Dulcet wrote:
The fact that you realize how crippled you are and not currently doing anything about it is a huge red flag because I've seen other people like that and their unwillingness to improve their situation through hard work led them to trouble later on.
I appreciate your concern and that's actually a legitimate point you've made, and I thank you for doing so.
But I actually manage to do fine IRL. I won't say I'm "comfortable" around people, but I'm relatively socially competent and reasonably liked within my school, and can hold a decent conversation. Dealing with people makes me anxious, but I'm definitely able to do it.
However, for whatever reason I just absolutely cannot deal with other people in videogames, at all. It probably has something to do with escapism, or the fact I consider it a leisure activity instead of something I
have to do and just put up with, or some other psychological BS. I just cannot do it, cannot deal with them, cannot stand it.
Anyway, TL;DR I'm a loser in games but I manage to get fine IRL, ty for concern <3