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Ikikaera

Frostei wrote:

Chris9427 wrote:

I'm using a laptop....
Close your bedroom door so they can't hear it? Unless the house is dead silent, your mom shouldn't be able to hear the tapping sounds.
The walls are probably thin. And my room is always closed. Even when no one is home. I feel uncomfortable with an open door.

-Seren- wrote:

how loud do you tap lol
Apparently too loud.
Foxtrot

Chris9427 wrote:

I'm using a laptop....
I have a laptop as well so yes, you are tapping too hard. Ease it down a little bit and it should be fine.
Ikikaera

Dulcet wrote:

Chris9427 wrote:

I'm using a laptop....
I have a laptop as well so yes, you are tapping too hard. Ease it down a little bit and it should be fine.
I tried, but I end up having problems at doubletapping when I do. And doubletapping is the only reason why I'm too loud.
B1rd
I get a power rush everytime I make a car stop for me at pedestrian crossings.
DaddyCoolVipper

B1rd wrote:

I get a power rush everytime I make a car stop for me at pedestrian crossings.
But you don't make them, they choose to. Sure, it's illegal to drive across when someone's waiting there, but it's not exactly enforced.
AnreFM
I hate being myself

I always pretend to be another person around my friends
B1rd

DaddyCoolVipper wrote:

B1rd wrote:

I get a power rush everytime I make a car stop for me at pedestrian crossings.
But you don't make them, they choose to. Sure, it's illegal to drive across when someone's waiting there, but it's not exactly enforced.
I don't know what it's like where you live, but here running people over is illegal, and is definately enforced.
VoidnOwO

B1rd wrote:

definately
B1rd
school computers don't have spell check, don't be too harsh~
kirueggy
i wish polygamy was allowed
B1rd
woobowiz really annoys me
Aurani
It saddens me that incest is regarded as a social taboo, when it's perfectly normal in my mind.

I like stalking people and looking through their top ranks.
piruchan

Aurani wrote:

It saddens me that incest is regarded as a social taboo, when it's perfectly normal in my mind.

I like stalking people and looking through their top ranks.
We have a similar mind.
B1rd

piruchan wrote:

Aurani wrote:

It saddens me that incest is regarded as a social taboo, when it's perfectly normal in my mind.

I like stalking people and looking through their top ranks.
We have a similar mind.
lol I think the same

TBH I think incest is actually quite romantic, since you're still being with the person you love despite being ostrasised by most of society.
Foxtrot
Stop.
B1rd

Dulcet wrote:

Stop.
problem mate?
kirueggy
must be a shinji
DaddyCoolVipper

B1rd wrote:

Dulcet wrote:

Stop.
problem mate?
People who fantasise about sisters have clearly never had one!
Aurani
I actually have to agree with you on that, but when I stated that I have nothing against incest I didn't think of little sisters and blatant shit like that. I actually meant incest in general. Of course mother/son and father/daughter love is a tad bit disturbing because of an obvious age gap, so I would like to emphasize the cousin love here. What is wrong with loving your cousin or any other relative of the approx. same age? As long as you don't have any offspring (not counting the option of adoption) I see literally zero problems there.

I'd really like to hear your opinion on that, if you think my statements are wrong.
DaddyCoolVipper

Aurani wrote:

I actually have to agree with you on that, but when I stated that I have nothing against incest I didn't think of little sisters and blatant shit like that. I actually meant incest in general. Of course mother/son and father/daughter love is a tad bit disturbing because of an obvious age gap, so I would like to emphasize the cousin love here. What is wrong with loving your cousin or any other relative of the approx. same age? As long as you don't have any offspring (not counting the option of adoption) I see literally zero problems there.

I'd really like to hear your opinion on that, if you think my statements are wrong.

The age gap isn't the problem with incest, it's the family relationship that you build up with that person. If you can think of them sexually when you have that "family bond", then there's something not quite right.
Aurani
I'd actually like to get into the definition of a family bond. What exactly is it and where does it start, and where does it end? If you know you have the same blood as that person and feel closer to him/her than with the rest of the world - does that fall under "family bonds"? If you just feel closer to that person because you know he/she is blood related and actually love him/her even more because of that, but feel NO other bond of any type, is it really that wrong?

As far as I've understood, most countries outlaw incest not because of the arguably disturbing love the two individuals feel for each other, but because of certain effects of inbreeding. That, in theory, both strains the country and the society quite a bit, so such relationships are frowned upon severely.
If you, however, practice safe sex and don't end up breeding, doesn't that just completely abide the law?

For the last part, you have to realise that incest is an aggregate of both that bond I have mentioned in the first paragraph, and pure natural love - and that makes it unique and appealing to people who fantasize about it.
Kanye West
Personally I would never have a sexual relationship with any of my family members or even extended family because well it's a different type of relationship and alienates everyone involved if it were to somehow happen.

But, families and circumstances differ and I see nothing inherently wrong with protected sexual contact between two consenting adults.
Aurani
The irony of this debate is that I, as a part of the affirmative team, am a living contradiction, as I cannot comprehend the act of love without producing any genetically-related offspring later in life, meaning that while I have nothing against others engaging in such an act - I myself would never do it or be able to do it, as it strongly goes against my opinion on inbreeding as presented in this case.

The crux of the abovementioned is that I most definitely agree with you on the latter part of your post.
Bweh
It's probably from having seen my family members as something else for practically my entire life that I can't see them as possible mates, be it sexually or romantically. The way I see it, when I look for a partner in life I'm looking for someone to complete me, but when it comes to family I almost feel like they're a part of me I have to get rid of. I can't say if I had a different upbringing or family, but my issue with incest isn't really with the genetics bit. I mean, you can easily work your way around that, frankly.
Flanster
I don't want to love, even though im lonely.
Ikikaera
I can't properly deal with problems, so I just avoid them. At least I'm trying to.
Trash Boat
now that we are talking about this, have you guys read or seen Oedipus? have you seen how does it finishes? that's why i don't approve incest
DeletedUser_4041880
Honestly incest appeals to me a lot more than having to find someone and then try to get to know their entire life. With incest, you basically know everything about your family member- be it cousins or siblings.
Bweh

Trash Boat wrote:

now that we are talking about this, have you guys read or seen Oedipus? have you seen how does it finishes? that's why i don't approve incest
But Oedipus was more about the inescapable fates rather than the incest

Frostei wrote:

Honestly incest appeals to me a lot more than having to find someone and then try to get to know their entire life. With incest, you basically know everything about your family member- be it cousins or siblings.
While true, it's also why I could never see them as a partner. The relationship's already developed, I've spent most of my life with this person, and I wouldn't want it any other way. In some cases I might just know too much about them anyway.
Aurani
So I guess the debate is long over, since now random people will start ruining it bit by bit.

As Brian already stated, the emphasis was put on the question whether or not you can escape your own fate, intertwined with a ton of metaphors, while the incest part was held in the background, questioning moral boundaries. You could've given a better example, like Shakespeare's "Hamlet", as it features more depth on that matter and is subject to a lot more controversy than Oedipus.
Jazz
I found Kill la Kill boring
Foxtrot

Jazz wrote:

I found Kill la Kill boring
The ending was horrible.
Birdy
The only thing I like about Kill la Kill is my sig. I never bothered to watch it properly, though.
AutoMedic
I enjoyed School Days
Foxtrot
The first 15 (or 14, I don't remember) were fine until the fillers came in and then everything was rushed.
AutoMedic

Jazz wrote:

I found Kill la Kill boring
The first half is pretty promisng

They ended up the same fate as Ao no Exorcist
Trash Boat
nvm
Ikikaera

Sonatora wrote:

I enjoyed School Days
I cried in School Days. Not because of this piece of shit's death, but because of the promise.
E14

DaddyCoolVipper wrote:

People who fantasise about sisters have clearly never had one!
how about treated a young girl like little sister? i think that's normal, even makin an incest relationship if she agreed.
AutoMedic

E s s a wrote:

DaddyCoolVipper wrote:

People who fantasise about sisters have clearly never had one!
how about treated a young girl like little sister? i think that's normal, even makin an incest relationship if she agreed.
The "Little Sister" or "Older Sister" fetish is sort-of disturbing for me.
DX5536
i watch hentais for the plot and rarely fap to it :v
SaigonAlice

Sonatora wrote:

The "Little Sister" or "Older Sister" fetish is sort-of disturbing for me.
nah armpit fetish is a lot worse
silmarilen
both are wtf
Kanye West
I thought all fetishes were weird though. Isn't that the point?
DestinySonata

DX5536 wrote:

i watch hentais for the plot and rarely fap to it :v
this. when the h scenes come in i'm like: "wtf skip"
unless some of the story actually comes from it
iiyo
My younger cousin confessed to me at a birthday party in front of everyone and I had the biggest awkward face in my life.
Bweh

DX5536 wrote:

i watch hentais for the plot and rarely fap to it :v
What hentai actually has a decent plot

I remember I watched one where this guy worked with this girl and he was kind of ticked off because she hated men. So he decided to do something nice for her by dressing up as someone else, break into her house, and rape her. Confused as to why she started crying after the event, he revealed himself and they both became great friends because the plot was horrible

No but seriously, porn having a worthwhile plot is hardly the norm.

SaigonAlice wrote:

Sonatora wrote:

The "Little Sister" or "Older Sister" fetish is sort-of disturbing for me.
nah armpit fetish is a lot worse
fetishes are all fucked up unless you have them

Storm- wrote:

My younger cousin confessed to me at a birthday party in front of everyone and I had the biggest awkward face in my life.
And the story doesn't go on?
kirueggy

Brian OA wrote:

What hentai actually has a decent plot
*points to Netorare genre*
Kanye West
Ok enough bullshit. Here's a real confession.

I act like a different, nicer person and do unethical things if I want to impress someone. Because I'm actually an unempathetic, selfish asshole who only cares about himself and will not hesitate to throw others under the bus if that's what it takes to be the best.
AutoMedic

DestinySonata wrote:

DX5536 wrote:

i watch hentais for the plot and rarely fap to it :v
this. when the h scenes come in i'm like: "wtf skip"
unless some of the story actually comes from it
Ohmygod me too


i hate those hentais that's filled with hollow sex scenes doe
Bweh

Kanye West wrote:

Ok enough bullshit. Here's a real confession.

I act like a different, nicer person and do unethical things if I want to impress someone. Because I'm actually an unempathetic, selfish asshole who only cares about himself and will not hesitate to throw others under the bus if that's what it takes to be the best.
Is there a story to this?
piruchan
I don't have any slightest intention of going back to the house I've been living in for 18 years after I move out. And I don't feel anything like "I hope I can stay here much longer", "I'm going to miss this place" or something like that before I move out in a week or so.
Bweh
I hate the house I grew up in, but it just makes me want to go back and fix it up some more.
XinCrin
I'm peruvian
GladiOol

Brian OA wrote:

I hate the house I grew up in, but it just makes me want to go back and fix it up some more.
Guide to how to fix please, because I sure as hell cannot : - (
Bweh

GladiOol wrote:

Brian OA wrote:

I hate the house I grew up in, but it just makes me want to go back and fix it up some more.
Guide to how to fix please, because I sure as hell cannot : - (
It mostly depends on the work needed. The biggest issue in my home is just the large amounts of junk my father accumulated over 40 years and the large number of structures/fixtures that have gone into disrepair. Most of it is just a matter of replacing, restoring, dumping, and rearranging. Though doing that by myself would take a long time, there's already a notable difference.

Thing is we have no shortage of tools, a well equipped workshop, and a bunch of spare parts for practically everything.

As for help with specific work, I'd ask /DIY/ if you don't have someone you can consult over this. Restoring furniture and other things is tedious but fulfilling.
Yarissa
I get aggravated to no end because of my own skepticism. I can't trust anyone on the internet anymore and can't even lead any happy friendships/ relationships because of it. Wat do.
Bweh
Chill out
AnreFM
I'm having a crush for my best friend
-Seren-
I don't really feel any connection with people even to those who seem close to me but I can still be caring towards them tho
Birdy
I don't want to be around my current friends when school continues.
Ikikaera
I'm getting more and more distant towards my family each day. I'm sure I won't ever have contact with them again when I move out.
Nase Izumi
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Kappa FrankerZ
i confess that i fap to wojjans posts

ugh i feel filthy help me
piruchan
I think that I need to throw away all emotions to get better at life. It feels like I need to put a permanent "nice guy" mask when I'm around people I already know(including my family).

Chris9427 wrote:

I'm getting more and more distant towards my family each day. I'm sure I won't ever have contact with them again when I move out.
I'm experiencing this as well. I don't want to go back to this house ever again.
Bweh

piruchan wrote:

I think that I need to throw away all emotions to get better at life. It feels like I need to put a permanent "nice guy" mask when I'm around people I already know(including my family).
What do you mean get better at life?

Chris9427 wrote:

I'm getting more and more distant towards my family each day. I'm sure I won't ever have contact with them again when I move out.
I'm experiencing this as well. I don't want to go back to this house ever again.
What's wrong with it? What's wrong with your family?
Makan1
I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...

I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
Bweh

Makan1 wrote:

I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...

I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
Same here
Ikikaera

Makan1 wrote:

I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...

I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
Well, I 'commentate' things that happen in my thoughts almost the whole time, especially in games.
I also think of answers in English, when talking to someone for example. It's easier to express myself in English.

@ Brian OA
What's wrong with it? What's wrong with your family?
I don't really mind that I won't have contact with them anymore.
They're just a huge pain in the ass when I have to talk with them. They're one of the last people on earth that I would want a conversation with.

(On my android atm, I couldn't quote your reply.)
kirueggy
Speaking of commentating yourself, is it completely normal to go on a rampage on GTA V and pretend to be the news chopper guy as everything is going to shit?
Bweh
I don't think it's normal per se, but it's fine I guess. I used to that on scary games like Resident Evil when I was kid so I wouldn't feel so frightened.

Chris9427 wrote:

I don't really mind that I won't have contact with them anymore.
They're just a huge pain in the ass when I have to talk with them. They're one of the last people on earth that I would want a conversation with.

(On my android atm, I couldn't quote your reply.)
It's cool

How are they annoying? Too overbearing? No common interests?
AxE Kestrel

Makan1 wrote:

I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...
Same here...huehue.
Coeurbee

Makan1 wrote:

I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...

I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
I'm NOT the only one!!! Yahooooo!

I also sing.
Singing + walking fast to catch a bus is hard. So it may be my fault if it's been raining the whole summer in France. Sorry, truly. -_-#
Ikikaera

Brian OA wrote:

Chris9427 wrote:

I don't really mind that I won't have contact with them anymore.
They're just a huge pain in the ass when I have to talk with them. They're one of the last people on earth that I would want a conversation with.

(On my android atm, I couldn't quote your reply.)
It's cool

How are they annoying? Too overbearing? No common interests?
It's mostly just minor things, but even minor problems become a major problem when there are too much of them.
The way they talk to me, for example. They also keep opening the door of my room without knocking, which scares me every time.
I also have 2 little brothers, which are 6 - 4 years old, so they're really noisy. I hate kids, especially when they can't stop yelling. I have to listen to music on almost full volume, which probably already damaged my hearing quite a lot.

I also can't access the Internet with my PC for a few weeks now, because my parents forgot their keys, and I was asleep, so I couldn't open the door for a while. ( They were waiting from 9 am till 2 pm )
FluffyTeddy
I'm Breathing!
Bweh

Chris9427 wrote:

Seems to me like you should just loosen up. If it's just minor stuff like waltzing into your room then just calmly confront them about it. Ask them to knock first or put a little reminder by the door for example.

If it's about kids, there's always a way to deal with them. They're always noisy, but you can usually keep them distracted or have them move someplace that doesn't bother you as much. Having commuted to school for twelve years by bus, I typically kept a lot of the younger students busy by telling them stories, teaching them about crap, or bringing stuff like comic books or video games to keep them busy.

That said, it does take quite a bit of patience. Dealing with family, that is. Everyone supports each other through their own selfish reasons and that's why it's so weird most of the time.

FluffyTeddy wrote:

I'm Breathing!
You seem even better at slurping semen
Ikikaera

Brian OA wrote:

-snip-
That's easier said that done. Kids just don't simply annoy me. I have a deep hatred for them, especially my brothers. Just hearing their voices is a pain.
I can't talk with them.

And the problem with my parents.. ny father literally rips the door open as loud as he can, for the sole purpose to scare the shit out of me. It wasn't that bad the first few weeks, but after 3 years...

It's probably not that long anymore till I can finally move out and live alone. I'll just wait and see what happens. That's how I always solved my problems.
GeeNX
I want to get backdoored
Bweh

Chris9427 wrote:

Nothing is easy when it comes to dealing with people, but well, I've given you my two cents. If that's how you'll roll, then go ahead.
Foxtrot

Chris9427 wrote:

Brian OA wrote:

-snip-
That's easier said that done. Kids just don't simply annoy me. I have a deep hatred for them, especially my brothers. Just hearing their voices is a pain.
I can't talk with them.

And the problem with my parents.. ny father literally rips the door open as loud as he can, for the sole purpose to scare the shit out of me. It wasn't that bad the first few weeks, but after 3 years...

It's probably not that long anymore till I can finally move out and live alone. I'll just wait and see what happens. That's how I always solved my problems.
Family is really hard to deal sometimes because even though they share your own blood, they are still different people than you with different ideas. If you think the only solution is to move out, then that's fine. Nobody says that you have to love your biological family at all costs.
Ikikaera

Dulcet wrote:

Family is really hard to deal sometimes because even though they share your own blood, they are still different people than you with different ideas. If you think the only solution is to move out, then that's fine. Nobody says that you have to love your biological family at all costs.
"You can choose your friends, but you can't choose your family."
It's all about having luck again.
piruchan

Brian OA wrote:

What's wrong with it? What's wrong with your family?
To put it simple, ideological difference. It's not like they're communist and I'm liberal, but we have a different way of doing pretty much everything (and apparently my way of doing things irritate them, a lot). They're a follower of "introvert=bad" equation and I'm the only introvert in the family. And they keep bragging about togetherness (I don't think that's the right word), but they lack coordination internally.

As for your first question, I'm sorry, I'm not going to answer that. It's way too personal and I'm not going to tell a guy in Panama whom I just met over the internet several months ago. But you're a smart guy, I know you can understand.
Bweh

Chris9427 wrote:

It's all about having luck again.
With that outlook on life no wonder you don't like your family. Relationships, trust, love, and understanding aren't built on luck, bud. It is easier said than done but, there are no magical fixes. Stuff like that doesn't get any better just by sitting on your ass and waiting. It's all up to you. So get up off your keister, get out of here, and go start doin' the work. Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy.



piruchan wrote:

To put it simple, ideological difference. It's not like they're communist and I'm liberal, but we have a different way of doing pretty much everything (and apparently my way of doing things irritate them, a lot). They're a follower of "introvert=bad" equation and I'm the only introvert in the family. And they keep bragging about togetherness (I don't think that's the right word), but they lack coordination internally.
My family throws the same tripe at me but that's not really a good reason to dislike them for it. I mean, that doesn't really matter per se.

Sure an argument about that can get infuriating, but your opinions and approaches to a social life shouldn't affect your relationship with them. Otherwise I would have impaled my brother by now considering we even argue about the way we drink soup. My dad still comes up to me every once in a while and he tells me shit that can be summarized as >tfw your son has tfw no gf.

But hey, that doesn't stop me from hanging around them, supporting them when they're down, and eventually hear a "thanks" or a really fast almost kind of tsun reaction consisting of saying "you're gay" and then running to his/her room. 'Cause I know they'd do the same if I let them. I guess the payback is worth it too sometimes.

So really, if the thing isn't working out, it has to be something else.

As for your first question, I'm sorry, I'm not going to answer that. It's way too personal and I'm not going to tell a guy in Panama whom I just met over the internet several months ago. But you're a smart guy, I know you can understand.
I'm not really up for farming affection points so I won't push it.
Ikikaera
I don't use the toaster as much as I want to, because each time I use it, it scares the shit out of me.
Tsukimi Luna
The general public has a false view on introverts.
And we cant help it

Im the kind of person that needs my alone time sometimes, and i hate huge ass parties or large gatherings.
But im not anti social
I love hanging out with my best buddies of course...
But in groups of 2-3 ....
Thats is because i can have quality time with said person

Being in large crowds and big groups overwhelms me..
I cant help to wonder... how are these people able to handle so many people at the same time
because i wouldnt be able to
Maybe some extroverts can share their view on this...?
Im really curious...
Is it still considered quality time

Well i have another thing about me tho...
I really enjoy being alone..
You know how when you go to a mall by yourself... it feels like i have all the time in the world to do whatever i want to.
Without needing to worry about going back at said time to do this and that... or stuff like that
And everything just runs so smoothly at your own pace it feels so relaxing.
And when you have dinner or any meal by yourself.. picking a place to eat which is your own favourite place without having to worry about anyone wanting to go somewhere else feels wonderful.
Taking your time to do whatever you want at your own pace .
Thats what makes being alone so good for me sometimes

But dont get me wrong though...
Being alone is not equivalent to being lonely...
Being lonely just plain right sucks


I wish people would understand introverts more instead of calling us antisocial and not wanting to mix with people...
Just..

Yeah.....
Bweh
Whatever the general public thinks about introverts doesn't really matter. They're not your friends and they won't ostracize you just because you're reserved.

That's plain dumb.

Of course, I can totally relate with staying alone. It's easy and simple. Nobody to drag you down or suck you in some weird place; all decisions are unanimous; and nobody's around to judge you.

However, getting out of your comfort zone does give you plenty of opportunities (tfw no gf) you normally wouldn't get otherwise. A friend can only bring out a certain side out of another, so going out in larger groups does let you enjoy different kinds of interactions from the same people. In a sense it's still quality time, it's just spent more as a group than a pair. Thus you get bonds that are formed and identify themselves as teams, classes, residence halls, and so on.

It's not particularly hard though; you're not interacting with everyone at the same time (say the group is made up of six or eight people) so you just switch around different subgroups within and kinda wing it through. Sometimes you'll end up spending more time interacting with some more than others and that's fine. The same happens to everyone else.

Anyway, the only advice I can give you is to relax around groups the same way you would when you're alone. You can't reach out to others or respond to them otherwise. It is hard to socialize properly but you can't go through life's joys properly without it. You can even sperg your way through it as long as it's your style. I mean, I'm not as smooth as my brother or anything and I'm way too immature for any of that shit but you'll figure your way around it with enough time. Before you know it, the very people you meet will motivate you even further (unless they happen to be thugs or cunts, in which case promptly run away)



TL;DR Loosen the fuck up socializing is not a big deal; go back home and relax as needed. Nothing to be insecure about. Refer to this if in doubt.
Trash Boat
I don't know what I'm going to do after high school, and I could be only 2 months away from finishing it, if things go well.
Bweh
You can opt for an undecided major in college. They'll let you ride that for up to two years, but you'd best get on figuring out what you're going to do as soon as you can.
Athrun
Random bump.

Everytime I'm on the aeroplane. I NEVER flush the toilet. It scares the CRAP out of me.
B1rd

Trash Boat wrote:

I don't know what I'm going to do after high school, and I could be only 2 months away from finishing it, if things go well.
I'm the same, and I'm in college. I'm probably too lazy/incapable of doing most jobs.
RedKing
I go on omegle sometimes, with the common interests tag as 'osu' ;(
HaibokuShounen
I keep a flash drive with all the Osu maps I download on it, so I can switch computers easily. (And for when one of my computers break)
kirueggy
I want to punch anyone who is ignorant enough to believe that just because someone likes anime they're automatically a weeaboo/otaku. I mean, I don't go and say that "baseball is a homo sport" because it involves balls and the bat could be a euphemism for some guy's meat stick.... Some people are ridiculous
Mafuuu
I like watching 10 minute videos of just dominoes collapsing on each other.

The first time they get set up, they feel empowered standing in large groups, confident that together they can please the one who was kind enough to get them on their feet yet fate is cruel and they discover the hands that raised them did it with the intent of watching them fall; and with a small push from a finger, they all fulfill what the human wanted. Rinse and Repeat.
deadbill
I molested my own sister when I was 6 and trying to have sex at 7.. my life cant be more wrong than this.. I am a monster deep inside, no matter what..
vipto
i fucking hate this game
- Jade -
venting shit
I'm excited but scared of what the future holds for me. I'm supposed to be a senior next year, and pressure from my family has pretty much been set upon my shoulders. I've always been the honors student, the one who's gotten A's and B's. I used to be way more sociable, happy, and optimistic when I was younger; now it feels like any redeeming qualities I may have had about myself are just gone. I'm struggling with some classes (though I have gotten better this semester, I think), and my procrastination has only gotten worse. I've become more introverted, shy, and quiet around others unless we're very close friends, and my self-esteem and confidence has kind of hit rock bottom. My anxiety seems to get in the way when I try to make new friends; I'm afraid of initiating conversations, and I get so scared of disappointing them or not living up to their "expectations." Every time I've chatted in-game, I only speak to them for a day. After that, they're gone. If anything, I feel like it's my fault. I want to meet someone in which we can share a "mutual closeness" with, rather than being tossed aside and forgotten about. I've come across lots of people that I'd like to be friends with, but just don't have the courage to talk to. I want to be able to get my shit together and be able to become a better person. I want to be ready for what comes ahead in life, and to enjoy life for what it is while I still have time to do so.
Blitzfrog
Confess huh
mmmm
Something NOT so personal but personal

Ok


I can never get close with anyone on the internet no matter how hard I try

My Reasoning
I'm talking about both friendship and relationship

It's probably cus they don't see me face to face, but I personally think that's the beauty of it. Ya know? When the first thing you see is the most genuine side of someone, who they want to be. Cus that's what it is on the internet, people just be who they want to be. And you might say they can fake a personality, but I argue that's the same with in real life. And these kind of people break after a while. In fact, when you get face to face, there is more cover, more disguise, there is more fear to be someone that is good.

Sounds retarded, I know, but that's just my experience.

People tend to tell me stuff like "be careful who you meet on the internet, you never know who they are". But seriously though, it's the same with anyone you meet "in real life". Kinda like how nobody knew Ted Bundy was a killer. In that sense, it's even more dangerous irl, because on the internet, if trash goes wrong, you have some time to get away. And believe me, if they're a serial killer, they ain't gonna fly all the way to Jamaica just for that one kill.

And then they say there is the creepy guys who will stalk you, and threat you and start this madness love and end up coming to your house.
Seriously though, do you think everyone is that retarded? The chances of you getting hit by one of these guys is probably just about the same as getting stalked by some creep in real life. Again, the latter is the worse case. Cus even if they were, do you think they have the money for it????
It takes A LOT to go to your house!!

I mean after all, the internet was made to bring people together.

I just honestly don't see why "irl friends" are more trustworthy than "online friends"
It just pisses me off that no matter how hard I try, there is just that "internet" wall between me and my friends
Or maybe it's just my personality, Idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

For relationships though, there is the problem of timezones and not being able to get physical, which I guess is an essential part. But that's what makes it better when you DO get together right? Kinda like finally being able to eat that cookie after waiting for an hour, drooling. It just really depends on if you can get past that drooling time and not give up.
kai99
confession
what the fuck the above two posts are literally the only two thoughts i have about life
Meah
c
all pressure is on me
at this rate, everything's gonna crumble
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