harodihg wrote:
marlboro lite or golds if anything.
sorry to hear that about the vn. do u not think ur happy in general right now? sometimes the concept of love gets me down too because of how lost it all makes me feel, and im not the best at having or keeping friends so that gets me down too, but i dont think ive played a game and felt almost maybe envious of the affetion the character gets but i can empathize with seeing it that way.
unconditional love sounds like its a safety net type of thing. some kind of worth to fall back on that will always be there. id like that too and do crave it as well so ur not alone. i dont want to jump into being an e-armchair psychologist but i feel like these types of feelings might present themselves due to a rocky childhood or feeling neglected/abandoned. at least thats how i feel anyway. but in either case maybe it might help, if even for a moment, or give u some catharsis in reading that there are people who care about you. people you dont even know. sometimes humanity is ugly but its also very beautiful in that respect.
i hope that ur all having a nice day. ill be back on sunday : )
+rep
I never
actually try marlboro gold so I can't say much except it has less nicotine and tar. Maybe it's lighter for my throat? I was about to try the red one now. Back then I was using dunhill (both black and white because I don't feel much difference)
I don't think I'm unhappy with myself in general, most of the time I just brush off such negativity. It just sometimes strikes me so hard I might think about this specific dissatisfaction for days or even weeks. I'll probably overcome such problem, but it's kind of irritating to feel blue every now and then.
Well, at least I know that I'm not the only guy who craves it. Sometimes I act lowkey salty towards people I used to
try building relationship with, maybe I was wrong and such event is a matter of karma.
that aside, have a nice day for you too