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for dave: a memory of a response expunged had to you while they were falling asleep and gently craving affection?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute and music related about bandu."
for bambi: have you heard any music from bandu that was made just for you with all his heart?
dave: "i remember expunged gently laying their head on my shoulder as i was watching tv with cornwall, so i had kissed their forehead to say that i'd be happy to cuddle them. they stared at me for a second after i kissed their forehead, and then they proceeded to kiss my forehead back. it was sweet. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for dave: a memory of a response expunged had to you while they were falling asleep and gently craving affection?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something sleepy/cuddly about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute and music related about bandu."
for bambi: have you heard any music from bandu that was made just for you with all his heart?
bambi: "a few times. i enjoy the short little songs he makes for me. <3"
almosr fell asleep hgfjgj help
not even bc sleepy, its just comfy
for everyone: dinner? water?
not even bc sleepy, its just comfy
for everyone: dinner? water?
i feel that lol ;v;Achromalia wrote:
almosr fell asleep hgfjgj help
not even bc sleepy, its just comfy
for everyone: dinner? water?
dave: "mhm! we've eaten + hydrated!"
bambi: "make sure you do the same."
expunged: "mhm!"
bandu: "aa!! >:3"
ps!dave: "yup! we've eaten and hydrated too!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you eat + hydrate too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaa <3"
holy neck twitch
ow
ow
gonna sleep now,, will see you all tomorrow!!
the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too ^^
the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too ^^
therefore,
kabomb
a feeling that something permanent is actually temporary is quite a unique yet stressful feeling
a feeling that something permanent is actually temporary is quite a unique yet stressful feeling
and then
"we're so sorry your brother passed away, he gets five big booms."IAMACROBA wrote:
5 BIG BOOMS
"BOOM! 😐"
"BOOM! 😐"
"BOOM! 😐"
"BOOM! 😐"
"BOOM! 😐"
oh yeah guys, brand new pengu episode just dropped. the costco guys (AJ and big justice) and i think the other half of santa cruz medicals or something is now apart of the lore
https://files.catbox.moe/xu793x.mp4
developments, developments!sametdze wrote:
oh yeah guys, brand new pengu episode just dropped. the costco guys (AJ and big justice) and i think the other half of santa cruz medicals or something is now apart of the lore
https://files.catbox.moe/xu793x.mp4
explosive joy :)IAMACROBA wrote:
5 BIG BOOMS
explode said joy :3Achromalia wrote:
developments, developments!sametdze wrote:
oh yeah guys, brand new pengu episode just dropped. the costco guys (AJ and big justice) and i think the other half of santa cruz medicals or something is now apart of the lore
https://files.catbox.moe/xu793x.mp4explosive joy :)IAMACROBA wrote:
5 BIG BOOMS
in my case no, but acroba might have been since it seems a little more specificsametdze wrote:
wait so we weren't referring to this
https://www.tiktok.com/@cashclips18/video/7456145223756926254?q=so%20sorry%20to%20hear%20about%20your%20brother%20that%20passed%20away%20he%20gets%205%20big%20booms&t=1736405807541
i just like "boom" and "[explosion noises]" bc absurd humor is fun :)
oh sweet someone else gets that toosynthwavesquid wrote:
holy neck twitch
ow
mmmm sweet and sudden violent neck muscle spasms very tasty
i don't really get it... like at all really (probably experienced it before but quite a while ago), but jesus it felt like my body was trying to snap a vertabrae :VAchromalia wrote:
oh sweet someone else gets that toosynthwavesquid wrote:
holy neck twitch
ow
mmmm sweet and sudden violent neck muscle spasms very tasty
it's the spice of life, you get a free 0.7 seconds of your body pulling a little practical joke on you, two or three times per year
...why or how that happens, i don't know, but the triggers seem to be awfully subtle. usually it's when i tilt my head gently at the wrong time and at the wrong angle in a very nondescript way, but the real cause is not something i can anticipate beyond expecting that it will happen within six months and accepting it
it never seems to come with anything else, it never seems to signal a clear medical problem
just a very weird and interesting event. i still like the thought of it being the meat-body having a limited time to actively try and jumpscare you and throw you into fight-or-flight mode
...why or how that happens, i don't know, but the triggers seem to be awfully subtle. usually it's when i tilt my head gently at the wrong time and at the wrong angle in a very nondescript way, but the real cause is not something i can anticipate beyond expecting that it will happen within six months and accepting it
it never seems to come with anything else, it never seems to signal a clear medical problem
just a very weird and interesting event. i still like the thought of it being the meat-body having a limited time to actively try and jumpscare you and throw you into fight-or-flight mode
agh
fear of judgement
fear of failure
reminded that i am not alone in this
fear of judgement
fear of failure
reminded that i am not alone in this
hovering beside a notion of peace
pensive about perspective
pensive about perspective
murder
oirder
reading comfortably
a child was allowed online unsupervised. this is what happened to their brain
ah the wacky world of the internet
bold and vast and freaky
bold and vast and freaky
Ah yes.
oh,, shoot i didnt realize my post wasnt the last one
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too :>
hopefully i can draw some more today lol,,
hopefully i can draw some more today lol,,
good morning, welcome everyone! just a minute
for everyone: oh! qna queue!! :D
for everyone: oh! qna queue!! :D
hii!!Achromalia wrote:
good morning, welcome everyone! just a minute
for everyone: oh! qna queue!! :D
dave: "give me something silly about cornwall. :)"
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about haywood. :]"
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
My Bacteria, called PAX-12, just wiped out the world in 719 days!
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http://www.ndemiccreations.com/en/25-plague-inc-evolved
for dave: another meme! maybe another meme you've shared with mister cornwall, except he took it and improvised on it and it was really funny for you and you thought it was adorable? sorry i got ahead of myself there im kinda out of itlostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about cornwall. :)"
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about haywood. :]"
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for bambi: a really... genuinely lovely thing you've heard from mister haywood that made you just want to dote on him even more?
sorry was away from laptop hi :>Achromalia wrote:
for dave: another meme! maybe another meme you've shared with mister cornwall, except he took it and improvised on it and it was really funny for you and you thought it was adorable? sorry i got ahead of myself there im kinda out of itlostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about cornwall. :)"
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about haywood. :]"
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for bambi: a really... genuinely lovely thing you've heard from mister haywood that made you just want to dote on him even more?
dave: "oh, you're fine, my dear! i had showed him some sort of music meme, and he decided to record his own version of it with him actually playing + singing the song! it was so adorable, but so goofy at the same time! <3"
bambi: "at one point while we were laying down together, he had just... sunk into me. i looked to see him smiling, and then he noticed me looking at him and smiled wider. he then said 'you know... i feel like i can actually be me when i'm with you. you make me feel like i'm good enough. i know i've said this already, but you're one of the best people i've ever met, cornwall. don't forget that, okay?' and i just... hugged him tighter. i said 'i feel the same way, haywood. i'm glad i can be here to support you through everything we've been through. i love you.' it genuinely made me tear up a little. <3"
the unconditional reassurance they give each otherrrlostsilver wrote:
sorry was away from laptop hi :>
dave: "oh, you're fine, my dear! i had showed him some sort of music meme, and he decided to record his own version of it with him actually playing + singing the song! it was so adorable, but so goofy at the same time! <3"
bambi: "at one point while we were laying down together, he had just... sunk into me. i looked to see him smiling, and then he noticed me looking at him and smiled wider. he then said 'you know... i feel like i can actually be me when i'm with you. you make me feel like i'm good enough. i know i've said this already, but you're one of the best people i've ever met, cornwall. don't forget that, okay?' and i just... hugged him tighter. i said 'i feel the same way, haywood. i'm glad i can be here to support you through everything we've been through. i love you.' it genuinely made me tear up a little. <3"
its a regular occurrence but just, they have to express it, and they do so knowing its always welcome <3
for everyone: nutrition and hydration check!! hopefully everyone has been ok ^^
<3Achromalia wrote:
the unconditional reassurance they give each otherrrlostsilver wrote:
sorry was away from laptop hi :>
dave: "oh, you're fine, my dear! i had showed him some sort of music meme, and he decided to record his own version of it with him actually playing + singing the song! it was so adorable, but so goofy at the same time! <3"
bambi: "at one point while we were laying down together, he had just... sunk into me. i looked to see him smiling, and then he noticed me looking at him and smiled wider. he then said 'you know... i feel like i can actually be me when i'm with you. you make me feel like i'm good enough. i know i've said this already, but you're one of the best people i've ever met, cornwall. don't forget that, okay?' and i just... hugged him tighter. i said 'i feel the same way, haywood. i'm glad i can be here to support you through everything we've been through. i love you.' it genuinely made me tear up a little. <3"
its a regular occurrence but just, they have to express it, and they do so knowing its always welcome <3
for everyone: nutrition and hydration check!! hopefully everyone has been ok ^^
dave: "we've eaten and hydrated!"
bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate too."
expunged: "my stomach hurts a little but it's okay ^^"
bandu: "aaa!! :3"
ps!dave: "we've eaten + hydrated too!"
ps!bambi: "make sure you do the same."
ps!expunged: "i feel decent. i have a little bit of a headache, but it'll pass."
ps!bandu: "i got sick in the middle of the night, but i'm okay now!! had to take a nap earlier bc of where i woke up so early... but it's okay, i'm okay!!"
Cute.
i fell asleep a bit;;
for everyone: medication check?
for everyone: medication check?
welcome back!!Achromalia wrote:
i fell asleep a bit;;
for everyone: medication check?
dave: "bambi and i haven't had to take anything yet."
bambi: "the kids have taken their meds though."
expunged: "pain meds yippee"
bandu: "took my ritalin!!"
ps!dave: "cresswell and i haven't had to take any medication yet."
ps!bambi: "the kids have taken their meds, so don't worry."
ps!expunged: "i took some pain meds earlier."
ps!bandu: "just took my ritalin + some pain meds!!"
sleepy ps!bandu doodle <3
but wait! there's more!
the sleep paralysis demons got him before he could reply
unfortunate. me and my sleep paralysis demons are having a tea party and we each brought our own tuouy
do you and your sleep paralysis demons want to join us
yes
im fell aleeps
im a little late for it but still,
for everyone: anything good for lunch? have y'all had any water? and if you've been working, just be sure to have a nice break from time to time :)
peaceful and comfortable ^^lostsilver wrote:
sleepy ps!bandu doodle <3
im a little late for it but still,
for everyone: anything good for lunch? have y'all had any water? and if you've been working, just be sure to have a nice break from time to time :)
ze is a little purr-fect bean,, <3Achromalia wrote:
im fell aleepspeaceful and comfortable ^^lostsilver wrote:
sleepy ps!bandu doodle <3
im a little late for it but still,
for everyone: anything good for lunch? have y'all had any water? and if you've been working, just be sure to have a nice break from time to time :)
dave: "we had pasta for lunch. ^^"
bambi: "we've all hydrated too."
expunged: "we're all feeling well too!! we hope you've eaten + hydrated + tended to yourself too ^^"
bandu: "yeah!!"
ps!dave: "we had pepperoni rolls for lunch!"
ps!bambi: "we've hydrated too."
ps!expunged: "we're all feeling well too. make sure you eat, hydrate, and take breaks/tend to yourself too. ^^"
ps!bandu: "mhm!!"
another sleepy ps!bandu doodle :)
<3lostsilver wrote:
another sleepy ps!bandu doodle :)
for expunged: a memory of bandu just somehow knowing you were feeling cuddly and being there to cuddle with you first?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for bandu: a memory of listening to something with ex and being calmed by it, then watching ex try to do something to make you more cozy in a way you thought was sweet enough to comment on?
ze is precious and we must protect zem at all costs <3Achromalia wrote:
<3lostsilver wrote:
another sleepy ps!bandu doodle :)
expunged: "at one point when i wasn't feeling well, i had tried to go to him for comfort, only for him to softly hug me... it's like he knew i wasn't feeling well. i had gently wrapped my arms around him, and then he took me to the couch and sat with me + cuddled me for a while. it was super sweet <3"Achromalia wrote:
for expunged: a memory of bandu just somehow knowing you were feeling cuddly and being there to cuddle with you first?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cuddly about bandu ^^"
bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute about ex!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for bandu: a memory of listening to something with ex and being calmed by it, then watching ex try to do something to make you more cozy in a way you thought was sweet enough to comment on?
bandu: "we were listening to songs that calm them, and it was so relaxing that it started making me sleepy,, they noticed this and tucked me in as softly as they could, so i looked at them and smiled. i said 'you really didn't have to tuck me in, ex...' and they said 'i know, but i wanted to ^^' hehe,, i thanked them for tucking me in, and they fell asleep with me with the music still playing softly in the background... <3"
person i should talk to... but what if go wrong? what if only reinforce negativistic expectations? what if left more spiteful and jaded? what if better to live in blissful ignorance?
[hitting you with a comically large hammer] yay!!! yippee!!!! avoidance!!!
i... suppose it would be hard to say beyond pattern recognition and intuiting from behaviors general to various subgroups of humans and from behaviors specific to the person that can be extrapolated from and imported to your contexts
whether this (or any) response was really sought, i dont know (and i imagine people sometimes just habitually tend toward thinking aloud in a rhetorical tone), but
--i suddenly doubt any of this is useful or necessarily warranted from me, aaaaand as soon as i had interrupted myself, i am notified that i spent too long typing this and missed my chance to post... a shame, but i chose this and that's my own fault i suppose
good luck if you do, may both of you make peace with it either way
for ps!bambi: has mister ambrose expressed his love in any particularly theatrical way before?
whether this (or any) response was really sought, i dont know (and i imagine people sometimes just habitually tend toward thinking aloud in a rhetorical tone), but
depending on priorities...
as far as what i would guess from my second opinion, blissful ignorance may allow a relationship to cool-- not necessarily to be sustained, but simply to let it remain irrelevant from the immediate present beyond mere memory, which a person can digest on their own when they have the space/time to. or in another scenario, it may instead deprive someone of resolution or closure that may have been possible through dialogue and clarity and reconciliation, but this may only be comparably relevant in more specific cases
i imagine there could be a blissful ignorance moreso derived from conclusions either of you may develop/crystallize/calcify in mind about relevant categories of people generally as a result of this relationship, in which case i believe that's probably something that either is likely to eventually be substantiated anyway to some extent (by you through further interaction, if about people in general with relevant qualities and their reactions to you) or is something that would hopefully be able to at least be an impression/conclusion localized only to you if it must result that way (by them, if the relevant qualities are specific mostly/only to you, unless this is also considering), but of course the impact of events in general is tricky to anticipate and some things may be lasting while other things aren't (for either of you)
the probability of spite and jadedness, i'm not really sure how it would arise, and so in lacking context and familiarity with how people respond to whatever characteristics might be related to these interactions, that can't really be something i could speak for yet. if it's something that realistically/historically motivates active/direct spite or jaded perspectives as a normatively recurring human experience, then... well, i can't define what quallfies for that but i imagine you would have your own associations with whatever variety of consequences may exist from that. "more [spiteful/jaded]" seems to imply there already is a history of complication, and if you have history to read from, then my uninformed speculation will probably be a bit obsolete at an individual level
negativistic expectations... while i could hope that there's some way to clarify and negotiate the details of whatever might be a problem to someone else, that's hard to--
i imagine there could be a blissful ignorance moreso derived from conclusions either of you may develop/crystallize/calcify in mind about relevant categories of people generally as a result of this relationship, in which case i believe that's probably something that either is likely to eventually be substantiated anyway to some extent (by you through further interaction, if about people in general with relevant qualities and their reactions to you) or is something that would hopefully be able to at least be an impression/conclusion localized only to you if it must result that way (by them, if the relevant qualities are specific mostly/only to you, unless this is also considering), but of course the impact of events in general is tricky to anticipate and some things may be lasting while other things aren't (for either of you)
the probability of spite and jadedness, i'm not really sure how it would arise, and so in lacking context and familiarity with how people respond to whatever characteristics might be related to these interactions, that can't really be something i could speak for yet. if it's something that realistically/historically motivates active/direct spite or jaded perspectives as a normatively recurring human experience, then... well, i can't define what quallfies for that but i imagine you would have your own associations with whatever variety of consequences may exist from that. "more [spiteful/jaded]" seems to imply there already is a history of complication, and if you have history to read from, then my uninformed speculation will probably be a bit obsolete at an individual level
negativistic expectations... while i could hope that there's some way to clarify and negotiate the details of whatever might be a problem to someone else, that's hard to--
--i suddenly doubt any of this is useful or necessarily warranted from me, aaaaand as soon as i had interrupted myself, i am notified that i spent too long typing this and missed my chance to post... a shame, but i chose this and that's my own fault i suppose
good luck if you do, may both of you make peace with it either way
for ps!dave: how does mister cresswell like to dance with you?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bambi: has mister ambrose expressed his love in any particularly theatrical way before?
ps!dave: "he really enjoys doing tango moves. i love it too, haha! <3"Achromalia wrote:
i... suppose it would be hard to say beyond pattern recognition and intuiting from behaviors general to various subgroups of humans and from behaviors specific to the person that can be extrapolated from and imported to your contexts
whether this (or any) response was really sought, i dont know (and i imagine people sometimes just habitually tend toward thinking aloud in a rhetorical tone), butdepending on priorities...as far as what i would guess from my second opinion, blissful ignorance may allow a relationship to cool-- not necessarily to be sustained, but simply to let it remain irrelevant from the immediate present beyond mere memory, which a person can digest on their own when they have the space/time to. or in another scenario, it may instead deprive someone of resolution or closure that may have been possible through dialogue and clarity and reconciliation, but this may only be comparably relevant in more specific cases
i imagine there could be a blissful ignorance moreso derived from conclusions either of you may develop/crystallize/calcify in mind about relevant categories of people generally as a result of this relationship, in which case i believe that's probably something that either is likely to eventually be substantiated anyway to some extent (by you through further interaction, if about people in general with relevant qualities and their reactions to you) or is something that would hopefully be able to at least be an impression/conclusion localized only to you if it must result that way (by them, if the relevant qualities are specific mostly/only to you, unless this is also considering), but of course the impact of events in general is tricky to anticipate and some things may be lasting while other things aren't (for either of you)
the probability of spite and jadedness, i'm not really sure how it would arise, and so in lacking context and familiarity with how people respond to whatever characteristics might be related to these interactions, that can't really be something i could speak for yet. if it's something that realistically/historically motivates active/direct spite or jaded perspectives as a normatively recurring human experience, then... well, i can't define what quallfies for that but i imagine you would have your own associations with whatever variety of consequences may exist from that. "more [spiteful/jaded]" seems to imply there already is a history of complication, and if you have history to read from, then my uninformed speculation will probably be a bit obsolete at an individual level
negativistic expectations... while i could hope that there's some way to clarify and negotiate the details of whatever might be a problem to someone else, that's hard to--
--i suddenly doubt any of this is useful or necessarily warranted from me, aaaaand as soon as i had interrupted myself, i am notified that i spent too long typing this and missed my chance to post... a shame, but i chose this and that's my own fault i suppose
good luck if you do, may both of you make peace with it either wayfor ps!dave: how does mister cresswell like to dance with you?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bambi: has mister ambrose expressed his love in any particularly theatrical way before?
ps!bambi: "yes. he'll be like... overly dramatic, and i absolutely love it. <3"
lingering about
for ps!bandu: do you remember ps!expunged when se was caring for you before the infection? what was something you look back on adoringly about sem?
for ps!expunged: a fond memory of ps!bandu when ze was much younger?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: do you remember ps!expunged when se was caring for you before the infection? what was something you look back on adoringly about sem?
ps!expunged: "when ze was little, ze had this obsession with leaves. ze still does to this day. ze loved collecting leaves, and i would help zem collect them. and at one point, i had made this pile of them for zem, and ze got so excited over it! ze jumped into it and started playing in it, and i couldn't help but join in and laugh with zem. it was amazing. (we were with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell by this point. i was extremely curious about earth, so i brought ps!bandu with me so we could explore together. and then we ended up with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell! [our biological parents didn't abuse us, but they didn't really care for us either, so that was another factor on why we decided to go to earth.])"Achromalia wrote:
lingering aboutfor ps!expunged: a fond memory of ps!bandu when ze was much younger?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: do you remember ps!expunged when se was caring for you before the infection? what was something you look back on adoringly about sem?
ps!bandu: "yeah!! se was super confident back then (se still is really confident), while i was super shy... i think what i look back on adoringly about sem is that se was always super bubbly/cheery. of course, seir still bubbly/cheery now, but se likes to keep that side of sem hidden for a mysterious vibe. i love sem lol <3"
Achromalia wrote:
i... suppose it would be hard to say beyond pattern recognition and intuiting from behaviors general to various subgroups of humans and from behaviors specific to the person that can be extrapolated from and imported to your contexts
whether this (or any) response was really sought, i dont know (and i imagine people sometimes just habitually tend toward thinking aloud in a rhetorical tone), butdepending on priorities...as far as what i would guess from my second opinion, blissful ignorance may allow a relationship to cool-- not necessarily to be sustained, but simply to let it remain irrelevant from the immediate present beyond mere memory, which a person can digest on their own when they have the space/time to. or in another scenario, it may instead deprive someone of resolution or closure that may have been possible through dialogue and clarity and reconciliation, but this may only be comparably relevant in more specific cases
i imagine there could be a blissful ignorance moreso derived from conclusions either of you may develop/crystallize/calcify in mind about relevant categories of people generally as a result of this relationship, in which case i believe that's probably something that either is likely to eventually be substantiated anyway to some extent (by you through further interaction, if about people in general with relevant qualities and their reactions to you) or is something that would hopefully be able to at least be an impression/conclusion localized only to you if it must result that way (by them, if the relevant qualities are specific mostly/only to you, unless this is also considering), but of course the impact of events in general is tricky to anticipate and some things may be lasting while other things aren't (for either of you)
the probability of spite and jadedness, i'm not really sure how it would arise, and so in lacking context and familiarity with how people respond to whatever characteristics might be related to these interactions, that can't really be something i could speak for yet. if it's something that realistically/historically motivates active/direct spite or jaded perspectives as a normatively recurring human experience, then... well, i can't define what quallfies for that but i imagine you would have your own associations with whatever variety of consequences may exist from that. "more [spiteful/jaded]" seems to imply there already is a history of complication, and if you have history to read from, then my uninformed speculation will probably be a bit obsolete at an individual level
negativistic expectations... while i could hope that there's some way to clarify and negotiate the details of whatever might be a problem to someone else, that's hard to--
--i suddenly doubt any of this is useful or necessarily warranted from me, aaaaand as soon as i had interrupted myself, i am notified that i spent too long typing this and missed my chance to post... a shame, but i chose this and that's my own fault i suppose
good luck if you do, may both of you make peace with it either wayfor ps!dave: how does mister cresswell like to dance with you?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' silly about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cute about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bambi: has mister ambrose expressed his love in any particularly theatrical way before?
honestly this is moreso a "i don't want to potentially squander this one good thing so instead i'll keep it in suspense"
awake again
i dreamt of being part of a small community of survivors inside one small house who were mysteriously met with waves of animals adopted as intelligent members of the family, one for each of us, per species. notably this includes black lions and big metres-long lizards that i dont recognize
there were other details (like some odd map overview of where i was before being in the middle of a roadtrip at dusk, and travelling through a bridge with a wheelchair-bound parent of mine and a small dog that seemed to have a short temper, and then some other events followed) but they are disappearing from memory in real time and idk if i want to bother
for everyone: anything good for dinner? stay hydrateddd :>
i dreamt of being part of a small community of survivors inside one small house who were mysteriously met with waves of animals adopted as intelligent members of the family, one for each of us, per species. notably this includes black lions and big metres-long lizards that i dont recognize
there were other details (like some odd map overview of where i was before being in the middle of a roadtrip at dusk, and travelling through a bridge with a wheelchair-bound parent of mine and a small dog that seemed to have a short temper, and then some other events followed) but they are disappearing from memory in real time and idk if i want to bother
ah, understandablesynthwavesquid wrote:
honestly this is moreso a "i don't want to potentially squander this one good thing so instead i'll keep it in suspense"
ooh i see, well, a welcome memory, both of theselostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "when ze was little, ze had this obsession with leaves. ze still does to this day. ze loved collecting leaves, and i would help zem collect them. and at one point, i had made this pile of them for zem, and ze got so excited over it! ze jumped into it and started playing in it, and i couldn't help but join in and laugh with zem. it was amazing. (we were with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell by this point. i was extremely curious about earth, so i brought ps!bandu with me so we could explore together. and then we ended up with mr. ambrose and mr. cresswell! [our biological parents didn't abuse us, but they didn't really care for us either, so that was another factor on why we decided to go to earth.])"
ps!bandu: "yeah!! se was super confident back then (se still is really confident), while i was super shy... i think what i look back on adoringly about sem is that se was always super bubbly/cheery. of course, seir still bubbly/cheery now, but se likes to keep that side of sem hidden for a mysterious vibe. i love sem lol <3"
for everyone: anything good for dinner? stay hydrateddd :>
oh mizu returns! neat :)