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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
They. Taste. The. Same.

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Carmlillball
I prefer water. I've been avoiding soda at all costs for around 4/5 months (after drinking it all the time pretty much all my life, let's just say my mum encourages some very unhealthy consumption habits). I'm not looking back at all. I lost so much weight just by cutting out soda. I feel much better, too. Much less hungry. Also, I agree that Pepsi and Coke taste the same (from what I remember).

Which do you prefer - English or maths?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Maths. English feels like classwords that your are obligated to do, while I truly enjoy doing Maths since it feels like doing a puzzle. Also maths can sometimes be therapeutic too

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samX500
By far math. I really love to do exercise that requires logical thinking like math, physics and programming as well as chemestry which despite not liking as much as the other 3 I just mentioned is still better then english. On the other hand I really dislike other course, I can't pin point what it is but every other course feels off to me at least in their exercise.

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ASHIQUL
english,easy peasy lemon squiesy
would u rather have a iphone or a nokia 7
(does'nt matter,they are all most the same,lmao)
45Traeath
N7 because f**k the popular stuff.


What's a dish/food that you like, but you think most people don't?
Carmlillball
Raw carrot.
My family believes I'm a bit strange for liking it.

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Tad Fibonacci
I had a raw beef dish before and I liked it.

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Voting is cool, with your vote you can decide on future OT! Parliament members!
Have you voted yet?
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samX500
I did!

have you ever thought about suicide?
captainmilk
mmmmm sensitive topic I don't like to talk about, but yes, I even attempted. I'm doing a lot better since then though

What's your favorite shoe brand?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Imma be a filty casual and say converse but tbh, I don’t really care about fashion at all

Would you play osu for a school talent show?
Achromalia
no. i'm not really any good at it anymore. though i used to play it, i don't have anything portable i can play osu! on anymore in the first place.

if they offered a laptop with a mouse, i still wouldn't. not much of a point. i would honestly prefer being able to play the piano.

i would play an improv piece on the spot. it's really fun that way, and i can get shit out of my chest.

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anything positive you'd say about yourself? taking time to appreciate yourself is a pretty nice thing.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I like my urge to fuck around

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captainmilk
I'm really kind I guess, I like to reach out to people in need

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Achromalia
i'm pretty happy with my talents in music and art, and well, the creative arts in general.

i'm really appreciative of having wound up with a stoic demeanor in the midst of life's mindfucks.

i have a sort of openness to perspectives that i've been pretty proud of. it helps me understand others without necessarily needing empathy. being able to simply imagine what they mean and take on someone's mindset, provided that the logic is there and is easy enough to follow.

some other things i could probably be proud of, but these are a few big ones.

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Carmlillball
Everything good about me can also be taken as negative.
And I'd say the same about my negative traits - They can also be seen as positive.

I like how emotional I am when it comes to happiness. It's always fun to be greatly happy. When it comes to sorrow, however, I really don't like it.

I'm quite stubborn, and this has actually helped me a lot. This is probably my biggest strength, but also my biggest weakness at the same time. It got me socialising more and trying to learn social skills, but, a certain challenge I've set for myself.. Let's just say the people who know about it are quite concerned. But I liked it while it was a challenge, and think it's a good one to do, so there's a bit of conflict there. However, it quickly progressed into something I find myself having no control over, which removes all the challenge and therefore my happiness and relief when I achieve the goal. It's actually a mental and physical challenge to fail this challenge. And a way too big one at that, especially with all the stuff currently going on these next few months.

What's your favourite type of science (e.g. Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Psychology, Geography)? Why?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Astronomy I guess. Space is pretty =cool

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Plini
Gynecology .

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Carmlillball
Not sure between psychology and biology. Maybe psychology, especially mental illness.

What is a song which you currently relate to?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Mili - Camellia

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Carmlillball
'Lost' by Within Temptation.

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ASHIQUL
i dont understand wth u mean
relate to as in common with me?
Egoism 440-U1 High-Speed
ERA Puzzle
Super Beaver, Rashisa.

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Achromalia
"hyi - misery"



WEEEE BOTHHH KNOWWW MISERYYY...

WEEEE BOTHHH KNOWWW MISERYYY...

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Journal


What are you good at?
Carmlillball
Being a disappointment.

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KatouMegumi

Carmlillball wrote:

Being a disappointment.

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Tad Fibonacci

KatouMegumi wrote:

Carmlillball wrote:

Being a disappointment.

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[ lexio ]
you didn't write a question.
do you wish you wanted camera shy? i do.
Journal

CallMeThey21 wrote:

you didn't write a question.

do you wish you wanted camera shy? i do.
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Ot: no

Journal wrote:

What are you good at?
Carmlillball
Ok, I'll be a bit more serious. I think I'm quite good at getting through challenges and binge-watching psychology documentaries and YouTube videos (especially about abnormal behaviours). And I'm amazing at being indecisive!

What is something you're bad at?
Achromalia
Relating to people through genuine emotion, and actual empathy.

I know that I can understand people easily by taking on perspectives, but... not like that.

I don't know what they actually feel. I can only imagine. I keep aggravating people close to me, because they think i'd understand, but when they see how i act...

...they can't help but think i "don't care". emotions don't have to drive concern and care. the simple fundamental desire of "making things right" can be a purely logical one.

but i don't seem to show it. thst's what emotions are for. people can infer what you think by observing and relating with how you feel. i can only do the reverse. i consider what thought patterns lead to what they're displaying. i infer what they would reasonably feel from how they think and from what they believe.

other people can do both, provided they can effectively analyze with a detached perspective.

i wish i could understand you guys more. it's why i enjoy discussion. i feel as if i were an android struggling to be human.

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captainmilk
Socializing and learning from past mistakes

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payney
keeping certain parts of my personal life to myself

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ERA Puzzle
Ahhh... well, in a weird way, it's something similar to Achro. Except, instead of not understanding others, I dont understand myself. I dont really feel what I feel, but I'm very good at empathy and it's actually one of the only ways I can figure out what's going on with my emotions. If I imagine someone else in my spot things make a bit more sense.

But I've talked about that before, so, ah....

I'm very all or nothing? Even with my attention span. I have ADHD and that makes it so either I cant focus on one thing at all or I hyper focus on it. In the same way, unless I commit myself to something, I find absolutely no way to interest myself in it. And it has to be a hard commitment. Like, do this every day for specific reasons and really work at it type of commitment.

I think it's a bad thing because it really limits me. I dont know much else past the things I focus on. Sure, I'm usually quite good at those specific things, but outside of those I'm pretty clueless and limited in my palette of experiences. It really bothers me because it makes it hard to socialize sometimes. Like, what do I even talk about with most people? I can manage small talk but my actual knowledge of stuff is quite literally limited to visual art, philosophy, physics, singing, martial arts, and video games. Do you know how hard it is to find people who are interested in talking about any of those things? It's not super easy...


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Meah
I'm not bad

Are you bad?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yes I am

Are you?
Achromalia
Define your standard of "bad".

I don't know enough to properly answer.

I don't really care to consider myself as either good or bad. I'm just myself, another person with another body of consequences being managed.

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Do you consider yourself as a morally inferior person by your own standards?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yes, but probably because I put my standard too high that I would never reach it

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Carmlillball
This is a tough one. My ideas of being moral are quite different to other people's, from what I know.

I try to be nice to people but also be truthful with how I feel. If something, someone, an action, etc, really bugs me, then I will say so (..as long as it's online, I'm way too socially anxious to in real life at the moment). I believe that this helps people develop, even if they take it as 'being mean'.

That's just the sort of lifestyle I'm used to - I often get criticised by a friend for how I act in (e.g. social) situations and I appreciate the criticism as it allows me to grow (or, at least, try). Even if these criticisms are small things such as how quiet I am, or my body language when I'm anxious. I suck at socialising, I've always known that, but knowing specific areas I fail in is helpful. I criticise myself, too.

Sugarcoating and hiding stuff, on the other hand, is extremely unhelpful. I can't understand why people prefer this to just outright being truthful. Pretending you have no issues doesn't mean that you have no issues. I actually see that as an issue itself!

Personal development is more important to me than my dear feelings being protected.

In conclusion, I don't think of myself as morally inferior, I think of myself as morally different. But this isn't really something I've thought about in the past.

Same question.
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