Brian OA wrote:
What have you been doing
Tons of uninteresting real life stuff..... settled down in a new country as a uni student.... having required to work at least 30 hours (legally only 20 so what im doing is kinda illegal) to keep myself afloat and having a little spare money....
Life is tough once you realise how spoiled you really were during the teen years....
Goddammit
And out of the busy days....
I still have time to contemplate how I havent got over the ending in the recent anime "Plastic Memories"
and somedays i just sit there and reflect on life while listening to music for 3 hours... after a long day after work....
And my sleep schedule is fucked up right now......
And I am also asking myself how to be less insecure about my hobbies and interests irl.......
Because i always seem to think that people who don't know much about anime and shit like that.. Will judge me....
Eventhough i know 90% of people don't give 2 shits about it.
Being the introvert person I am , I found it extremely hard to make friends with people in university.... but i dont know why I get along so well with my work buddies.... eventhough our interests do not align.
I feel slightly withdrawn in the world I am in right now but it is nothing too major....
And i barely have time to contemplate much either as most of the times i am occupied by either work or classes