better when someone says that it actually went good.. I've felt kinda down the last time because this problem have been with me for soo long and I've felt hopeless.. I live in Småland, are you familiar with it? Okay I will take the chance and try to speak with someone random tomorrow.. Good idea, thanks!
@Blitzfrog Thanks a lot for theese articles, they were a really great read!
@ColdTooth, @Shota, @- Flutter - I would really appreciate if we could stick to the topic, thanks!
@Railey2 I totally see what you're saying, I will try to keep in mind to when I can sustain a conversation to actually care about it. Great advice!
@Aomi Thanks for thinking this thread is great, prehaps later it could help someone more than just me..
I want to thank everyone that is supporting me, for quite some time now I have felt down, helpless.. Almost like there is no hope for me.. It has felt like a cloud of dark thoughts following me around everywhere I go but I'm starting to see that there is a light.. I am going to really do my best tomorrow while out to face my fears.. Thank you everyone who is positively contributing to helping me..