thinking a lot :(
disillusionment, and the people who are "kind" to you as an exchange for something else they want to hear. fearing the possibility that maybe youre not crazy for thinking something is wrong, when youre with the people who cause that pit of fear and you feel how it swallows your words whole and you feel how you soon speak words that arent yours. watching, hoping that someone isnt angry with you, that the people you want to trust wont be angry with you for being afraid of someone they want to believe would be different
how do we heal, how do we protect each other?
when can we hope for them to learn, where do we go if they dont?
what will mend the pain inflicted behind those gated walls?
what if that source was never given an excuse for what they do?
what do we do now, what will we do then?
for everyone: feed your bodies and your minds and your hearts, there is a lot more life to live <3
disillusionment, and the people who are "kind" to you as an exchange for something else they want to hear. fearing the possibility that maybe youre not crazy for thinking something is wrong, when youre with the people who cause that pit of fear and you feel how it swallows your words whole and you feel how you soon speak words that arent yours. watching, hoping that someone isnt angry with you, that the people you want to trust wont be angry with you for being afraid of someone they want to believe would be different
how do we heal, how do we protect each other?
when can we hope for them to learn, where do we go if they dont?
what will mend the pain inflicted behind those gated walls?
what if that source was never given an excuse for what they do?
what do we do now, what will we do then?
for everyone: feed your bodies and your minds and your hearts, there is a lot more life to live <3