Mortality.
(seriously these finite lifespans are confusing, not sure if it's something i'd enjoy due to the "urgency of now" effect involved, like how time limits tend to make you put more effort in things unless you are lazy like i am, or if i'd prefer immortality. considering the shit i'll go through and the loneliness of floating in space with no clear reason as to how im alive, i'd be a little apprehensive. it'd be pretty fucking lonely, and i think my sanity might be questionable after a few thousand years of empty space. of course, this is merely a fantasy, but as a hypothetical, its an interesting concept)
(seriously these finite lifespans are confusing, not sure if it's something i'd enjoy due to the "urgency of now" effect involved, like how time limits tend to make you put more effort in things unless you are lazy like i am, or if i'd prefer immortality. considering the shit i'll go through and the loneliness of floating in space with no clear reason as to how im alive, i'd be a little apprehensive. it'd be pretty fucking lonely, and i think my sanity might be questionable after a few thousand years of empty space. of course, this is merely a fantasy, but as a hypothetical, its an interesting concept)