Ok guys I haven't told you about it for like multiple days, but here we go...uhhh..
(I got this letter at Mid May I suppose..)
I have to serve 6 months of military starting at 27th of June, 2023.
(There is this Austrian Military Service Thingy called Bundesheer)
I do not know if I would somehow get forced by the government to fight for the ukrainian people afterwards, because I'm pretty afraid of this actually happening...;_;
However theories of that may unfortunately seem very plausible in my guess...
1) I have a lack of interest to even actually get jobs I suppose.
Why...?
Well it all started probably due to me failing in the 9th grade badly....It was when I started to have lost complete interest of ANYTHING!
It just made me feel like a complete idiot...
I luckily passed the first class after me repeating it for the first time, but then 10th grade....yeah it was just way too hard...I really should have chosen to continue high school instead of this...
2) I tend to have an easier time trying to follow of what a guy says what I should do, than me actually trying create stuff on my own...
I tend to have a lack of creativity too.. (aside from the Mietz Comic lel)
3) I'm an introvert that only usually has connections with my family..
Due to the lack of me actually knowing of what I actually really am, idk I think I'll probably feel a bit like a wasted guy in my book...
I have always been that one outsider that usually appears either for the good or wrong reasons that easily seems to get forgotten time to time..
I actually don't truly know what my abilities are, because most of my abilities are either useless or stuff that everyone can do.
Not like I'm ACTUALLY having an identity crisis, but I do struggle of me trying to cheer myself up...I always think that I have never truly done something special in my life...
I guess I'm going to struggle really hard at living as an adult when I'm like in the 20's or something...;w;
So guys, I think that may be me being there with you guys for like the last times...
EDIT: Sorry guys about this misinformation, I literally was thinking about that, because I wasn't even sure of how conscriptions really work...(in Austria at least...)
And then I sorta discussed that about my mom, because I just felt very unsure about what would happen next....
But I might still have to serve 6 months of military service!
Only about 4 weeks to go, before I say salute to y'all...
I wish you guys have a happy life afterwards and have a fun time with the forums...
(I got this letter at Mid May I suppose..)
I have to serve 6 months of military starting at 27th of June, 2023.
(There is this Austrian Military Service Thingy called Bundesheer)
However theories of that may unfortunately seem very plausible in my guess...
1) I have a lack of interest to even actually get jobs I suppose.
Why...?
Well it all started probably due to me failing in the 9th grade badly....It was when I started to have lost complete interest of ANYTHING!
It just made me feel like a complete idiot...
I luckily passed the first class after me repeating it for the first time, but then 10th grade....yeah it was just way too hard...I really should have chosen to continue high school instead of this...
2) I tend to have an easier time trying to follow of what a guy says what I should do, than me actually trying create stuff on my own...
I tend to have a lack of creativity too.. (aside from the Mietz Comic lel)
3) I'm an introvert that only usually has connections with my family..
Due to the lack of me actually knowing of what I actually really am, idk I think I'll probably feel a bit like a wasted guy in my book...
I have always been that one outsider that usually appears either for the good or wrong reasons that easily seems to get forgotten time to time..
I actually don't truly know what my abilities are, because most of my abilities are either useless or stuff that everyone can do.
Not like I'm ACTUALLY having an identity crisis, but I do struggle of me trying to cheer myself up...I always think that I have never truly done something special in my life...
I guess I'm going to struggle really hard at living as an adult when I'm like in the 20's or something...;w;
So guys, I think that may be me being there with you guys for like the last times...
EDIT: Sorry guys about this misinformation, I literally was thinking about that, because I wasn't even sure of how conscriptions really work...(in Austria at least...)
And then I sorta discussed that about my mom, because I just felt very unsure about what would happen next....
But I might still have to serve 6 months of military service!
Only about 4 weeks to go, before I say salute to y'all...
I wish you guys have a happy life afterwards and have a fun time with the forums...
