carry them on your head
Zelda wrote:
I wish video games were good.
I felt the same way back in High School too. It feels shit to be forced to study something that you dont even likeAurani wrote:
I was actually horrible during my high school days. Sure, my general knowledge was far, far superior to anything those cunts knew or will ever know, but they all studied for the tests and achieved top scores every time, while I was the "black sheep" in the class, always getting horrible grades on tests because I simply never wanted to study for anything - I'd rather either go out and observe nature, or sit and wank on the PC, reading random stuff.
Regardless, the reason I had such horrid grades was mainly due to me getting bloody seizures every time someone mentioned schedules to me. I hate doing things when I'm forced to, and I'd much rather do them when I FEEL like doing them.... and college is exactly that. You don't want to study today? No prob, sod off, you can study tomorrow, when you feel like it, as it doesn't even matter when the exam period comes in 4 months anyways.
Basically what I did for high school. Top 10 in my year and top 3 in physics. Sadly I have very little motivation to study since I entered university 5 months ago.Aurani wrote:
And that is how you nail all 15 exams with the highest score from all the students..... you just sacrifice your social life and everything you love for it.
Thing is, I'm not your usual lazy fuck. I'm literally a damn sloth when it comes to being forced to do something. There were a few occasions when didn't eat anything for 5 days because I was just too lazy to go 200 meters from the hotel and actually refill my fridge. Now, if I'm too lazy to even fill my own stomach when I'm hungry, imagine how well I'll do when you force me to study something I don't give two shits about.AutoMedic wrote:
I felt the same way back in High School too. It feels shit to be forced to study something that you dont even like
and then there's college. the golden era of do-whatever-you-want education
How so? I mean, that is the time in your life where you literally set goals for yourself and choose to do whatever you want, whenever you want. Do you know what's keeping you down? Love? Family? Friends? I mean, you have no reason to be less productive in college than you were in high school, simply because high school is way more demanding and involves a lot of flexibility on your part.piruchan wrote:
Basically what I did for high school. Top 10 in my year and top 3 in physics. Sadly I have very little motivation to study since I entered university 5 months ago.
Ceph23 wrote:
I had a great high school experience.
I was somewhere in the top 10 of my class, I was the treasurer of the student council and I actually had a date for prom.
To put it simply, I'm disappointed with college.Aurani wrote:
How so? I mean, that is the time in your life where you literally set goals for yourself and choose to do whatever you want, whenever you want. Do you know what's keeping you down? Love? Family? Friends? I mean, you have no reason to be less productive in college than you were in high school, simply because high school is way more demanding and involves a lot of flexibility on your part.
BURN THE HERETIC!Ceph23 wrote:
I had a great high school experience.
I was somewhere in the top 10 of my class, I was the treasurer of the student council and I actually had a date for prom.
Now in college I'm underachieving I haven't joined any organization and I'm spending my free time rotting away in front of a computer screen playing video games. Dandy.
Sounds like me. I went shopping yesterday after a long time of not eating much, just because I couldn't be bothered going out. I'm pretty much incapable of following a routine like a normal person, getting up at the same time, going to school/work, studying, housework, I just don't have the motivation for any of it. In the past year or two I moved from my mum's place, started college; I got good grades on some English and Japanese tasks, stuff that I actually put effort into, but I just gradually lost interest, and I haven't even started going again this year. So yeah I'm a pretty stereotypical NEET, and having social anxiety doesn't help either, it just makes going out in public more of a chore.Aurani wrote:
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Thing is, I was EXACTLY like that up until few months ago. I also had depression for over 4 years, almost 5 actually, so yeah, not the typical teenage "depression" where the word "depression" is being used like some street hooker for every possible instance of feeling bitterness, or sadness. I barely had the will to even breathe properly, and doing something other than that was a major pain in the arse in more than one way.B1rd wrote:
Sounds like me. I went shopping yesterday after a long time of not eating much, just because I couldn't be bothered going out. I'm pretty much incapable of following a routine like a normal person, getting up at the same time, going to school/work, studying, housework, I just don't have the motivation for any of it. In the past year or two I moved from my mum's place, started college; I got good grades on some English and Japanese tasks, stuff that I actually put effort into, but I just gradually lost interest, and I haven't even started going again this year. So yeah I'm a pretty stereotypical NEET, and having social anxiety doesn't help either, it just makes going out in public more of a chore.
All I really want to do is do the absolute minimum that is required of me to have an income, because the sad thing is I don't want to do anything else in life except sit on front of a computer, play games, occupy my time with hobbies etc. Yeah, I' a pretty worthless human being, doesn't bother me too much though.
So right now I'm sitting around and abusing this ridiculous youth allowance welfare. Also I've spent around $4000+ on gaming stuff in the past year or two. Please don't hang me
but you literally have someone who you coordinate shared avatars with.Granger wrote:
Meh, i havent posted here in a while... im still alive. Not that anyone cares.
The Collab Avatar Association may strongly disagreeAurani wrote:
That thing counts as no one. :V
Symptoms of depression doesn't always include feeling down. Thoughts of suicide, worthlessness, guilty, withdrawal from activities you previously enjoyed, appetite changes, insomnia/hypersomnia, loss of energy/no motivation to do anything, bleak outlook on life, and more are some signs of depression.B1rd wrote:
It's funny, I seem to have most of the symptoms of depressions from recounts of people who've had it... except for the feeling depressed part. I've had social workers and family members worry that I suffer from it, but even living a very reclusive and antisocial lifestyle I've never felt depressed. Maybe if I did I'd have motivation to change something. Even looking back at my childhood I've always been of that disposition..
Totally forgot to respond.Granger wrote:
Meh, i havent posted here in a while... im still alive. Not that anyone cares.
I can relate to this minus the social anxiety part. I gradually lost all interest in all uni related work after my second year. I haven't set foot on uni ground in the last 3 semesters. Then I withdrew from all social activity. I never was the kind of person with lots of friends, but those 2-3 I had were good friends. I can't really see a reason why I did that, but I did it anyway.B1rd wrote:
Sounds like me. I went shopping yesterday after a long time of not eating much, just because I couldn't be bothered going out. I'm pretty much incapable of following a routine like a normal person, getting up at the same time, going to school/work, studying, housework, I just don't have the motivation for any of it. In the past year or two I moved from my mum's place, started college; I got good grades on some English and Japanese tasks, stuff that I actually put effort into, but I just gradually lost interest, and I haven't even started going again this year. So yeah I'm a pretty stereotypical NEET, and having social anxiety doesn't help either, it just makes going out in public more of a chore.
All I really want to do is do the absolute minimum that is required of me to have an income, because the sad thing is I don't want to do anything else in life except sit on front of a computer, play games, occupy my time with hobbies etc. Yeah, I' a pretty worthless human being, doesn't bother me too much though.
So right now I'm sitting around and abusing this ridiculous youth allowance welfare. Also I've spent around $4000+ on gaming stuff in the past year or two. Please don't hang me
Today I walked in the kitchen and was greeted by my cat[/b]
I was hungry so I looked in the pantry. "Of course," I thought to myself. "There is nothing good to eat."
I stumbled across a can of chili. Canned chili - "Just eat it." (cue NIKE(tm)(r)(c) commercial)
I opened it up and put it in my bowl
only to find that it was a can of chili [b]beans, not chili
and that's how I wasted $2 and left the kitchen with an empty, desolate stomach
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Those kinds of beans aren't really meant for eating alone, and I don't like beans very much in the first place. I think I threw them away out of shock instead of s just not wanting to eat them. I could have put them in a plastic baggie and refrigerated them but nobody would have eaten them anywaysB1rd wrote:
so you didn't end up eating the beans? I find that a gratuitous waste of food. I don't have any problems with eating canned beans, lentils, chick peas etc.
P e r h a p s... I'm not a very competent chef thoughAurani wrote:
That, sadly, IS a waste of food.... not quality food (well, canned shit is sort of... not exactly healthy or good in my mind), but still food. You could've at least made some proper food and use it as an addition, no?