Penguin wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

ah

cynicism arrives again

i love the horror story that is humanity

i hate when i'm being over cynical. I've noticed that I am usually super cynical whenever I'm in a bad mood for whatever reason. Once I notice that, I try to fix whatever is putting me in a bad mood. but it's hard a lot of the times to know why im in a bad mood. Usually as to do with a lack of sleep or a lack of connection. Once I know why im in a bd mood, i can usually fix it.

anyways, idk im tired. no brain power left

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ShinRun wrote:

Toothache

Achromalia wrote:

jazz is neat :> glad u could experience new things and live a little

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IAMACROBA wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

very cute kitty,,,,

very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)

this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like

Achromalia wrote:

IAMACROBA wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

very cute kitty,,,,

very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)

this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like

cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...

watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point

also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine

IAMACROBA wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...

watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point

also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine

that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.

Achromalia wrote:

IAMACROBA wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...

watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point

also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine

that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.

...i remember, i think, and im almost surprised its already been this long
im starting to notice that i wasted a lot of time in a blur and havent paid a lot of attention to time
and as a result the years have been passing disturbingly quickly

its like one single very very long blurry day instead of an actual year, let alone five-ish years...
ive been where i am for five years... and yet ive decayed so much, like

i found so much about myself and who i want to grow to be (or rather, who i wish i was from the start), but
at what cost? ive lost touch with reality so much, ive grown so so so stupidly tired and lost

either way, i really did love the time spent there, conversations like those were...
really comforting, and kind of exciting ;v; at least in the sense that there was a sort of
...intuitive chemistry? intuitive feedback loop? it was just really easy to be there

Osudroid96 wrote:

WhiteDuck

JLuca913 891 wrote:

Osudroid96 wrote:

WhiteDuck

omg is that whitecat off brand version?????????????????????????????????????????????????

Achromalia wrote:

preparing to furnish my new domain of impending doom

by first unfurnishing my domain of leases ending soon

i want to dissolve into water this is exhaustingggg urgghhh c':

Osudroid96 wrote:

JLuca913 891 wrote:

Osudroid96 wrote:

WhiteDuck

omg is that whitecat off brand version?????????????????????????????????????????????????

Aliexpress Whitecat

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Penguin wrote:

Sam, you gonna try out mewgenics when it comes out?

samX500 wrote:

Penguin wrote:

Sam, you gonna try out mewgenics when it comes out?

yeah, Absolutely.

I watched a few reviews of it already and it sounds really fun.

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Penguin wrote:

samX500 wrote:

Penguin wrote:

Sam, you gonna try out mewgenics when it comes out?

yeah, Absolutely.

I watched a few reviews of it already and it sounds really fun.

im so hyped for it man, i've been following and waiting since it got announced, like over a decade ago at this point lol