Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

yeah... :<
i seem to only remember if a dream had someone i knew/loved/idolized in them... like one time, i had a dream about meeting billie joe armstrong, and when i woke up i was so sad because he's my idol and i didn't want the dream to end :(

but anyways...

the birthday drawing is done!!

happy birthday bandu ashbluff and bandu bandello!! <3

dave and bambi: "happy birthday, bandu. <3"
expunged: "happy birthday banban!! <3"
ps!dave and ps!bambi: "happy birthday, buddy. <3"
ps!expunged: "happy birthday, kiddo! <3"

yeah that makes sense, im sorry those dreams keep ending like that though, that does sound sad :(

i dont have the same thing bc i never really had real-life idols in the same way pop-culture idols exist for people, but i think it might be close... for me, its old childhood friends and teachers i used to know/love, i have dreams of reuniting with them or watching them move on and have happy lives with other friends, or we maybe meet and resolve old thoughts and feelings i dreamed of, and i always miss them a lot when i wake up ;v;

sometimes its more like, old nostalgic places, too... which makes it even more sweet and even more sad

the way i attach to people is so weird for me, its like it doesnt make up its mind? i care so much in my dreams but in real life its hard to think/feel things about them clearly;;

anyway, i love the ambwell designs, specifically mister ambrose...!! confetti in the hair though oh no x'p

hopefully bandu of the ashbluffs will have a wonderful birthday <3

Achromalia wrote:

for dave: were there any times where you would share old photos of the ashbluffs with them and reminisce together?
for bambi: whats something ex and bandu roped you into recently?

qna queue:

expunged: "give me something cuddly/comfy about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something playful/goofy about bambi!! >:3"

Achromalia wrote:

sgh im falling asleep, but i did eat a couple hours ago ^^;;

Achromalia wrote:

awake again! good luck on the doodles...!

growling makes sense, at least as a general premise of feral behavior, and i think its interesting too ^^

Achromalia wrote:

mm, thats also fair...

for everyone: stay hydrated! hopefully dinner will be a hearty and filling meal :>

Achromalia wrote:

i see...

(getting food now)

lots of thoughts that wont form clearly. lots of sadness that i try to savor from myself, bittersweet feelings and nostalgia for lives and experiences i never had, for people i've never been. i wish my personality was a little more adaptable, and a lot more varied. i wish i could sincerely experience and express things the way others do, and although i do try to appreciate my own experiences and expressions... they dont seem to surface very easily, and theyre usually so hazy and foggy... after all, most of my experience is that of watching other people and loving them through that

it doesnt really make for a good individual life of my own, though...

but i guess i never wanted the one i had anyway

ps!bandu and ps!ex playing with the toy ps!bambi got zem <3

lostsilver wrote:

i see... i hope things get better... you'll get through this, we believe in you <3

also, to (hopefully) make you feel better!!

ps!bandu and ps!ex playing with the toy ps!bambi got zem <3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i see... i hope things get better... you'll get through this, we believe in you <3

also, to (hopefully) make you feel better!!

ps!bandu and ps!ex playing with the toy ps!bambi got zem <3

those teeth must be super strong! o-o;;

very precious moments :)

i appreciate the thought/sentiment a lot, thank you, it doesnt exactly change anything but... it usually feels good to cherish more joy and indulgence from other people <3

Achromalia wrote:

waking up, hungry, in pain

Achromalia wrote:

falling asleep whhyhyy

good morning lostie, goodnight nicnock

(goodbye world? idk i dont remember)

lostsilver wrote:

hi :3 im doodling right now <3

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

hi :3 im doodling right now <3

awake!! good luckkk

for everyone: food and water today?

Achromalia wrote:

for expunged: what's a time when you were so cuddly that you would never let go of mister haywood? how did he respond?
for bandu: do you have any memories of what it was like to play with bambi when you were younger?

Achromalia wrote:

i forgot... i was too late :')

for everyone: qna queue?

Achromalia wrote:

its cold.... ahhgh

for ps!dave: if you and expunged ashbluff were both playing charades, who do you think would be most likely to guess each word/prompt correctly on average?
for ps!bambi: is there anything bandu ashbluff did that amused you recently?

qna queue:

dave: "give me something silly/cuddly about bandu and bambi."
bambi: "give me somethin' funny/comfy 'bout dave and ex."
expunged: "give me something silly about mr. haywood and mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something cuddly about dave and bambi!!"

ps!expunged: "give me something silly/cuddly about ps!bandu. <3"
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/confy about ps!ex!! <3"

lostsilver wrote:

i feel that honestly,, :<
also, i almost full combo'd hai yorokonde (hard chart) in taiko rhythm festival for switch!!

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i feel that honestly,, :<
also, i almost full combo'd hai yorokonde (hard chart) in taiko rhythm festival for switch!!

i see! you're almost there!! i hope you'll make it and be able to celebrate <3

getting food... i dont really seem to have anything clear in mind lately

Achromalia wrote:

for expunged: was there anything your dads tried to do for you that accidentally turned into a funny but chaotic mess?
for bandu: is there anything different that you notice about cuddling with your dads compared to how it was like when you were younger?

qna queue:

dave: "give me something silly/cuddly about bandu and bambi."
bambi: "give me somethin' funny/comfy 'bout dave and ex."

ps!expunged: "give me something silly/cuddly about ps!bandu. <3"
ps!bandu: "gimme something sweet/confy about ps!ex!! <3"

Achromalia wrote:

for everyone: dinner? ^^

Achromalia wrote:

for ps!expunged: what would be one of the hardest times you've laughed while cuddling with ps!bandu?
for ps!bandu: is there anything ps!ex recently said to you while hugging you that made you want to never let go?

qna queue:

dave: "give me something silly/cuddly about bandu and bambi."
bambi: "give me somethin' funny/comfy 'bout dave and ex."