Achromalia wrote:

waking up from mysterious dreams...

Achromalia wrote:

almost went back to sleep;; hi lostie o/

and i sorta get it w the ps!bandu explanation :>

for everyone: Consume Luncheon, Imbibe Refreshments

lostsilver wrote:

gonna play gmod prop hunt with a friend!! will post when i return <3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

gonna play gmod prop hunt with a friend!! will post when i return <3

mhmm, have funnn!

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

gonna play gmod prop hunt with a friend!! will post when i return <3

mhmm, have funnn!

they're trying to see if we can change playermodels, but we did play one match!! we'll probably play a bunch more bc prop hunt's really fun lol <3

lostsilver wrote:

aww,, i love this alot,, and new achro pfp!! :D

lostsilver wrote:

edit: ok hi again!! that friend wanted to play another game but idk if im ready for that yet,, playing prop hunt literally made me cry laughing lol--

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

gonna play gmod prop hunt with a friend!! will post when i return <3

mhmm, have funnn!

they're trying to see if we can change playermodels, but we did play one match!! we'll probably play a bunch more bc prop hunt's really fun lol <3

i bet it is! i remember it from a looong time ago and it always seemed so funny whenever i watched people play it! enjoy <3

lostsilver wrote:

aww,, i love this alot,, and new achro pfp!! :D

(and tysm!! he has been one of my greatest original comfort characters for the longest time ngl)

lostsilver wrote:

edit: ok hi again!! that friend wanted to play another game but idk if im ready for that yet,, playing prop hunt literally made me cry laughing lol--

oh!! i didnt see this, but YEAHHH that sounded like a wonderful time ^^ definitely save some time to collect yourselves tho, breaks are great!

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "gimme somethin' silly/cute about dave and ex."
expunged: "give me something baking related about mr. haywood :>"
bandu: "gimme something cooking related about bambi!!"

ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about the bandellos."
ps!expunged: "give me something food related about ps!bandu. ^^"
ps!bandu: "gimme something baking related about ps!ex!! <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "gimme somethin' silly/cute about dave and ex."
expunged: "give me something baking related about mr. haywood :>"
bandu: "gimme something cooking related about bambi!!"

ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about the bandellos."
ps!expunged: "give me something food related about ps!bandu. ^^"
ps!bandu: "gimme something baking related about ps!ex!! <3"

oop,, lets see...

for bandu: did bambi ever recommend any cooking recipes for you to try? what was the hardest recipe to get right?
for ps!bandu: what was one of your earliest memories of baking with ps!ex?

lostsilver wrote:

i have returned hi!!

bandu: "mhm!! the homemade pizza he makes <3 it was the hardest one for me to get right, but i eventually got it!! even if i struggled alot with it :'3"
ps!bandu: "a few months ago!! we were trying to make cookies i think, and i didn't know what i was doing,, i kept asking questions and apologizing for asking so many questions, and ps!ex helped and told me that it was okay to ask so many questions bc i was really new to it :> it was super fun tho!!"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i have returned hi!!

bandu: "mhm!! the homemade pizza he makes <3 it was the hardest one for me to get right, but i eventually got it!! even if i struggled alot with it :'3"
ps!bandu: "a few months ago!! we were trying to make cookies i think, and i didn't know what i was doing,, i kept asking questions and apologizing for asking so many questions, and ps!ex helped and told me that it was okay to ask so many questions bc i was really new to it :> it was super fun tho!!"

welcome o/

these seem fun... asking questions is very natural and welcomed when youre learning <3

hmm,, im trying to save some photos i took and pick out the ones i liked most, its a little messy because there are so many;;

reffty_gag wrote:

imbackasalways

oranges, peach, pears, plums, syringes

Achromalia wrote:

syringes o.o

sorry im late, making and cooking food

reffty_gag wrote:

kate bush.....

Achromalia wrote:

good morning lostie!! sunrise...

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "gimme somethin' silly/cute about dave and ex."
expunged: "give me something baking related about mr. haywood :>"

ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about the bandellos."
ps!expunged: "give me something food related about ps!bandu. ^^"

Achromalia wrote:

i feel that :') art is hard and ideas and visions leave so fast before you even decide

cold... i didnt draw anything after all :(

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "gimme somethin' silly/cute about dave and ex."
expunged: "give me something baking related about mr. haywood :>"

ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about the bandellos."
ps!expunged: "give me something food related about ps!bandu. ^^"

for expunged: what did mister haywood enjoy most out of the various goods youve baked?
for ps!expunged: is there anything ps!bandu doesnt like eating?

lostsilver wrote:

ikr?? urrrghh

expunged: "pecan + coconut cupcakes!! he really liked them when i made them! i'll make them again in a few days <3 i had mixed coconut into the batter and mr. haywood really loved it, so i'll do that everytime i make them!! (mr. haywood really likes coconut and pecans so i think that's why he liked them so much hehe)"
ps!expunged: "ze will eat basically anything, but i have noticed that ze isn't very fond of tomatoes. ze says it's the taste + texture of them. i can understand it, though. ze also doesn't really like when things are liquid-y but chunky at the same time either."

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

ikr?? urrrghh

expunged: "pecan + coconut cupcakes!! he really liked them when i made them! i'll make them again in a few days <3 i had mixed coconut into the batter and mr. haywood really loved it, so i'll do that everytime i make them!! (mr. haywood really likes coconut and pecans so i think that's why he liked them so much hehe)"
ps!expunged: "ze will eat basically anything, but i have noticed that ze isn't very fond of tomatoes. ze says it's the taste + texture of them. i can understand it, though. ze also doesn't really like when things are liquid-y but chunky at the same time either."

yeahhgh x'p

pecans!!! i remember them in pie but baking cupcakes with them sounds so good too... understandable problems with texture and taste :c

for everyone: is there any medication to take during this time of day? water helps there too <3

Achromalia wrote:

sleepy again... idk if im gonna still be here...

but for now,

for everyone: what do you all plan to have for lunch?

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "gimme somethin' silly/cute about dave and ex."

ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about the bandellos."

Achromalia wrote:

hiii ty ^^ im up now yay

lostsilver wrote:

bambi: "gimme somethin' silly/cute about dave and ex."

ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about the bandellos."

for bambi: were there any funny or adorable surprises you helped dave set up for ex? how did ex respond?
for ps!bambi: when checking on the bandellos, do you sometimes end up cuddled-up with them because you felt they needed comfort?

Achromalia wrote:

reading... lots of browsing and reading and music <3

for everyone: qna queue?

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something goofy about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' sweet about ex."
expunged: "give me something sleepy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful about dave!!"

ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood and cornwall."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' playful 'bout the ashbluffs."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/silly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy and goofy about ps!ex!! ^^"

Achromalia wrote:

distracted...

lostsilver wrote:

dave: "give me something goofy about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' sweet about ex."
expunged: "give me something sleepy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful about dave!!"

ps!dave: "give me something silly about haywood and cornwall."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' playful 'bout the ashbluffs."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/silly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy and goofy about ps!ex!! ^^"

for dave: are there any songs bandu likes to sing on roadtrips? do you all sing together?
for bambi: were there any fictional characters you and ex relate to? do you and ex talk a lot about the media you like as bonding moments?

Achromalia wrote:

thinking a lot :(

disillusionment, and the people who are "kind" to you as an exchange for something else they want to hear. fearing the possibility that maybe youre not crazy for thinking something is wrong, when youre with the people who cause that pit of fear and you feel how it swallows your words whole and you feel how you soon speak words that arent yours. watching, hoping that someone isnt angry with you, that the people you want to trust wont be angry with you for being afraid of someone they want to believe would be different

how do we heal, how do we protect each other?
when can we hope for them learn, where can we go if they dont?
what will mend the pain inflicted behind those gated walls?
what if that source was never given an excuse for what they do?
where do we go now?

for everyone: feed your bodies and your minds and your hearts, there is a lot more life to live <3

reffty_gag wrote:

imbackasalways

lostsilver wrote:

i see... i hope you're okay :<

dave: "mhm! we just made dinner. we all hope you're okay, dear."
bambi: "things will get better. :]"
expunged: "we'll all be cheering for you!!"
bandu: "mhm!! anything to hopefully help you cheer up! even if it's only a little <3"

ps!dave: "yup! we just made dinner aswell! like the ashwood-cornbluffs said, we all hope you're alright, my dear."
ps!bambi: "mhm. <3"
ps!expunged: "we'll be here by your side as little spirits, ruffling your hair and rooting for you when things get tough. <3"
ps!bandu: "yeah! <3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i see... i hope you're okay :<

dave: "mhm! we just made dinner. we all hope you're okay, dear."
bambi: "things will get better. :]"
expunged: "we'll all be cheering for you!!"
bandu: "mhm!! anything to hopefully help you cheer up! even if it's only a little <3"

ps!dave: "yup! we just made dinner aswell! like the ashwood-cornbluffs said, we all hope you're alright, my dear."
ps!bambi: "mhm. <3"
ps!expunged: "we'll be here by your side as little spirits, ruffling your hair and rooting for you when things get tough. <3"
ps!bandu: "yeah! <3"

mmnn im sorry, i dont mean myself and i should have been clear about that, nothing happened to me im just reading a lot and worrying

i do wanna say, if questions or thoughts like those ever reveal something in the future about what youll see from people, then let yourself care for yourself, and be careful who you care for and invest your life into, look closely when something feels wrong and pause for some time before ever being guilted away from your own surety of safety

...idk, people are scary sometimes, and sometimes others are ok, but it can be hard to know who will do what, and it is harder to stop and breathe when youve been holding your tongue in your throat...

at the same time, being in fear forever is not a kind way to live, so we learn what we can and do what we can, we see what we can and we tell of what we saw, and then maybe someone will know what we mean and have been there and done that so you can be there living and do that well

...or something like that;;

and here's really all i have of progress today X'P