Ahhh... well, in a weird way, it's something similar to Achro. Except, instead of not understanding others, I dont understand myself. I dont really feel what I feel, but I'm very good at empathy and it's actually one of the only ways I can figure out what's going on with my emotions. If I imagine someone else in my spot things make a bit more sense.
But I've talked about that before, so, ah....
I'm very all or nothing? Even with my attention span. I have ADHD and that makes it so either I cant focus on one thing at all or I hyper focus on it. In the same way, unless I commit myself to something, I find absolutely no way to interest myself in it. And it has to be a hard commitment. Like, do this every day for specific reasons and really work at it type of commitment.
I think it's a bad thing because it really limits me. I dont know much else past the things I focus on. Sure, I'm usually quite good at those specific things, but outside of those I'm pretty clueless and limited in my palette of experiences. It really bothers me because it makes it hard to socialize sometimes. Like, what do I even talk about with most people? I can manage small talk but my actual knowledge of stuff is quite literally limited to visual art, philosophy, physics, singing, martial arts, and video games. Do you know how hard it is to find people who are interested in talking about any of those things? It's not super easy...
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