sametdze wrote:
they are watching
clarify? additionally, i assume fixating on it unironically (as in, not a meme, and not a generalized desire for privacy) means it's plausible to believe you're habitally spiralling again or you're getting too lost in the sauce to come back to earth, so try seeing if that's what you're doing or not, take a step back and revise your pov, in order to move on to other constructive curiosities :O
an example i like to suggest would be art/games and the human messages therein ("mouthwashing" being an example of a creation i fixate on)
...hell, maybe that sounds immensely dismissive...
the assumption was that you had wanted to be reality-checked like that, but i don't actually know you and i don't know anything about the things you've observed that i haven't, and you can easily rationalize it as an incentive to believe other people wouldn't get it, et cetera-- ultimately, i would have to hear it from your own words
either way, i can only hope you'll be well and allow yourself to freely enjoy interests other than political anxiety and what i would've perceived as ideological coping mechanisms