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Achromalia
2:12 PM PST.

Life's been odd.

I feel like I've fallen behind. The shock from experiencing inertia has subsided, but I feel shitty for hardly doing anything at this point.

TN is makin' me miserable. At least it's nice when I get to see others post there, I can check up on them and whatnot, and have discussions.

But that's kinda rare. I'm mostly just camping around, trying to make progress, progress, progress, in a blind fit of stubbornness and absolute idiocy.

I feel like an idiot.

And I've got to deal with school somehow. I'm failing horribly.
Meah
8am

Daily quests reset
Journal
9:15 p.m.
........................................
45Traeath
9:00PM

Well, I knew it wasn't a good time to try that "until error" thread, but eh.
Journal
2:53 p.m.
I want to pee
Westonini
2:41 PM

This week feels like it's strangely going by pretty quickly for me.
TeeArctic1
00:02 AM

I've missed being home, feel way more calm than I used to. It's nice. Easter break is gonna give me plenty of time to shitpost and structure my plans later.
viagra
6:07pm got some shrimp in my fridge, might go cook them. Jungkook is pretty hot.
Carmlillball
17:12 A song stuck in my head.
Journal
11:23 a.m.

Annoyed
Carmlillball
19:11 What and how should I tell her?
Also, this song's pretty lit.

19:13 Am I taking the title of this forum too seriously?


.. Likely.
viagra
8:16pm i'm pissed since i can't fc this map, and none of my mates are online to talk. I have nothing to do.
Carmlillball
Rip
Journal
1:54 a.m.

unsure :>D
MisakiTobisawa-
6.23pm

What's taking my laptop so long to install updates?
AxNae
14:30 (2:30 pm) when will my map finally reach ranked ?
TeeArctic1
17:38
Kids are kind of cute, but I'm so glad I don't have take care of any full-time
MisakiTobisawa-
12 midnight

What am I still doing awake?
Plini
12:40PM

I should be studying.
payney
2:10PM

what
keremaru
14:06.

I don't know what to think of you anymore. I'm confused more than yesterday. Was everything I did just an act of friendship?
Stop confusing me. Stop leaving me in the dark. I don't know what's going on with you, and I want to. Let me in so you can open up. I came around and talked to you initially because you were hurting. I didn't want to do nothing. It wasn't fake. I wanted to care about you, but it never happened because you didn't let me in enough. I talked with you, sure, but it wasn't talking. It was just "I'm here for you and I want to let you know I love you." Even then, I don't know if your "love you too"'s are real or fake. I love you. I have feelings and thoughts about you that I can't explain. I don't want to explain it to anybody else.

I just want to talk. Not as some "best friend", but as someone you're comfortable with opening up to. I'm not the last guy you were dating. I'm not just some guy that gets satisfied with physical interaction, however serious that may be. I care, but I don't know if you want me to or if you just want me around to be funny or whatever. You say I'm sweet and stuff in our conversations, but never let me express it much outside of those conversations. I want to get to know you more, but you say you're never allowed to go out, even though you get Uber/Lyft drivers to pick you up from school and take you places.

Just talk with me.
Journal
4:33 p.m.

everyone around me is stressed
Achromalia
4:10 PM.

not sure what to do now.

there's music and art to be done.

maybe later.

still tired.

phone's on low battery, shit.

wait, did i forget to get water?

ffs.
Journal
8:44 p.m.

Mentally tired
Achromalia
9:54 PM.

I should probably take a shit.

I haven't taken care of myself very well as of late, especially with that hospital incident.
MisakiTobisawa-
6.17pm

I'm going back to school for an Easter stayover tonight. Looks like I'll have to hold off farming until tomorrow.
Meah
8:47 pm

Donuts
Achromalia
12:56 PM PST.

I'll hopefully be able to relax today.

I showed my dad what I've made so far. His response is pretty promising, I think this'll work out. Though I'm not sure when it'll be finished, I believe it'll be released someday soon. We'll see.

On the other hand, I'll have to figure out the art for it.
45Traeath
11:48PM

45Traeath wrote:

*All the "raging", "swearing", whatever damnation one would say for a mistake.*
At this point, it's a conspiracy, that I'm living.


1:00AM

I've hit nothing, and there's a mosquito...
*Conspiracy intensifies*
Achromalia
9:28 PM.

I haven't gotten anything done this time.

I'm too tired today.
Journal
2:16 a.m.

Indecision
TeeArctic1
09:21 am

I really should get better at keeping in touch with my family
Westonini
12:40 AM

I'm thinking that my first level is a bit too difficult. Like I'm trying to make it a difficult game but it may be too difficult for a first level where players are still trying to get a feel for the mechanics.

Maybe I'll ask my friends to try it out tomorrow. Depending on their response I may tone it down or add health recovery pick-ups to make it easier? Dunno. It was pretty fun to make, although before I knew it it was already 12:40 AM. Ah geez.
Carmlillball
23:05 Should I sleep now or at 0:00?
Plini
6:21PM.

I didn't study anything in this easter.
MisakiTobisawa-
6.29am

Great, I have a geography test today. Absolutely perfect...
Nah, I do okay, I just don't like it sometimes lol
Journal
7:18 p.m.

Just got back from a run, feels pretty good
TeeArctic1
4:29 am

...fuck
Carmlillball
8:10
This thread is good for letting out how you feel and clearing your head. I really appreciate this. I do often have tons of stuff I just need to get out of my head!
I hope that Mary will be happy with my work. I couldn't do much because I find that it's really hard to reflect on positive and negative qualities about yourself. My list is also mostly negative. I'm quite nervous for being with her today. We arranged for playing golf, and I've never done this before!
Journal

Carmlillball wrote:

8:10
This thread is good for letting out how you feel and clearing your head. I really appreciate this. I do often have tons of stuff I just need to get out of my head!
I hope that Mary will be happy with my work. I couldn't do much because I find that it's really hard to reflect on positive and negative qualities about yourself. My list is also mostly negative. I'm quite nervous for being with her today. We arranged for playing golf, and I've never done this before!

You’ll be okay. Don’t stress too much. Good luck and have fun with Mary.

2:36 a.m.
heading out for a run
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