I have no issue with your performance being based 100% on your accuracy, its fine and can be a way better way of defining how good you are in a map. BUT, the way it's being handled does not make any sense.
If now your acc is the defining thing behind your performance, WHY WOULD YOU STILL GET THE PP FROM YOUR BEST SCORE?
"You did it before, you can do it again" seems simple right? Until you factor chronic anxiety. Now, when I'm doing well in a map the thought of ending up with a slightly better score with lower accuracy overwhelms me, and makes me effectively screw up the ending 9 times out of 10.
The very day my scores were updated, I managed to get a + few thosand points over my previous best pp map but with a 1.5% worse accuracy, resulting in a 17pp loss. Not that much to the highers ups but to me, it dropped me 3 ranks (60th to 63rd) in my country's leaderboard, and my goal right now is to break 50th, I thought I could get it back, but almost as many +pp plays I get, I get -pp plays as well, and what seemed well within reach feels insurmountable to climb through, having my anxiety hold me tight whenever I'm about to see progress.
I know, it's just a game and it shouldn't affect me this much, but it's horrible to feel like one of the few things I could genuinely see my hardwork paying off, becoming one more thing that my anxiety cut the joy out of.
If now your acc is the defining thing behind your performance, WHY WOULD YOU STILL GET THE PP FROM YOUR BEST SCORE?
"You did it before, you can do it again" seems simple right? Until you factor chronic anxiety. Now, when I'm doing well in a map the thought of ending up with a slightly better score with lower accuracy overwhelms me, and makes me effectively screw up the ending 9 times out of 10.
The very day my scores were updated, I managed to get a + few thosand points over my previous best pp map but with a 1.5% worse accuracy, resulting in a 17pp loss. Not that much to the highers ups but to me, it dropped me 3 ranks (60th to 63rd) in my country's leaderboard, and my goal right now is to break 50th, I thought I could get it back, but almost as many +pp plays I get, I get -pp plays as well, and what seemed well within reach feels insurmountable to climb through, having my anxiety hold me tight whenever I'm about to see progress.
I know, it's just a game and it shouldn't affect me this much, but it's horrible to feel like one of the few things I could genuinely see my hardwork paying off, becoming one more thing that my anxiety cut the joy out of.
