I'm really interested in pretty much anything related to killings/murders It's fascinating to read up on how the victim dies and/or their body gets mutated. Probably why I'm obsessed with reading about stuff like those is because I can't imagine myself doing that while others can.
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I could imagine myself doing that, but I fear the consequences.Frostei wrote:
I'm really interested in pretty much anything related to killings/murders It's fascinating to read up on how the victim dies and/or their body gets mutated. Probably why I'm obsessed with reading about stuff like those is because I can't imagine myself doing that while others can.
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I almost installed the ASK toolbar. I would've strangled a kit- bad guy if I installed it. I should pay more attention..
i want a sex changeFrostei wrote:
I still want a gender change >_>
i want a change 
I sometimes want to change the way I feel... change everything and fix mistakes.
I seriously thought I was the only one who thought this.Aurani wrote:
Sometimes I love myself so much, that I wish I could marry myself and have children that are pure copies of me.
My personality might have given me many problems already. If it wasn't for my personality, I would have almost no problems right now.ColdTooth wrote:
I sometimes want to change the way I feel... change everything and fix mistakes.
Although, I like my personality and I don't want a different one.
My mother keeps bursting into my room and telling me to stop when I'm playing osu, because my keys are too loud. That means I can't play osu ~8 pm - ~12 pm. It also happens to be the perfect time for playing osu.
I fucking hate having a family.
I fucking hate having a family.
Switch to better keys and she won't bother you anymore.Chris9427 wrote:
My mother keeps bursting into my room and telling me to stop when I'm playing osu, because my keys are too loud. That means I can't play osu ~8 pm - ~12 pm. It also happens to be the perfect time for playing osu.
I fucking hate having a family.
yeah i know that feeling, even if i dont have a mech keyboardChris9427 wrote:
My mother keeps bursting into my room and telling me to stop when I'm playing osu, because my keys are too loud. That means I can't play osu ~8 pm - ~12 pm. It also happens to be the perfect time for playing osu.
I fucking hate having a family.
that is why you move to your own place. other people are only a hindrance to developing your osu! skills
I really hate Tsunderes~ DX
I don't want to eat but my parents are pushing me to. Damnit....
And fuck PMs.
And fuck PMs.
I'm using a laptop....Dulcet wrote:
Switch to better keys and she won't bother you anymore.Chris9427 wrote:
My mother keeps bursting into my room and telling me to stop when I'm playing osu, because my keys are too loud. That means I can't play osu ~8 pm - ~12 pm. It also happens to be the perfect time for playing osu.
I fucking hate having a family.
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The walls are probably thin. And my room is always closed. Even when no one is home. I feel uncomfortable with an open door.Frostei wrote:
Close your bedroom door so they can't hear it? Unless the house is dead silent, your mom shouldn't be able to hear the tapping sounds.Chris9427 wrote:
I'm using a laptop....
Apparently too loud.-Seren- wrote:
how loud do you tap lol
I have a laptop as well so yes, you are tapping too hard. Ease it down a little bit and it should be fine.Chris9427 wrote:
I'm using a laptop....
I tried, but I end up having problems at doubletapping when I do. And doubletapping is the only reason why I'm too loud.Dulcet wrote:
I have a laptop as well so yes, you are tapping too hard. Ease it down a little bit and it should be fine.Chris9427 wrote:
I'm using a laptop....
I get a power rush everytime I make a car stop for me at pedestrian crossings.
But you don't make them, they choose to. Sure, it's illegal to drive across when someone's waiting there, but it's not exactly enforced.B1rd wrote:
I get a power rush everytime I make a car stop for me at pedestrian crossings.
I hate being myself
I always pretend to be another person around my friends
I always pretend to be another person around my friends
I don't know what it's like where you live, but here running people over is illegal, and is definately enforced.DaddyCoolVipper wrote:
But you don't make them, they choose to. Sure, it's illegal to drive across when someone's waiting there, but it's not exactly enforced.B1rd wrote:
I get a power rush everytime I make a car stop for me at pedestrian crossings.
B1rd wrote:
definately
school computers don't have spell check, don't be too harsh~
i wish polygamy was allowed
woobowiz really annoys me
It saddens me that incest is regarded as a social taboo, when it's perfectly normal in my mind.
I like stalking people and looking through their top ranks.
I like stalking people and looking through their top ranks.
We have a similar mind.Aurani wrote:
It saddens me that incest is regarded as a social taboo, when it's perfectly normal in my mind.
I like stalking people and looking through their top ranks.
lol I think the samepiruchan wrote:
We have a similar mind.Aurani wrote:
It saddens me that incest is regarded as a social taboo, when it's perfectly normal in my mind.
I like stalking people and looking through their top ranks.
TBH I think incest is actually quite romantic, since you're still being with the person you love despite being ostrasised by most of society.
Stop.
problem mate?Dulcet wrote:
Stop.
must be a shinji
People who fantasise about sisters have clearly never had one!B1rd wrote:
problem mate?Dulcet wrote:
Stop.
I actually have to agree with you on that, but when I stated that I have nothing against incest I didn't think of little sisters and blatant shit like that. I actually meant incest in general. Of course mother/son and father/daughter love is a tad bit disturbing because of an obvious age gap, so I would like to emphasize the cousin love here. What is wrong with loving your cousin or any other relative of the approx. same age? As long as you don't have any offspring (not counting the option of adoption) I see literally zero problems there.
I'd really like to hear your opinion on that, if you think my statements are wrong.
I'd really like to hear your opinion on that, if you think my statements are wrong.
Aurani wrote:
I actually have to agree with you on that, but when I stated that I have nothing against incest I didn't think of little sisters and blatant shit like that. I actually meant incest in general. Of course mother/son and father/daughter love is a tad bit disturbing because of an obvious age gap, so I would like to emphasize the cousin love here. What is wrong with loving your cousin or any other relative of the approx. same age? As long as you don't have any offspring (not counting the option of adoption) I see literally zero problems there.
I'd really like to hear your opinion on that, if you think my statements are wrong.
The age gap isn't the problem with incest, it's the family relationship that you build up with that person. If you can think of them sexually when you have that "family bond", then there's something not quite right.
I'd actually like to get into the definition of a family bond. What exactly is it and where does it start, and where does it end? If you know you have the same blood as that person and feel closer to him/her than with the rest of the world - does that fall under "family bonds"? If you just feel closer to that person because you know he/she is blood related and actually love him/her even more because of that, but feel NO other bond of any type, is it really that wrong?
As far as I've understood, most countries outlaw incest not because of the arguably disturbing love the two individuals feel for each other, but because of certain effects of inbreeding. That, in theory, both strains the country and the society quite a bit, so such relationships are frowned upon severely.
If you, however, practice safe sex and don't end up breeding, doesn't that just completely abide the law?
For the last part, you have to realise that incest is an aggregate of both that bond I have mentioned in the first paragraph, and pure natural love - and that makes it unique and appealing to people who fantasize about it.
As far as I've understood, most countries outlaw incest not because of the arguably disturbing love the two individuals feel for each other, but because of certain effects of inbreeding. That, in theory, both strains the country and the society quite a bit, so such relationships are frowned upon severely.
If you, however, practice safe sex and don't end up breeding, doesn't that just completely abide the law?
For the last part, you have to realise that incest is an aggregate of both that bond I have mentioned in the first paragraph, and pure natural love - and that makes it unique and appealing to people who fantasize about it.
Personally I would never have a sexual relationship with any of my family members or even extended family because well it's a different type of relationship and alienates everyone involved if it were to somehow happen.
But, families and circumstances differ and I see nothing inherently wrong with protected sexual contact between two consenting adults.
But, families and circumstances differ and I see nothing inherently wrong with protected sexual contact between two consenting adults.
The irony of this debate is that I, as a part of the affirmative team, am a living contradiction, as I cannot comprehend the act of love without producing any genetically-related offspring later in life, meaning that while I have nothing against others engaging in such an act - I myself would never do it or be able to do it, as it strongly goes against my opinion on inbreeding as presented in this case.
The crux of the abovementioned is that I most definitely agree with you on the latter part of your post.
The crux of the abovementioned is that I most definitely agree with you on the latter part of your post.
It's probably from having seen my family members as something else for practically my entire life that I can't see them as possible mates, be it sexually or romantically. The way I see it, when I look for a partner in life I'm looking for someone to complete me, but when it comes to family I almost feel like they're a part of me I have to get rid of. I can't say if I had a different upbringing or family, but my issue with incest isn't really with the genetics bit. I mean, you can easily work your way around that, frankly.
I don't want to love, even though im lonely.
I can't properly deal with problems, so I just avoid them. At least I'm trying to.
now that we are talking about this, have you guys read or seen Oedipus? have you seen how does it finishes? that's why i don't approve incest
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But Oedipus was more about the inescapable fates rather than the incestTrash Boat wrote:
now that we are talking about this, have you guys read or seen Oedipus? have you seen how does it finishes? that's why i don't approve incest
While true, it's also why I could never see them as a partner. The relationship's already developed, I've spent most of my life with this person, and I wouldn't want it any other way. In some cases I might just know too much about them anyway.Frostei wrote:
Honestly incest appeals to me a lot more than having to find someone and then try to get to know their entire life. With incest, you basically know everything about your family member- be it cousins or siblings.
So I guess the debate is long over, since now random people will start ruining it bit by bit.
As Brian already stated, the emphasis was put on the question whether or not you can escape your own fate, intertwined with a ton of metaphors, while the incest part was held in the background, questioning moral boundaries. You could've given a better example, like Shakespeare's "Hamlet", as it features more depth on that matter and is subject to a lot more controversy than Oedipus.
As Brian already stated, the emphasis was put on the question whether or not you can escape your own fate, intertwined with a ton of metaphors, while the incest part was held in the background, questioning moral boundaries. You could've given a better example, like Shakespeare's "Hamlet", as it features more depth on that matter and is subject to a lot more controversy than Oedipus.
The ending was horrible.Jazz wrote:
I found Kill la Kill boring
The only thing I like about Kill la Kill is my sig. I never bothered to watch it properly, though.
I enjoyed School Days
The first 15 (or 14, I don't remember) were fine until the fillers came in and then everything was rushed.
The first half is pretty promisngJazz wrote:
I found Kill la Kill boring
They ended up the same fate as Ao no Exorcist
nvm
I cried in School Days. Not because of this piece of shit's death, but because of the promise.Sonatora wrote:
I enjoyed School Days
how about treated a young girl like little sister? i think that's normal, even makin an incest relationship if she agreed.DaddyCoolVipper wrote:
People who fantasise about sisters have clearly never had one!
The "Little Sister" or "Older Sister" fetish is sort-of disturbing for me.E s s a wrote:
how about treated a young girl like little sister? i think that's normal, even makin an incest relationship if she agreed.DaddyCoolVipper wrote:
People who fantasise about sisters have clearly never had one!
nah armpit fetish is a lot worseSonatora wrote:
The "Little Sister" or "Older Sister" fetish is sort-of disturbing for me.
both are wtf
I thought all fetishes were weird though. Isn't that the point?
this. when the h scenes come in i'm like: "wtf skip"DX5536 wrote:
i watch hentais for the plot and rarely fap to it :v
unless some of the story actually comes from it
My younger cousin confessed to me at a birthday party in front of everyone and I had the biggest awkward face in my life.
What hentai actually has a decent plotDX5536 wrote:
i watch hentais for the plot and rarely fap to it :v
I remember I watched one where this guy worked with this girl and he was kind of ticked off because she hated men. So he decided to do something nice for her by dressing up as someone else, break into her house, and rape her. Confused as to why she started crying after the event, he revealed himself and they both became great friends because the plot was horrible
No but seriously, porn having a worthwhile plot is hardly the norm.
fetishes are all fucked up unless you have themSaigonAlice wrote:
nah armpit fetish is a lot worseSonatora wrote:
The "Little Sister" or "Older Sister" fetish is sort-of disturbing for me.
And the story doesn't go on?Storm- wrote:
My younger cousin confessed to me at a birthday party in front of everyone and I had the biggest awkward face in my life.
*points to Netorare genre*Brian OA wrote:
What hentai actually has a decent plot
Ok enough bullshit. Here's a real confession.
I act like a different, nicer person and do unethical things if I want to impress someone. Because I'm actually an unempathetic, selfish asshole who only cares about himself and will not hesitate to throw others under the bus if that's what it takes to be the best.
I act like a different, nicer person and do unethical things if I want to impress someone. Because I'm actually an unempathetic, selfish asshole who only cares about himself and will not hesitate to throw others under the bus if that's what it takes to be the best.
Ohmygod me tooDestinySonata wrote:
this. when the h scenes come in i'm like: "wtf skip"DX5536 wrote:
i watch hentais for the plot and rarely fap to it :v
unless some of the story actually comes from it
i hate those hentais that's filled with hollow sex scenes doe
Is there a story to this?Kanye West wrote:
Ok enough bullshit. Here's a real confession.
I act like a different, nicer person and do unethical things if I want to impress someone. Because I'm actually an unempathetic, selfish asshole who only cares about himself and will not hesitate to throw others under the bus if that's what it takes to be the best.
I don't have any slightest intention of going back to the house I've been living in for 18 years after I move out. And I don't feel anything like "I hope I can stay here much longer", "I'm going to miss this place" or something like that before I move out in a week or so.
I hate the house I grew up in, but it just makes me want to go back and fix it up some more.
I'm peruvian
Guide to how to fix please, because I sure as hell cannot : - (Brian OA wrote:
I hate the house I grew up in, but it just makes me want to go back and fix it up some more.
It mostly depends on the work needed. The biggest issue in my home is just the large amounts of junk my father accumulated over 40 years and the large number of structures/fixtures that have gone into disrepair. Most of it is just a matter of replacing, restoring, dumping, and rearranging. Though doing that by myself would take a long time, there's already a notable difference.GladiOol wrote:
Guide to how to fix please, because I sure as hell cannot : - (Brian OA wrote:
I hate the house I grew up in, but it just makes me want to go back and fix it up some more.
Thing is we have no shortage of tools, a well equipped workshop, and a bunch of spare parts for practically everything.
As for help with specific work, I'd ask /DIY/ if you don't have someone you can consult over this. Restoring furniture and other things is tedious but fulfilling.
I get aggravated to no end because of my own skepticism. I can't trust anyone on the internet anymore and can't even lead any happy friendships/ relationships because of it. Wat do.
I don't really feel any connection with people even to those who seem close to me but I can still be caring towards them tho
I don't want to be around my current friends when school continues.
I'm getting more and more distant towards my family each day. I'm sure I won't ever have contact with them again when I move out.
i confess that i fap to wojjans posts
ugh i feel filthy help me
ugh i feel filthy help me
I think that I need to throw away all emotions to get better at life. It feels like I need to put a permanent "nice guy" mask when I'm around people I already know(including my family).
I'm experiencing this as well. I don't want to go back to this house ever again.Chris9427 wrote:
I'm getting more and more distant towards my family each day. I'm sure I won't ever have contact with them again when I move out.
What do you mean get better at life?piruchan wrote:
I think that I need to throw away all emotions to get better at life. It feels like I need to put a permanent "nice guy" mask when I'm around people I already know(including my family).
What's wrong with it? What's wrong with your family?I'm experiencing this as well. I don't want to go back to this house ever again.Chris9427 wrote:
I'm getting more and more distant towards my family each day. I'm sure I won't ever have contact with them again when I move out.
I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...
I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
Same hereMakan1 wrote:
I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...
I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
Well, I 'commentate' things that happen in my thoughts almost the whole time, especially in games.Makan1 wrote:
I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...
I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
I also think of answers in English, when talking to someone for example. It's easier to express myself in English.
@ Brian OA
What's wrong with it? What's wrong with your family?
I don't really mind that I won't have contact with them anymore.
They're just a huge pain in the ass when I have to talk with them. They're one of the last people on earth that I would want a conversation with.
(On my android atm, I couldn't quote your reply.)
Speaking of commentating yourself, is it completely normal to go on a rampage on GTA V and pretend to be the news chopper guy as everything is going to shit?
I don't think it's normal per se, but it's fine I guess. I used to that on scary games like Resident Evil when I was kid so I wouldn't feel so frightened.
How are they annoying? Too overbearing? No common interests?
It's coolChris9427 wrote:
I don't really mind that I won't have contact with them anymore.
They're just a huge pain in the ass when I have to talk with them. They're one of the last people on earth that I would want a conversation with.
(On my android atm, I couldn't quote your reply.)
How are they annoying? Too overbearing? No common interests?
Same here...huehue.Makan1 wrote:
I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...
I'm NOT the only one!!! Yahooooo!Makan1 wrote:
I talk to myself for 30 mins at a time when I need to be alone and walk out. Not conversations, I'm not fucking mental but talking to myself and telling my self stories or pretending I'm a narrator of what I am currently doing etc...
I think most people will do this if they are alone and we are barely alone at times online so go outside, find a nice park and take a 40 min walk and I'm sure you will be talking or thinking of cool scenarios and it'll take up your time. I like walks
I also sing.
Singing + walking fast to catch a bus is hard. So it may be my fault if it's been raining the whole summer in France. Sorry, truly. -_-#
It's mostly just minor things, but even minor problems become a major problem when there are too much of them.Brian OA wrote:
It's coolChris9427 wrote:
I don't really mind that I won't have contact with them anymore.
They're just a huge pain in the ass when I have to talk with them. They're one of the last people on earth that I would want a conversation with.
(On my android atm, I couldn't quote your reply.)
How are they annoying? Too overbearing? No common interests?
The way they talk to me, for example. They also keep opening the door of my room without knocking, which scares me every time.
I also have 2 little brothers, which are 6 - 4 years old, so they're really noisy. I hate kids, especially when they can't stop yelling. I have to listen to music on almost full volume, which probably already damaged my hearing quite a lot.
I also can't access the Internet with my PC for a few weeks now, because my parents forgot their keys, and I was asleep, so I couldn't open the door for a while. ( They were waiting from 9 am till 2 pm )
I'm Breathing!
Seems to me like you should just loosen up. If it's just minor stuff like waltzing into your room then just calmly confront them about it. Ask them to knock first or put a little reminder by the door for example.Chris9427 wrote:
If it's about kids, there's always a way to deal with them. They're always noisy, but you can usually keep them distracted or have them move someplace that doesn't bother you as much. Having commuted to school for twelve years by bus, I typically kept a lot of the younger students busy by telling them stories, teaching them about crap, or bringing stuff like comic books or video games to keep them busy.
That said, it does take quite a bit of patience. Dealing with family, that is. Everyone supports each other through their own selfish reasons and that's why it's so weird most of the time.
You seem even better at slurping semenFluffyTeddy wrote:
I'm Breathing!
That's easier said that done. Kids just don't simply annoy me. I have a deep hatred for them, especially my brothers. Just hearing their voices is a pain.Brian OA wrote:
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I can't talk with them.
And the problem with my parents.. ny father literally rips the door open as loud as he can, for the sole purpose to scare the shit out of me. It wasn't that bad the first few weeks, but after 3 years...
It's probably not that long anymore till I can finally move out and live alone. I'll just wait and see what happens. That's how I always solved my problems.
I want to get backdoored
Nothing is easy when it comes to dealing with people, but well, I've given you my two cents. If that's how you'll roll, then go ahead.Chris9427 wrote:
Family is really hard to deal sometimes because even though they share your own blood, they are still different people than you with different ideas. If you think the only solution is to move out, then that's fine. Nobody says that you have to love your biological family at all costs.Chris9427 wrote:
That's easier said that done. Kids just don't simply annoy me. I have a deep hatred for them, especially my brothers. Just hearing their voices is a pain.Brian OA wrote:
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I can't talk with them.
And the problem with my parents.. ny father literally rips the door open as loud as he can, for the sole purpose to scare the shit out of me. It wasn't that bad the first few weeks, but after 3 years...
It's probably not that long anymore till I can finally move out and live alone. I'll just wait and see what happens. That's how I always solved my problems.
"You can choose your friends, but you can't choose your family."Dulcet wrote:
Family is really hard to deal sometimes because even though they share your own blood, they are still different people than you with different ideas. If you think the only solution is to move out, then that's fine. Nobody says that you have to love your biological family at all costs.
It's all about having luck again.
To put it simple, ideological difference. It's not like they're communist and I'm liberal, but we have a different way of doing pretty much everything (and apparently my way of doing things irritate them, a lot). They're a follower of "introvert=bad" equation and I'm the only introvert in the family. And they keep bragging about togetherness (I don't think that's the right word), but they lack coordination internally.Brian OA wrote:
What's wrong with it? What's wrong with your family?
As for your first question, I'm sorry, I'm not going to answer that. It's way too personal and I'm not going to tell a guy in Panama whom I just met over the internet several months ago. But you're a smart guy, I know you can understand.