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history. tired.
EDIT. FUCK. why wadn't sam's post shown when i pressed this?
sigh.
this whole morning has been rough. egh, i guess this can't be helped.
EDIT. FUCK. why wadn't sam's post shown when i pressed this?
sigh.
this whole morning has been rough. egh, i guess this can't be helped.
heya penguin. apathy comin' in?
Hi Penguin! it's been a while. In fact, I don't remember having seen a TN post from you in the time that I have been here.
so tireeeeed. damn...
Wikipedia is about to reach 6 million articles YAY 
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wikipedia can fit on a flash drive
@tad I never snatched anything of tru worth T_T
@tad I never snatched anything of tru worth T_T
abraker wrote:
wikipedia can fit on a flash drive
@tad I never snatched anything of tru worth T_T
I think I am king of snatching some really great point
in TN, i'm the king of trying too hard and somehow managing.
When the heck did I reach the 5th place?
eblf2013 wrote:
When the heck did I reach the 5th place?
The monthly ranking is reset every twelfth of the new month.
Anyway I really need to go to sleep
i've got a new wip. i really hope this'll be the breakthrough i need for my music.
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ONE AND THIRTY EIGHT A M.
what to do...
youtube for now, i think.
youtube for now, i think.
Achromalia wrote:
heya penguin. apathy comin' in?
yeah, last night was one of the worst nights of my life for like no reason. I felt so numb and apathetic towards everything. But today is a complete 180, I feel perfectly fine. I'm so confused. I haven't had a super apathetic / numb day in months, so I don't know why last night was terrible.
Well, I have an idea of why last night sucked, but what happened really wasn't that bad, I think I just kinda lost control of everything. I don't know, I just hope it doesn't happen again.
Penguin wrote:
Achromalia wrote:
heya penguin. apathy comin' in?
yeah, last night was one of the worst nights of my life for like no reason. I felt so numb and apathetic towards everything. But today is a complete 180, I feel perfectly fine. I'm so confused. I haven't had a super apathetic / numb day in months, so I don't know why last night was terrible.
Well, I have an idea of why last night sucked, but what happened really wasn't that bad, I think I just kinda lost control of everything. I don't know, I just hope it doesn't happen again.
...mmh. shit, i don't remember what that feels like, to just suddenly come across apathy after naturally feeling emotion and expressing oneself with some degree of ease. to me, indifference is natural. i dunno how to help, fuck.
but yeah. shit, dude. i'll sympathize on the note that apathy's a mindfuck for sure.
try to stay healthy, alright? you'll manage. i personally believe, though, that apathy shouldn't be too feared. in fact, in a weird way, i think you should give apathy its own medicine, and give 0 fucks about it, understand that sometimes things won't be in control, that it's alright if you find yourself in a funk with your emotions or the lack thereof, regardless of how heavy it feels, whether it's numbing or hysterically impactful.
but in a way, i'm putting too much attention towards it, so, i guess i'll lay off of that now, but it's something fairly personal and thus i'd like to share my thoughts in case it does pop up again. expect it to, don't be surprised by it-- but if you must be upset, feel free to. if you're already in it and nothing makes sense because you can't seem to feel a damn thing, still, feel free to not feel at all. even if it's unnatural to you, work with it, adapt, and manage.
i hope that helps.
other than that, yeah. let's hope it doesn't come around. in fact, move on and get shit done! >:O
work through things, even you gotta think about your situation for a bit. if you're stuck, reach out. get some perspectives.
good luck, man.
Achromalia wrote:
Penguin wrote:
Achromalia wrote:
heya penguin. apathy comin' in?
yeah, last night was one of the worst nights of my life for like no reason. I felt so numb and apathetic towards everything. But today is a complete 180, I feel perfectly fine. I'm so confused. I haven't had a super apathetic / numb day in months, so I don't know why last night was terrible.
Well, I have an idea of why last night sucked, but what happened really wasn't that bad, I think I just kinda lost control of everything. I don't know, I just hope it doesn't happen again.
...mmh. shit, i don't remember what that feels like, to just suddenly come across apathy after naturally feeling emotion and expressing oneself with some degree of ease. to me, indifference is natural. i dunno how to help, fuck.
but yeah. shit, dude. i'll sympathize on the note that apathy's a mindfuck for sure.
try to stay healthy, alright? you'll manage. i personally believe, though, that apathy shouldn't be too feared. in fact, in a weird way, i think you should give apathy its own medicine, and give 0 fucks about it, understand that sometimes things won't be in control, that it's alright if you find yourself in a funk with your emotions or the lack thereof, regardless of how heavy it feels, whether it's numbing or hysterically impactful.
but in a way, i'm putting too much attention towards it, so, i guess i'll lay off of that now, but it's something fairly personal and thus i'd like to share my thoughts in case it does pop up again. expect it to, don't be surprised by it-- but if you must be upset, feel free to. if you're already in it and nothing makes sense because you can't seem to feel a damn thing, still, feel free to not feel at all. even if it's unnatural to you, work with it, adapt, and manage.
i hope that helps.
other than that, yeah. let's hope it doesn't come around. in fact, move on and get shit done! >:O
work through things, even you gotta think about your situation for a bit. if you're stuck, reach out. get some perspectives.
good luck, man.
<3 thanks man, I really do appreciate the words.
glad to hear >:D
take care.
ah! i released a song a few days ago, uploaded on Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/achromatism/aspiration
hopefully you'll like that one. feedback would be great.
i'm also fleshing out a Twitter acc soon...
take care.
ah! i released a song a few days ago, uploaded on Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/achromatism/aspiration
hopefully you'll like that one. feedback would be great.
i'm also fleshing out a Twitter acc soon...
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b
az6k4.
I got a C in an 8 star CTB map.
Mind is ded.
Mind is ded.
ngh.
im just gonna rant about this for a while...
a teacher of mine said about a fault line within one of the largest dams in our country, san roque dam. i find it irritating that weird ass theories like this exist and people thinking there is fucking proof to verify this. the dam was decided to be created by a person LIVING NEARBY the dam, so why the fuck are they gonna build a fucking dam for m o n e y when they aren't fucking safe when building that fucking dam...
i get it... corruption exist, but if this shit was real... filipinos are idiots then, and the worst part is that they don't want to be portrayed as idiots... god fucking dammit...
shut up about your sCiEnTiStS pRoVeD thing, there is no fucking source of that shit... and don't tell me some karen level stuff like OH THE GOVERNMENT IS CENSORING THATJKHASDSAAH...
aight... im done...
a teacher of mine said about a fault line within one of the largest dams in our country, san roque dam. i find it irritating that weird ass theories like this exist and people thinking there is fucking proof to verify this. the dam was decided to be created by a person LIVING NEARBY the dam, so why the fuck are they gonna build a fucking dam for m o n e y when they aren't fucking safe when building that fucking dam...
i get it... corruption exist, but if this shit was real... filipinos are idiots then, and the worst part is that they don't want to be portrayed as idiots... god fucking dammit...
shut up about your sCiEnTiStS pRoVeD thing, there is no fucking source of that shit... and don't tell me some karen level stuff like OH THE GOVERNMENT IS CENSORING THATJKHASDSAAH...
aight... im done...
not sure what to feel today.
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posting after myself