Day 9 has been a beautiful and culturally enriching day. I love life.
hello i am your optometrist today :) so i hear youre having problems with eye pressure?IAMACROBA wrote:
i wish to be observed to an almost sickeningly voyeuristic extent
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[nervous and excited squawking]Achromalia wrote:
i wish to observe people's experiences/pleasures/perspectives to a sickeningly voyeuristic extent, while not being a person myselfhello i am your optometrist today :) so i hear youre having problems with eye pressure?IAMACROBA wrote:
i wish to be observed to an almost sickeningly voyeuristic extent
i see... in that case, i think i'll be interested in taking note of some iop readings during your exam. in the meanwhile, let's sit here for now while i prepare. let me know if there's anything i can do to help you feel comfortable or if you have any other concerns ^-^
did you leave the OT team lolOsudroid96 wrote:
I am a Cobra
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i hate when i'm being over cynical. I've noticed that I am usually super cynical whenever I'm in a bad mood for whatever reason. Once I notice that, I try to fix whatever is putting me in a bad mood. but it's hard a lot of the times to know why im in a bad mood. Usually as to do with a lack of sleep or a lack of connection. Once I know why im in a bd mood, i can usually fix it.Achromalia wrote:
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cynicism arrives again
i love the horror story that is humanity
i suppose many of these could be true for me, but its also probably not exhaustively applicablePenguin wrote:
i hate when i'm being over cynical. I've noticed that I am usually super cynical whenever I'm in a bad mood for whatever reason. Once I notice that, I try to fix whatever is putting me in a bad mood. but it's hard a lot of the times to know why im in a bad mood. Usually as to do with a lack of sleep or a lack of connection. Once I know why im in a bd mood, i can usually fix it.Achromalia wrote:
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i love the horror story that is humanity
anyways, idk im tired. no brain power left
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I wish I could experience it with other people that I’m close with as well, but nobody I know here in Texas is super open to those types of experiences. There’s truly something beautiful about sharing experiences with those you hold close to you.Achromalia wrote:
jazz is neat :> glad u could experience new things and live a little
cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...IAMACROBA wrote:
very cute kitty,,,,Achromalia wrote:
very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)
this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like
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cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...IAMACROBA wrote:
very cute kitty,,,,Achromalia wrote:
very pretty setting and to be funny (why she kinda 👀👀👀👀)
this is what i imagine eastern europe looks like
watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point
also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine
...i remember, i think, and im almost surprised its already been this longIAMACROBA wrote:
that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.Achromalia wrote:
cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...
watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point
also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine
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...i remember, i think, and im almost surprised its already been this longIAMACROBA wrote:
that whole interaction reminds me of the first time we spoke around a year ago. i can’t believe ive known you for that long.Achromalia wrote:
cozy days in the warm golden glow of the late morning sun...
watery places have been an imaginary "home" for me, and... i guess with the imagery of being able to feel coherently comfortably myself, wading through water would honestly appear really really life-giving :') in reality though its probably just getting sopping wet and being annoyed bc everything needs to be washed off, but like if bodily sensations were just well-tuned enough then maybe there would be a gratifying experience in breathing it all in and feeling the funny ways the fabric clings to skin and the ways my weight would be distributed across the water... idk, its all kind of a mythical fantasy to me at this point
also lots and lots of daydreams of laying in fields as/with replicas or other adored characters of mine
im starting to notice that i wasted a lot of time in a blur and havent paid a lot of attention to time
and as a result the years have been passing disturbingly quickly
its like one single very very long blurry day instead of an actual year, let alone five-ish years...
ive been where i am for five years... and yet ive decayed so much, like
i found so much about myself and who i want to grow to be (or rather, who i wish i was from the start), but
at what cost? ive lost touch with reality so much, ive grown so so so stupidly tired and lost
either way, i really did love the time spent there, conversations like those were...
really comforting, and kind of exciting ;v; at least in the sense that there was a sort of
...intuitive chemistry? intuitive feedback loop? it was just really easy to be there
omg is that whitecat off brand version?????????????????????????????????????????????????Osudroid96 wrote:
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omg is that whitecat off brand version?????????????????????????????????????????????????Osudroid96 wrote:
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don’t worry! fret not! i can help in kind words and can bring you cool sticks to distract yourself from the struggles of unfurnishing!!!Achromalia wrote:
preparing to furnish my new domain of impending doom
by first unfurnishing my domain of leases ending soon
i want to dissolve into water this is exhaustingggg urgghhh c':
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omg is that whitecat off brand version?????????????????????????????????????????????????Osudroid96 wrote:
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