Achromalia wrote:

good morning, welcome everyone! just a minute

for everyone: oh! qna queue!! :D

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something silly about cornwall. :)"
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about haywood. :]"
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something silly about cornwall. :)"
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about haywood. :]"
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"

for dave: another meme! maybe another meme you've shared with mister cornwall, except he took it and improvised on it and it was really funny for you and you thought it was adorable? sorry i got ahead of myself there im kinda out of it
for bambi: a really... genuinely lovely thing you've heard from mister haywood that made you just want to dote on him even more?

lostsilver wrote:

sorry was away from laptop hi :>

dave: "oh, you're fine, my dear! i had showed him some sort of music meme, and he decided to record his own version of it with him actually playing + singing the song! it was so adorable, but so goofy at the same time! <3"
bambi: "at one point while we were laying down together, he had just... sunk into me. i looked to see him smiling, and then he noticed me looking at him and smiled wider. he then said 'you know... i feel like i can actually be me when i'm with you. you make me feel like i'm good enough. i know i've said this already, but you're one of the best people i've ever met, cornwall. don't forget that, okay?' and i just... hugged him tighter. i said 'i feel the same way, haywood. i'm glad i can be here to support you through everything we've been through. i love you.' it genuinely made me tear up a little. <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

sorry was away from laptop hi :>

dave: "oh, you're fine, my dear! i had showed him some sort of music meme, and he decided to record his own version of it with him actually playing + singing the song! it was so adorable, but so goofy at the same time! <3"
bambi: "at one point while we were laying down together, he had just... sunk into me. i looked to see him smiling, and then he noticed me looking at him and smiled wider. he then said 'you know... i feel like i can actually be me when i'm with you. you make me feel like i'm good enough. i know i've said this already, but you're one of the best people i've ever met, cornwall. don't forget that, okay?' and i just... hugged him tighter. i said 'i feel the same way, haywood. i'm glad i can be here to support you through everything we've been through. i love you.' it genuinely made me tear up a little. <3"

the unconditional reassurance they give each otherrr
its a regular occurrence but just, they have to express it, and they do so knowing its always welcome <3

for everyone: nutrition and hydration check!! hopefully everyone has been ok ^^

Achromalia wrote:

i fell asleep a bit;;

for everyone: medication check?

lostsilver wrote:

sleepy ps!bandu doodle <3

Achromalia wrote:

im fell aleeps

lostsilver wrote:

sleepy ps!bandu doodle <3

peaceful and comfortable ^^

im a little late for it but still,

for everyone: anything good for lunch? have y'all had any water? and if you've been working, just be sure to have a nice break from time to time :)

lostsilver wrote:

another sleepy ps!bandu doodle :)

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

another sleepy ps!bandu doodle :)

<3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"

for expunged: a memory of bandu just somehow knowing you were feeling cuddly and being there to cuddle with you first?
for bandu: a memory of listening to something with ex and being calmed by it, then watching ex try to do something to make you more cozy in a way you thought was sweet enough to comment on?

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"

Achromalia wrote:

i... suppose it would be hard to say beyond pattern recognition and intuiting from behaviors general to various subgroups of humans and from behaviors specific to the person that can be extrapolated from and imported to your contexts

whether this (or any) response was really sought, i dont know (and i imagine people sometimes just habitually tend toward thinking aloud in a rhetorical tone), but

depending on priorities...

as far as what i would guess from my second opinion, blissful ignorance may allow a relationship to cool-- not necessarily to be sustained, but simply to let it remain irrelevant from the immediate present beyond mere memory, which a person can digest on their own when they have the space/time to. or in another scenario, it may instead deprive someone of resolution or closure that may have been possible through dialogue and clarity and reconciliation, but this may only be comparably relevant in more specific cases

i imagine there could be a blissful ignorance moreso derived from conclusions either of you may develop/crystallize/calcify in mind about relevant categories of people generally as a result of this relationship, in which case i believe that's probably something that either is likely to eventually be substantiated anyway to some extent (by you through further interaction, if about people in general with relevant qualities and their reactions to you) or is something that would hopefully be able to at least be an impression/conclusion localized only to you if it must result that way (by them, if the relevant qualities are specific mostly/only to you, unless this is also considering), but of course the impact of events in general is tricky to anticipate and some things may be lasting while other things aren't (for either of you)

the probability of spite and jadedness, i'm not really sure how it would arise, and so in lacking context and familiarity with how people respond to whatever characteristics might be related to these interactions, that can't really be something i could speak for yet. if it's something that realistically/historically motivates active/direct spite or jaded perspectives as a normatively recurring human experience, then... well, i can't define what quallfies for that but i imagine you would have your own associations with whatever variety of consequences may exist from that. "more [spiteful/jaded]" seems to imply there already is a history of complication, and if you have history to read from, then my uninformed speculation will probably be a bit obsolete at an individual level

negativistic expectations... while i could hope that there's some way to clarify and negotiate the details of whatever might be a problem to someone else, that's hard to--

--i suddenly doubt any of this is useful or necessarily warranted from me, aaaaand as soon as i had interrupted myself, i am notified that i spent too long typing this and missed my chance to post... a shame, but i chose this and that's my own fault i suppose

good luck if you do, may both of you make peace with it either way

lostsilver wrote:

ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"

for ps!dave: how does mister cresswell like to dance with you?
for ps!bambi: has mister ambrose expressed his love in any particularly theatrical way before?

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"

Achromalia wrote:

lingering about

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"

for ps!expunged: a fond memory of ps!bandu when ze was much younger?
for ps!bandu: do you remember ps!expunged when se was caring for you before the infection? what was something you look back on adoringly about sem?

synthwavesquid wrote:

honestly this is moreso a "i don't want to potentially squander this one good thing so instead i'll keep it in suspense"

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "when ze was little, ze had this obsession with leaves. ze still does to this day. ze loved collecting leaves, and i would help zem collect them. and at one point, i had made this pile of them for zem, and ze got so excited over it! ze jumped into it and started playing in it, and i couldn't help but join in and laugh with zem. it was amazing. (we were with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell by this point. i was extremely curious about earth, so i brought ps!bandu with me so we could explore together. and then we ended up with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell! [our biological parents didn't abuse us, but they didn't really care for us either, so that was another factor on why we decided to go to earth.])"
ps!bandu: "yeah!! se was super confident back then (se still is really confident), while i was super shy... i think what i look back on adoringly about sem is that se was always super bubbly/cheery. of course, seir still bubbly/cheery now, but se likes to keep that side of sem hidden for a mysterious vibe. i love sem lol <3"

synthwavesquid wrote:

yes

Achromalia wrote:

oh mizu returns! neat :)

synthwavesquid wrote:

chat should i necro a bunch of games again

IAMACROBA wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

oh mizu returns! neat :)

how are you doing?

Achromalia wrote:

IAMACROBA wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

oh mizu returns! neat :)

how are you doing?

hi acroba!!!! im ok thank you, im watching funny theatre man vibeo :> :7

:> :7 which beak is better....

IAMACROBA wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

:> :7 which beak is better....

personally, i'm a big fan of :> taking place of one :3 and :7 taking place of one :/

synthwavesquid wrote:

the game

synthwavesquid wrote:

the game

sametdze wrote:

synthwavesquid wrote:

the game

WHY DID YOU REMIND ME AAAAAAAAA

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Achromalia wrote:

awake again

i dreamt of being part of a small community of survivors inside one small house who were mysteriously met with waves of animals adopted as intelligent members of the family, one for each of us, per species. notably this includes black lions and big metres-long lizards that i dont recognize

there were other details (like some odd map overview of where i was before being in the middle of a roadtrip at dusk, and travelling through a bridge with a wheelchair-bound parent of mine and a small dog that seemed to have a short temper, and then some other events followed) but they are disappearing from memory in real time and idk if i want to bother

synthwavesquid wrote:

honestly this is moreso a "i don't want to potentially squander this one good thing so instead i'll keep it in suspense"

ah, understandable

lostsilver wrote:

ps!expunged: "when ze was little, ze had this obsession with leaves. ze still does to this day. ze loved collecting leaves, and i would help zem collect them. and at one point, i had made this pile of them for zem, and ze got so excited over it! ze jumped into it and started playing in it, and i couldn't help but join in and laugh with zem. it was amazing. (we were with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell by this point. i was extremely curious about earth, so i brought ps!bandu with me so we could explore together. and then we ended up with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell! [our biological parents didn't abuse us, but they didn't really care for us either, so that was another factor on why we decided to go to earth.])"
ps!bandu: "yeah!! se was super confident back then (se still is really confident), while i was super shy... i think what i look back on adoringly about sem is that se was always super bubbly/cheery. of course, seir still bubbly/cheery now, but se likes to keep that side of sem hidden for a mysterious vibe. i love sem lol <3"

ooh i see, well, a welcome memory, both of these

for everyone: anything good for dinner? stay hydrateddd :>