a clever fake is just as good as the real thing..
dave: "give me something goofy about expunged."Achromalia wrote:
something about already being visible, and the way that becomes its own compulsion...to present a consistent persona that "must" survive (as though it were your own physical life)... therefore becoming more visible and more attached to that persona, in a reality where any informative impression you contribute is irreversibly forfeited to the cognition and decisionmaking of other people from then onward
every moment of conversation and connection is another seed from which a tree may be planted. every time you feed each patch of soil, you dig yourself deeper in with your very own root network, from which freedom/escape means ripping yourself off of the imprints of selfhood you've submitted to the earth and its wildlife (all the while, the roots remain there in lifeless decay at the whims of its surroundings, vestiges which lie indifferent to your flighty spells)
ecosystems that never forget, and agents which seek to survive and advance their interests within/throughout/beyond species of kingdoms of life, and their many contexts that are each differentiated from your own in some form...
individually, how much control do you really have? treated largely by whatever apparent essence there is to your nature, and the limited variable scopes across each agent's capacity to nurture and adapt... and that from which adoption is to some degree dependent, based on the very-tangible very-concrete barely-mutable consequences of an origin point you had no responsibility for... but even still, you may well hold responsibility for your present moment, and you are here now, so you ought to move on...
...or something like that...
a shame that it can(?) be natural(?) to choose(?) to nurture the habit(?) of hardly living at all, and then mourn for it as though it wasn't my own doing (or so we could say)
(do i believe this? what a curious choice of narrativization...)
for everyone: qna queue!! :D
for expunged: how did mister haywood make this christmas an especially fun day so far?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something goofy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about bandu."
expunged: "give me something silly about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something cuddly about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about ps!ex!!"
expunged: "just being there, really!!"Achromalia wrote:
a digital addiction, but with no visible accepted alternative...
my mind feels awfully numb, but i'm still weighing my options, supposedlyfor expunged: how did mister haywood make this christmas an especially fun day so far?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something goofy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about bandu."
expunged: "give me something silly about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something cuddly about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about ps!ex!!"
for bandu: what do you look forward to most about cuddling with bambi?
for dave: is there something ex keeps playing on the piano that makes you break out in laughter?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something goofy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about bandu."
ps!dave: "give me something cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about ps!ex!!"
dave: "okay... so, expunged had heard just the intro of 'great balls of fire' - jerry lee lewis on a singing compilation a few weeks ago, and i'm not sure why, but it makes me laugh everytime they play it! they learned it, just to play it to catch me off guard. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for dave: is there something ex keeps playing on the piano that makes you break out in laughter?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something goofy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute about bandu."
ps!dave: "give me something cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about ps!ex!!"
for bambi: hmm,,, what is something you do together with bandu that reminds you of how he was when you first met him?
for ps!dave: a memory of a precious moment you shared with mister cresswell during a date?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about ps!ex!!"
ps!dave: "i remember when he just started rambling on and on and on, and i was just sitting there admiring him. he then asked 'do i talk too much?' and i said 'no, my love... keep talking.' and he continued. it was adorable."Achromalia wrote:
for ps!dave: a memory of a precious moment you shared with mister cresswell during a date?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something cute about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bambi: when is mister ambrose most likely to be his funniest and most energetic self with you?
dave: "we had ham + some other stuff, hehe!"Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: anything good for christmas dinner? :3
for ps!expunged: maybe... a warm meal you and ps!bandu shared with a smile?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about ps!ex!!"
ps!expunged: "so... i don't remember exactly what we ate, but we did share a warm meal yesterday. i've been in my lab again recently, so ps!bandu has been sitting in there and eating with me. and yesterday, ze had brought me food because ze knew i didn't eat all day. it's really sweet of zem to do that for me, even if i tell zem that ze doesn't have to. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: maybe... a warm meal you and ps!bandu shared with a smile?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cuddly about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: would you cuddle up to ps!ex even if se had a cold?
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."Achromalia wrote:
what to do... so much to watch... so much more music to listen to... so much to draw...
for everyone: qna queue? :>
mm? do you mean like, the qna character roleplay, or the thread necromancy leaderboard being frozen?Tateshina Eve wrote:
Me too.ShinRun wrote:
Lowkey so confused wtf is going on
"These things happen. And we say to ourselves, 'Never again.' And a hundred years pass. And they happen. Again."
what not bothTateshina Eve wrote:
Why have turkey when you can have fried rice?
for dave: what's the most recent prank you and bandu have done together?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something cute about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy about ps!expunged!!"
hi!! :DAchromalia wrote:
good morning!! :>for dave: what's the most recent prank you and bandu have done together?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute/cuddly about ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something cute about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy about ps!expunged!!"
for bambi: the last time you cuddled with ex over a sweet moment you shared?
ah! ok good luck, that sounds cute :3lostsilver wrote:
found a midi for tutorial (fnf) and i'm making a lil cover of it to go with the sprites for the haywalls as gf :3
for ps!expunged: what kinds of music would you enjoy listening to together with ps!bandu from zeir playlists?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something cute about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy about ps!expunged!!"
<3Achromalia wrote:
ah! ok good luck, that sounds cute :3lostsilver wrote:
found a midi for tutorial (fnf) and i'm making a lil cover of it to go with the sprites for the haywalls as gf :3for ps!expunged: what kinds of music would you enjoy listening to together with ps!bandu from zeir playlists?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something cute about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something sleepy about ps!expunged!!"
for ps!bandu: what's it like to gradually fall asleep with ps!expunged lately?
for expunged: how has mister cornwall kept you calm and comfortable in moments when you're not receptive to touch?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something cute about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about the haywalls."
i'm insaaane 😱. i'm crahhzaaay 🤪. insaaayne 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱. asylum 🏢. i'm gonna kill 🔪🔪 you. i'm gonna kill 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 you. i'm insaaaayne 🤪😱🤪🤪. i'm insayy-
ayano aishi is that yousynthwavesquid wrote:
i'm insaaane 😱. i'm crahhzaaay 🤪. insaaayne 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱. asylum 🏢. i'm gonna kill 🔪🔪 you. i'm gonna kill 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 you. i'm insaaaayne 🤪😱🤪🤪. i'm insayy-
expunged: "he'll try to sit close by but not actually hold me if i don't want to be touched, and he'll talk to me and see what's wrong or to see if i'm okay. he'll also give me a plushie/blanket to make me feel better. i appreciate him, mr. haywood and the others all being there for me and doing what they can to support me <3"Achromalia wrote:
for expunged: how has mister cornwall kept you calm and comfortable in moments when you're not receptive to touch?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall!"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something cute about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about the haywalls."
for bandu: what interests/events do you love to hear about whenever you're near dave?
yes it's me ayano aishi yandere simulatormizu_chuu wrote:
ayano aishi is that yousynthwavesquid wrote:
i'm insaaane 😱. i'm crahhzaaay 🤪. insaaayne 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱. asylum 🏢. i'm gonna kill 🔪🔪 you. i'm gonna kill 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 you. i'm insaaaayne 🤪😱🤪🤪. i'm insayy-
dave: "mhm, we've eaten!"Achromalia wrote:
sleepy
vague dreams and daydreams
for everyone: nutrition and hydration?
for ps!dave: a personality trait from each of the ashbluffs that you treasure?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something cute about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about the haywalls."
ps!dave: "for bandu: i treasure his cheerfulness and his curiosity. for expunged: i treasure their patience and their creativity. while for both: i treasure their honesty, their sympathy and empathy, their friendliness, their determination and their kindness."Achromalia wrote:
for ps!dave: a personality trait from each of the ashbluffs that you treasure?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something cute about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about the haywalls."
for ps!bambi: do you normally like to be involved in the various activities that the haywalls plan out? what kinds of funny suggestions do you add to their events?
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."Achromalia wrote:
ahhh, secretive plots~
(finally getting out of bed yay,, but ouch)
for everyone: qna queue!! <3
for ps!expunged: do you get puppy-eyed from ps!bandu a lot? what did ze tend to want when ze did that?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cuddly about mr. haywood <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex!!"
ps!expunged: "sometimes. ze normally just wants cuddles when ze does that, but sometimes if ze does it when zeir not feeling well, it means that ze wants me to comfort zem."Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: do you get puppy-eyed from ps!bandu a lot? what did ze tend to want when ze did that?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cuddly about mr. haywood <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something cute about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: do you know of any particular textures/fragrances/activities that seem to keep ps!expunged calm and comforted? is the act of helping to provide those things calming for you in turn?
for ps!dave: how about... an activitity you love trying with mister cresswell to keep a light-hearted atmosphere?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cuddly about mr. haywood <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
ps!dave: "i love to sew with him. we both enjoy it quite a bit. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for ps!dave: how about... an activitity you love trying with mister cresswell to keep a light-hearted atmosphere?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cuddly about mr. haywood <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about ambrose."
for ps!bambi: what kind of tricks does mister ambrose know that have regularly impressed/intrigued you?
dave: "we had pasta for dinner! everyone's good on meds too. the amwell-bandellos included!"Achromalia wrote:
forgot,, i dont have anything yet, so...
for everyone: plans for dinner? is everyone okay on medication?
wow im,, running dry with these idk im not braining very goodlostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cuddly about mr. haywood <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful about bambi!!"
it's okay!!Achromalia wrote:
wow im,, running dry with these idk im not braining very goodlostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about bandu."
expunged: "give me something cozy/cuddly about mr. haywood <3"
bandu: "gimme something playful about bambi!!"
for expunged: how else does mister haywood make sure you're comfy when you cuddle him?
for bandu: another recent playfighting moment with bambi you loved?
for dave: hmm... has ex ever come to you in the middle of the night with a small problem that was easy to solve and adorable to listen to and address?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about bandu."
dave: "mhm! sometimes they'll feel like they need to throw up and they don't know why, so they'll come to me and ask if i can help. i'll normally get up and give them some pepto + a small glass of cold water, and it always helps. <3"Achromalia wrote:
ouch,, lol :'pfor dave: hmm... has ex ever come to you in the middle of the night with a small problem that was easy to solve and adorable to listen to and address?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something cute/sleepy about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy about bandu."
for bambi: have you had any silly baking mishaps with bandu recently?
dave: "give me something cuddly about expunged."Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: qna queue? :o
Pretty rare.ShinRun wrote:
Is 1 hour+ even possible anymore
I suppose yes.ShinRun wrote:
Is 1 hour+ even possible anymore