...not really, I guess? I honestly fail to feel anything in response to anyone who'd hate me, though I don't even really know anyone in particular that does. For some reason, most people tend to think of me as either "weird" or "alright", but never "a sack of shit" from what I recall, unlike my own feelings.
I should probably be glad for that. I'm unimportant enough for people not to care I'm there. That means I'm unlikely to be harassed, unlike how others may be, unfortunately... well, I'm harassed sometimes but I don't really think it's notable. I don't know who it is, but at school, I'm often getting food and other shit thrown at me by someone. No idea why, but eh.
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Why has February been so shitty lately? The past two weeks have been really vexing for me.
What is it like for you whenever you go through self-doubt and self-hatred, blaming yourself for things, and such? How does that feel or affect you?
I should probably be glad for that. I'm unimportant enough for people not to care I'm there. That means I'm unlikely to be harassed, unlike how others may be, unfortunately... well, I'm harassed sometimes but I don't really think it's notable. I don't know who it is, but at school, I'm often getting food and other shit thrown at me by someone. No idea why, but eh.
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What is it like for you whenever you go through self-doubt and self-hatred, blaming yourself for things, and such? How does that feel or affect you?