not FC'd anything good (I have fc 2 maps which are 4.1 star... YAY) in 6 months of play...
takes 2-3hours a day to 'warm up' only to be crap the next day
gets so nervous at just the thought of fc'ing something. heart rate goes up, income the shakes and sweat... (this is just thinking about it, not even thinking whilst playing the map..)
game skill deteriorates if I see someone is watching me, my heart rate will rise at just the thought of thinking someone is watching...
since coming to uni in september I have lost 4k ranks (8k-12k) despite not stopping playing..
I wasn't allowed to bring my tablet to uni and when I finally bought one (without telling my parents) I couldn't remember how to use it.. my grip and everything.. so switched to mouse.. in october
The only thing that has improved is my reading of ar 10.. I have passed a few maps ar9 DT for fun (https://osu.ppy.sh/s/235093).
Yet some people don't get nervous (enough to affect there gameplay), can take days off and come back with no troubles.. these people are Gods, I want to be like that but I can't.
Thus is life...
takes 2-3hours a day to 'warm up' only to be crap the next day
gets so nervous at just the thought of fc'ing something. heart rate goes up, income the shakes and sweat... (this is just thinking about it, not even thinking whilst playing the map..)
game skill deteriorates if I see someone is watching me, my heart rate will rise at just the thought of thinking someone is watching...
since coming to uni in september I have lost 4k ranks (8k-12k) despite not stopping playing..
I wasn't allowed to bring my tablet to uni and when I finally bought one (without telling my parents) I couldn't remember how to use it.. my grip and everything.. so switched to mouse.. in october
The only thing that has improved is my reading of ar 10.. I have passed a few maps ar9 DT for fun (https://osu.ppy.sh/s/235093).
Yet some people don't get nervous (enough to affect there gameplay), can take days off and come back with no troubles.. these people are Gods, I want to be like that but I can't.
Thus is life...