ok this: utsuP(Kagamine Rin) - Adult's Toy
Original/Romaji Lyrics
aisareta keiseki wa nokosaretenaku
todokoori naku kayowaseta koufuku monaku
nokosareta gangubako hikkuri kaeshite
mata boku wa taenuite tsukuri egao dasu
nisemono no aegi koe
akagoyou gangu noyouni yuujirareta kokoro no kizu
sari iku senaka sugata ni taemanaku furirisosogu ame
iki wo hakuyouni uso haki
shouki saeubau
kuroku shinnda zouo wo
toki houttsu toki
hora abunai onoja ni te wo kakete
minikui kanada wo uchinuiteyare
koe ni naranu kanjou ni mi wo furuwase
kusari hateta kanbu buchi nuiteyare
boku wo kirisaita wa tayori
omoku fukaku tsuki sasaru koto no ha de
sukima kara mietano wa otona dakeno sekai
ikanakute atsukurushii torauma no houko
oshiirereni kizuiteta bokudake no sekai
utsukushiku sugasugashii yume to kibou no kuni
yukamareta nousaibou
hirakareta kokoro no sumi
ukabi agaru kizuguchi to
yonin kaeru kioku no tabi
tatta hitokoto
"inakunare"
taiyou wo kimagure ni saegiri
kibou wo mushibamu
kagebouzu ga tomodachi ninari
eien no yami
zaiakukan zero
tanoshii omocha
otona no omocha
ikiteru omocha
tsukaeru omocha
tanoshii omocha
otona no omocha
ikiteru omocha
kanashiina
hora abunai onoja ni te wo kakete
minikui kioku wo uchinuiteyare
nikushimi zukushite kobiritsuiteta
hikanai aka wo otosu toki ga kita
daremo wakaccha kurenaiyo
boku nishika wakaranu miri no wana
meni mienu hodo chippokedemo
omoku fukaku tsukisasaru
koto no ha de
todokoori naku kayowaseta koufuku monaku
nokosareta gangubako hikkuri kaeshite
mata boku wa taenuite tsukuri egao dasu
nisemono no aegi koe
akagoyou gangu noyouni yuujirareta kokoro no kizu
sari iku senaka sugata ni taemanaku furirisosogu ame
iki wo hakuyouni uso haki
shouki saeubau
kuroku shinnda zouo wo
toki houttsu toki
hora abunai onoja ni te wo kakete
minikui kanada wo uchinuiteyare
koe ni naranu kanjou ni mi wo furuwase
kusari hateta kanbu buchi nuiteyare
boku wo kirisaita wa tayori
omoku fukaku tsuki sasaru koto no ha de
sukima kara mietano wa otona dakeno sekai
ikanakute atsukurushii torauma no houko
oshiirereni kizuiteta bokudake no sekai
utsukushiku sugasugashii yume to kibou no kuni
yukamareta nousaibou
hirakareta kokoro no sumi
ukabi agaru kizuguchi to
yonin kaeru kioku no tabi
tatta hitokoto
"inakunare"
taiyou wo kimagure ni saegiri
kibou wo mushibamu
kagebouzu ga tomodachi ninari
eien no yami
zaiakukan zero
tanoshii omocha
otona no omocha
ikiteru omocha
tsukaeru omocha
tanoshii omocha
otona no omocha
ikiteru omocha
kanashiina
hora abunai onoja ni te wo kakete
minikui kioku wo uchinuiteyare
nikushimi zukushite kobiritsuiteta
hikanai aka wo otosu toki ga kita
daremo wakaccha kurenaiyo
boku nishika wakaranu miri no wana
meni mienu hodo chippokedemo
omoku fukaku tsukisasaru
koto no ha de
English Translate Lyrics
and this: otetsu(Megpoid Gumi) - CosmosThere's no evidence of me ever having been loved
The happiness that came without stopping also disappeared
I flipped over the leftover toy-box
Controlling myself, I smile
The panting sound of an imitation
Dominated and traumatized like a baby-toy
The rain pours steadily behind my back
The liar breathes out
When even my mind was taken
And stopped
The hatred stained with black
Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand
And take apart this hideous body
Shake your body at the feeling that can't be told
Pierce my decaying wound
Pierce me with the words that hit deeper and heavier
Than the knife that split me apart
I could see the world of adults through the crack
The dirty and suffocating treasure chest of trauma
My world that was built up in the closet
Is a country of beautiful and clear dreams and hopes
Distorted braincells
In the corner of my opened heart,
There's a remembered scar
And the key of the revived memory
Just one word,
"Disappear."
The sun is whimsically blocked
And hope destroyed
The shadow-monk became my friend
Eternal darkness
Zero guilt
Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
Useful toy
Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
How sad
Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand
And take apart this hideous memory
It's time to cleanse me of the clinging dirt
That is soaked in hatred
Nobody understands
The trap of the size of millimeter that only I know
Even if it's not visible to the naked eye,
Pierce me
With the heavy and deep words
The happiness that came without stopping also disappeared
I flipped over the leftover toy-box
Controlling myself, I smile
The panting sound of an imitation
Dominated and traumatized like a baby-toy
The rain pours steadily behind my back
The liar breathes out
When even my mind was taken
And stopped
The hatred stained with black
Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand
And take apart this hideous body
Shake your body at the feeling that can't be told
Pierce my decaying wound
Pierce me with the words that hit deeper and heavier
Than the knife that split me apart
I could see the world of adults through the crack
The dirty and suffocating treasure chest of trauma
My world that was built up in the closet
Is a country of beautiful and clear dreams and hopes
Distorted braincells
In the corner of my opened heart,
There's a remembered scar
And the key of the revived memory
Just one word,
"Disappear."
The sun is whimsically blocked
And hope destroyed
The shadow-monk became my friend
Eternal darkness
Zero guilt
Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
Useful toy
Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
How sad
Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand
And take apart this hideous memory
It's time to cleanse me of the clinging dirt
That is soaked in hatred
Nobody understands
The trap of the size of millimeter that only I know
Even if it's not visible to the naked eye,
Pierce me
With the heavy and deep words
lyrics
nozoki kon da shinrabanshou kako ima jikuu no hate
mukau no wa zettai rei do reikyaku tada sameru dake
osoi kakaru burakkuhooru miwaku yuuwaku wana darake
sonzai o hitei shita shinnyuu o yurushita
kokochi warui yokusou wa netsu o ushinatta
sonzai o hitei shita reikyaku tada sameru dake
tobira o hirai ta saki wa Cosmos
konya mo sukui you no nai sabishi gari ya no uta ge
hanabirahirai ta saki wa Cosmos
yumemite suikomarete yuku
misete misete motto oshiete
demo mi taku nai shiri taku nai
kuroi kuroi ana soko ni hikari nado nai
wakat te iru keredo osoi kakaru kimochi
nozoki kon da shinrabanshou kako mirai ima jikuu no hate
mukau no wa zettai rei do reikyaku tada sameru dake
kimi wa chiisana chiisana Cosmos
mai odore manten no hoshikuzu
hanabira hiraita saki wa Cosmos
yumemite tobikon de ku
tobira o hirai ta saki wa Cosmos
konya mo sukui you no nai sabishi gari ya no utage
hanabira hirai ta saki wa Cosmos
yumemi te suikoma rete yuku
misete misete motto oshiete
mada shiranai koto dara ke
itsuka tooku no sora no hate de
chiri ni natte shimau mae ni
misete misete motto oshiete
demo mi taku nai shiri taku nai
kuroi kuroi ana soko ni hikari nado nai
wakatte iru keredo osoi kakaru kimochi
kimi wa chiisana chiisana Cosmos
mai odore manten no hoshikuzu
hanabira hiraita saki wa Cosmos
subete kono uchuu no naka
mukau no wa zettai rei do reikyaku tada sameru dake
osoi kakaru burakkuhooru miwaku yuuwaku wana darake
sonzai o hitei shita shinnyuu o yurushita
kokochi warui yokusou wa netsu o ushinatta
sonzai o hitei shita reikyaku tada sameru dake
tobira o hirai ta saki wa Cosmos
konya mo sukui you no nai sabishi gari ya no uta ge
hanabirahirai ta saki wa Cosmos
yumemite suikomarete yuku
misete misete motto oshiete
demo mi taku nai shiri taku nai
kuroi kuroi ana soko ni hikari nado nai
wakat te iru keredo osoi kakaru kimochi
nozoki kon da shinrabanshou kako mirai ima jikuu no hate
mukau no wa zettai rei do reikyaku tada sameru dake
kimi wa chiisana chiisana Cosmos
mai odore manten no hoshikuzu
hanabira hiraita saki wa Cosmos
yumemite tobikon de ku
tobira o hirai ta saki wa Cosmos
konya mo sukui you no nai sabishi gari ya no utage
hanabira hirai ta saki wa Cosmos
yumemi te suikoma rete yuku
misete misete motto oshiete
mada shiranai koto dara ke
itsuka tooku no sora no hate de
chiri ni natte shimau mae ni
misete misete motto oshiete
demo mi taku nai shiri taku nai
kuroi kuroi ana soko ni hikari nado nai
wakatte iru keredo osoi kakaru kimochi
kimi wa chiisana chiisana Cosmos
mai odore manten no hoshikuzu
hanabira hiraita saki wa Cosmos
subete kono uchuu no naka