This guys is criticizing one me BTW. The only main reason I talk about osu so much to him is because it's kind of how I got to know him. One thing I will say is that I don't fanboy over everything though. Yes, he has told me time and time again and I've toned down a pretty good amount. But as much as he dislikes me, the way he treats me daily makes me want to do it more. If I'm over at his house and I'm just interested to see how he plays and what else he does, later on in a discord call I come in the middle of a conversation of him talking about how rude I am for coming to his place just to try his settings and setup. I'm sitting here like you're not someone that has rights to tell me what to do. We're only 1 year apart and he treats me like I'm an 8 year old. I ask him why he treats me this way, he says it's because I'm just a mere child. Come on, he's only 1 year apart and he's not any less childish than I am. I listen to him and I really want to. But, it's day to day actions that make me want to continue. Also, I just started playing osu in September, 2017. I started out as a tablet player using a Wacom Intuos 3, and have gotten to 6 digit in my current standing. I've played for 6 months and he starts getting pissed at me doing 3*s at 2 months. He goes to his friend's house and calls me. They say to stop showing my scores because I'm growing to much. I make pretty decent 4* plays now and I want to put it somewhere than just the osu chat. Friends that like osu as a game and don't mind such things is who I thought they were, because that's what most of the community seemed to be. But instead, they get mad, even if it's not a snipe. Back to the references and "fanboying", I only do/did it rarely and did only for fun. What he's saying mostly is exagerations. WWW being a god was refering to right after the OWC, cookiezi skins are cool was when I was fairly new and since at the time Cookiezi was #1, i thought it was the best. BAEguette was the beastrollMC vid and I made jokes about that for like half a week then stopped. I said choke like maybe twice ironically because he hit the net in tennis. Most of the is so much exaggeration and like I get if you side with him, but it's not like this is all I do. I talk to certain friends about certain things. Toro and his friend were for osu talk,(apparently not) I talked to other friends about overwatch and most of my other friends I was normal to. I'm normally socially active in calls with Toro for the most part. It's just it's awkward when him and 2 of his other friends always talk about 1 kid at my school and make fun of him. There was also a period where they just neglected me as a friend and would always play CS, which I don't have because I'm not allowed to. If I asked them to join a multi he would always just say, "Nah, don't feel like it," and then play CS. For the most part I was okay with this, but then he would get pissed at something, and I say what happened, then he would say nothing. AS SOON AS SOMEONE OTHER THAN ME join the call and asks what had happened, he tells them the whole story. It's understandable to like friends more than others is fine. But when you tell me all of these things are rude and you're always swearing at me when I don't swear that much, you're voiding me as a friend, and assuming things that I'm gonna do ON A DAILY BASIS WHEN I DO THESE THINGS OCCASIONALLY, that's rude. If we were going to pick an ensemble song for orchestra, THE FIRST THING HE YELLS AT ME FOR WHEN I HAD NO INTENTION TO BECAUSE I LOVE GHIBLI SONGS IS,"OH YEAH, BTW WE'RE NOT DOING ANYTHING FROM OSU!" and I asked why he said that, he said because he knew i was going to pick something from it. But I was going to request a ghibli song. I'm gonna stop here. The main point is, is that he does a lot of messed up stuff to me to. If you want to tell me to stop something then we both stop. If you can't because it's who you are than it's the same with me. You can't make me stop liking osu, you can't make me uninterested in weekly news about it, and I just want someone to talk about it to. I literally can't talk about it to anyone.
