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My guy needs to type something other than (b)(/b)
typing (b)(/b) was once the normTateshina Eve wrote:
My guy needs to type something other than (b)(/b)
when i said "they are watching" really didn't know what i was thinking ofAchromalia wrote:
clarify? additionally, i assume fixating on it unironically (as in, not a meme, and not a generalized desire for privacy) means it's plausible to believe you're habitally spiralling again or you're getting too lost in the sauce to come back to earth, so try seeing if that's what you're doing or not, take a step back and revise your pov, in order to move on to other constructive curiosities :Osametdze wrote:
they are watching
an example i like to suggest would be art/games and the human messages therein ("mouthwashing" being an example of a creation i fixate on)
...hell, maybe that sounds immensely dismissive...
the assumption was that you had wanted to be reality-checked like that, but i don't actually know you and i don't know anything about the things you've observed that i haven't, and you can easily rationalize it as an incentive to believe other people wouldn't get it, et cetera-- ultimately, i would have to hear it from your own words
either way, i can only hope you'll be well and allow yourself to freely enjoy interests other than political anxiety and what i would've perceived as ideological coping mechanisms
perhaps it was that nationalist anxiety hitting again? dunno honestly. it's reasonable to think that was what happened there, but there's also a chance of me just wanting to participate in the thread without having much thought into what "they are watching" could hint at with all of my.. uhh.. instabilities(?) being held into context.
but, i think i'm ok for now
meow!!
(or i might dm you someday, im not quite sure... i need to be more proactive for the people im anxious for but i tend to not do that because it feels like im being invasive-- also i wouldnt want to instill a sense of someone feeling pressured like i expect some specific response from them, but, idk its complicated)
mm, ok i trust you, i hope you get to feel better and can process things in a better environment, i invite you to dm me too whenever you need to place your thoughts somewheresametdze wrote:
when i said "they are watching" really didn't know what i was thinking ofAchromalia wrote:
clarify? additionally, i assume fixating on it unironically (as in, not a meme, and not a generalized desire for privacy) means it's plausible to believe you're habitally spiralling again or you're getting too lost in the sauce to come back to earth, so try seeing if that's what you're doing or not, take a step back and revise your pov, in order to move on to other constructive curiosities :Osametdze wrote:
they are watching
an example i like to suggest would be art/games and the human messages therein ("mouthwashing" being an example of a creation i fixate on)
...hell, maybe that sounds immensely dismissive...
the assumption was that you had wanted to be reality-checked like that, but i don't actually know you and i don't know anything about the things you've observed that i haven't, and you can easily rationalize it as an incentive to believe other people wouldn't get it, et cetera-- ultimately, i would have to hear it from your own words
either way, i can only hope you'll be well and allow yourself to freely enjoy interests other than political anxiety and what i would've perceived as ideological coping mechanisms
perhaps it was that nationalist anxiety hitting again? dunno honestly. it's reasonable to think that was what happened there, but there's also a chance of me just wanting to participate in the thread without having much thought into what "they are watching" could hint at with all of my.. uhh.. instabilities(?) being held into context.
but, i think i'm ok for now
(or i might dm you someday, im not quite sure... i need to be more proactive for the people im anxious for but i tend to not do that because it feels like im being invasive-- also i wouldnt want to instill a sense of someone feeling pressured like i expect some specific response from them, but, idk its complicated)
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i'm trapped
i'm ,rap,,,
i'm rat,,,,
i'm ,rap,,,
i'm rat,,,,
"Snap back to reality", as he said in "Lose Yourself"
v!!!! idk but hello
dang im distracteddd im trying to draw but its not working
...anyway,,,
...words...
...yeah... :)
...anyway,,,
...words...
...yeah... :)
while (bored == true) forum.post();
mom's spaghetti....
if (someonePosted) {
cout << "Posting... Can't let them win!" << endl;
} else {
cout << "I win! No competition detected." << endl;
}
cout << "Posting... Can't let them win!" << endl;
} else {
cout << "I win! No competition detected." << endl;
}
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Topic Starter
Te te te tetorisu
I win
I win
your are winner !! you won one of my average daydream visions :>vi_xlt wrote:
winning!
(happy new year ^^)
did you celebrate? :3Achromalia wrote:
your are winner !! you won one of my average daydream visions :>vi_xlt wrote:
winning!
(happy new year ^^)
Celebrate my victory? Hell yeah!
one
winner dinner chicken dinner
No, see - you don't understand - it's the opposite. It's not that there's been no wins since 2020.Everyone has been winning since 2020
"i’m out here at shadow's edge, straight up shattering [it]. and by [it], let’s just say, my twilight reverie"
i love this, very fantasy, very beautifulAchromalia wrote:
"i’m out here at shadow's edge, straight up shattering [it]. and by [it], let’s just say, my twilight reverie"
(ooh i think i wanna play FFXIV again….)
I now feel like finally finishing FFXVI again.
Then playing the DLC
Then playing the DLC
Houston Street in NYC is pronounced "How-ston", as opposed to the city of Houston in Texas which is pronounced "Hyu-ston".
sudden affliction of self-loathing as an incidental result of further confirmation of sociological impressions i wish weren't as substantial as they were, because having a predestined start-point "nature" with enduring qualities that determine the probability of characteristics in the future was always kind of awful to think about, even though it was an apparent premise to consider anyway
i [do not] love being especially resistant to being someone i want to be in contrast to who i was supposedly predisposed to be, it makes me feel a bit psychically sick
physically im fine of course, other than the obvious deficiencies in health
not just me, this is more of a broader pattern of things im averse to from many kinds of people as they are, even if im generally inclined to dampen my perception of them in favor of understanding and sympathizing where possible. but to imagine an enduring predisposition is exhausting, to imagine that people necessarily "must" be anything is awful to me, but i suppose my issue with this in regard to personality and identity could separately be applied to things apart from this consideration, like morality and pragmatism
...
i must be contradicting myself somewhere in here. or, if not in text, then somewhere in my own mind. presumably, my trouble is with being poorly conditioned to become who i sought to be, or perhaps actively fighting myself because the person i am is anathema to my ideals in a way that my supposed "nature" may be resistant to or ill-conceived for
but then, additionally, those multiple ideals themselves may be in conflict as a result of a social priority that contradicts my image of who an ideal self would be, partly because that ideal self is based largely on my own concept of what might be ideal to me, on account of what i love and treasure and wish to keep safe within me. and that is in direct contrast to a generalized multitude of populations who that ideal self would want to be actualized beside, as who i hope to be is probably not quite right for what makes a healthy comfortable society as i would've wished to enable from myself
...i probably had other thoughts on this but im already exhausted, i need a break
...i will probably forget to care in a moment anyway
i [do not] love being especially resistant to being someone i want to be in contrast to who i was supposedly predisposed to be, it makes me feel a bit psychically sick
physically im fine of course, other than the obvious deficiencies in health
not just me, this is more of a broader pattern of things im averse to from many kinds of people as they are, even if im generally inclined to dampen my perception of them in favor of understanding and sympathizing where possible. but to imagine an enduring predisposition is exhausting, to imagine that people necessarily "must" be anything is awful to me, but i suppose my issue with this in regard to personality and identity could separately be applied to things apart from this consideration, like morality and pragmatism
...
i must be contradicting myself somewhere in here. or, if not in text, then somewhere in my own mind. presumably, my trouble is with being poorly conditioned to become who i sought to be, or perhaps actively fighting myself because the person i am is anathema to my ideals in a way that my supposed "nature" may be resistant to or ill-conceived for
but then, additionally, those multiple ideals themselves may be in conflict as a result of a social priority that contradicts my image of who an ideal self would be, partly because that ideal self is based largely on my own concept of what might be ideal to me, on account of what i love and treasure and wish to keep safe within me. and that is in direct contrast to a generalized multitude of populations who that ideal self would want to be actualized beside, as who i hope to be is probably not quite right for what makes a healthy comfortable society as i would've wished to enable from myself
...i probably had other thoughts on this but im already exhausted, i need a break
...i will probably forget to care in a moment anyway
if a GMT lock this thread, they will win
indecisive about whether to reach for empty recursive catharsis, or seal myself away in a jar with my daydream proxy collection, or pretend to be mature and well-adjusted, or prioritize chameleonizing when i fundamentally am not composed of the ingredients i would need to catalyze any of that
not rlly i kinda was just spaced out and i grew up in a sorta specific way (u might already know tho) that made it hard for me to be used to caring about holidays or special events bc i already was discouraged from them
i forgot to respond sorry!!! T-TIAMACROBA wrote:
did you celebrate? :3Achromalia wrote:
your are winner !! you won one of my average daydream visions :>vi_xlt wrote:
winning!
(happy new year ^^)
not rlly i kinda was just spaced out and i grew up in a sorta specific way (u might already know tho) that made it hard for me to be used to caring about holidays or special events bc i already was discouraged from them
loving music so much for the way it supported me n my wellbeing all this time... <3
i kinda get it :( i wish u luckXelasto wrote:
feeling ugly, might change my avatar later idk
is this dead yet
each day i wish this post dies and gets wastelandedQuinten814 wrote:
is this dead yet
Same(tdze).
coffee.
im drinking vietnamese coffee rnWimpy Cursed wrote:
coffee.
noIAMACROBA wrote:
anime women and also just women mmm
King Phillip came over for grape soda.
blind to myself, through self-contradiction and obliviousness
narrativization through hyperbole, or outright inaccuracy
narrativization through hyperbole, or outright inaccuracy
mewo
ACROBAAA instant-but-modest dopamine hit
ACROBAAA instant-but-modest dopamine hit
my goatFujiya wrote:
vaxei pls come back (??)
worme
ACHRO!!! instant-yet-lingering dopamine hitAchromalia wrote:
mewo
ACROBA! instant-but-modest dopamine hit
meow with very deep voice
mewo but with a charismatic bowtie
if only i could recognize and remember what the features of that depth look like
i dont yet understand why im conditioned that way, it's both evident but also still strange/surprising to me anyway despite the likely mundane truth of it, but that truth seems more interesting when examined in more depthIAMACROBA wrote:
ACHRO!!! instant-yet-lingering dopamine hitAchromalia wrote:
mewo
ACROBA! instant-but-modest dopamine hit
if only i could recognize and remember what the features of that depth look like
meow but it's a real cat
valid but also i'm destroying my brain with Koro Funk! by Omiya Club :333333 YUBI YUBI YUBIAchromalia wrote:
mewo but with a charismatic bowtiei dont yet understand why im conditioned that way, it's both evident but also still strange/surprising to me anyway despite the likely mundane truth of it, but that truth seems more interesting when examined in more depthIAMACROBA wrote:
ACHRO!!! instant-yet-lingering dopamine hitAchromalia wrote:
mewo
ACROBA! instant-but-modest dopamine hit
if only i could recognize and remember what the features of that depth look like
meow but woof
i forgot what i was doing before i visited here, i think i was... watching something in one of these tabs, character analysis maybe?
very music :) im not familiar with it but i am considering it automatically in my mental temp folder because i canIAMACROBA wrote:
valid but also i'm destroying my brain with Koro Funk! by Omiya Club :333333 YUBI YUBI YUBIAchromalia wrote:
i dont yet understand why im conditioned that way, it's both evident but also still strange/surprising to me anyway despite the likely mundane truth of it, but that truth seems more interesting when examined in more depth
if only i could recognize and remember what the features of that depth look like
i forgot what i was doing before i visited here, i think i was... watching something in one of these tabs, character analysis maybe?
meow but student b has character growth and students a and c vanish from existence
meow but crows maul you and youre hungry and in fear
meow but curly gets therapy
meow but there’s 4 billion ants crawling all over you and they want to anchor themselves in your skin
meow but you're slowly being roasted by cavemen who found you in the wild
meow but you experience tactile sensations upon contact with bacon
meow but anya didn’t die and in fact is cherished foreverAchromalia wrote:
meow but curly gets therapy
meow but curly never recommends jimmy for a job position to begin withIAMACROBA wrote:
meow but anya didn’t die and in fact is cherished foreverAchromalia wrote:
meow but curly gets therapy
meow but you're the caveman roasting people found in the wildmizu_chuu wrote:
meow but you're slowly being roasted by cavemen who found you in the wild
meow but daisuke grows up…Achromalia wrote:
meow but curly never recommends jimmy for a job position to begin withIAMACROBA wrote:
meow but anya didn’t die and in fact is cherished foreverAchromalia wrote:
meow but curly gets therapymeow but you're the caveman roasting people found in the wildmizu_chuu wrote:
meow but you're slowly being roasted by cavemen who found you in the wild
meow but your optometrist tells you to follow their finger
meow but swansea now informally adopts daisuke, anya succeeds in medical school and has a healthy career life with financial independence, and curly still gets therapy anywayIAMACROBA wrote:
meow but daisuke grows up…Achromalia wrote:
meow but curly never recommends jimmy for a job position to begin withIAMACROBA wrote:
meow but anya didn’t die and in fact is cherished foreverAchromalia wrote:
meow but curly gets therapy
meow but headlock is perfectly preserved in physical and digital formats and all proceeds adequately enable imogen and [anyone directly involved in the creation of her music] to live comfortablymizu_chuu wrote:
meow but headlock is an underrated song
indubitablyAchromalia wrote:
meow but headlock is perfectly preserved in physical and digital formats and all proceeds adequately enable imogen and [anyone directly involved in the creation of her music] to live comfortablymizu_chuu wrote:
meow but headlock is an underrated song