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it's better to have hope than to be completely hopeless
in situations like these, you might just be able to have some hope..
in situations like these, you might just be able to have some hope..
nagito-coded behavior <3 hello sametsametdze wrote:
it's better to have hope than to be completely hopeless
in situations like these, you might just be able to have some hope..
the fact that i still have ODthomas makes me feel ok, but i really just want my main channel back. will i ever get it back? no. it's definitely gone forever because youtube's moderation is just retarded. just ONE video was all it took for my channel to get permanently deleted. but, i still have the tiniest bit of hope that i'll actually have access to my youtube channel again. maybe they'll realise, but, would they really? would a team of bots realise they fucked up? no. it pains me to think that my channel, the channel i've had since i was 9, is gone permanently. i want my comments back. i want my videos back. i want my subscriptions back. i want my chaotic recommended feed back. i don't want coolkirby1222, i want coolkirby7113. i would do anything to get my channel back.
is this grief? or is this just plain stubbornness?
edit: probably won't work but when i get older i'm probably gonna go to the youtube support forums or whatever and say "me stupid when kid plez give channel back saar this connected to my actual main gmail please saar pleaseee"
who knows, it might work, and it's definitely worth a shot but if i return to reality and leave the comfort of my "everything will be ok" mindset it's pretty evident it's ggs for coolkirby7113. i don't want to be worried anymore
i really wish i could just accept the fate, but i don't want to. at first i was proud of this little piece of hope i had inside but now it's starting to annoy me because i want to move on but i can't, what kind of box am i in?
is this grief? or is this just plain stubbornness?
edit: probably won't work but when i get older i'm probably gonna go to the youtube support forums or whatever and say "me stupid when kid plez give channel back saar this connected to my actual main gmail please saar pleaseee"
who knows, it might work, and it's definitely worth a shot but if i return to reality and leave the comfort of my "everything will be ok" mindset it's pretty evident it's ggs for coolkirby7113. i don't want to be worried anymore
i really wish i could just accept the fate, but i don't want to. at first i was proud of this little piece of hope i had inside but now it's starting to annoy me because i want to move on but i can't, what kind of box am i in?
it's normal to be upset about losing something you dedicated a whole part of yourself to
realistically speaking, the feeling won't eat away at you forever. at least it shouldn't. though you probably won't be helping yourself by trying to speed through "getting rid of it" (if that's what you're hoping you can do)
i don't know much about grief but from what i do know, sometimes you don't ever really "get over it", you just learn to let it bother you less (though to be honest i don't know whether or not that'll be what happens here)
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i need to leave very very soon, excuse my kinda disjointed attempt at a point
realistically speaking, the feeling won't eat away at you forever. at least it shouldn't. though you probably won't be helping yourself by trying to speed through "getting rid of it" (if that's what you're hoping you can do)
i don't know much about grief but from what i do know, sometimes you don't ever really "get over it", you just learn to let it bother you less (though to be honest i don't know whether or not that'll be what happens here)
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i need to leave very very soon, excuse my kinda disjointed attempt at a point
(waking up from a particularly memorable dream, except i wont remember it at all)
i apologize for not really having a lot of thoughts, i cant think super clearly yet and rn i really dont think they can be summarized much better than that... except that realistically, i doubt i would naturally share the same thought process or find the words i would need to say this as directly and concisely as squid did, but its message here is better than what i can think of for now beyond what i've already said here
+1synthwavesquid wrote:
it's normal to be upset about losing something you dedicated a whole part of yourself tosametdze wrote:
the fact that i still have ODthomas makes me feel ok, but......i really just want my main channel back. will i ever get it back? no. it's definitely gone forever because youtube's moderation is just retarded. just ONE video was all it took for my channel to get permanently deleted. but, i still have the tiniest bit of hope that i'll actually have access to my youtube channel again. maybe they'll realise, but, would they really? would a team of bots realise they fucked up? no. it pains me to think that my channel, the channel i've had since i was 9, is gone permanently. i want my comments back. i want my videos back. i want my subscriptions back. i want my chaotic recommended feed back. i don't want coolkirby1222, i want coolkirby7113. i would do anything to get my channel back.
is this grief? or is this just plain stubbornness?
edit: probably won't work but when i get older i'm probably gonna go to the youtube support forums or whatever and say "me stupid when kid plez give channel back saar this connected to my actual main gmail please saar pleaseee"
who knows, it might work, and it's definitely worth a shot but if i return to reality and leave the comfort of my "everything will be ok" mindset it's pretty evident it's ggs for coolkirby7113. i don't want to be worried anymore
i really wish i could just accept the fate, but i don't want to. at first i was proud of this little piece of hope i had inside but now it's starting to annoy me because i want to move on but i can't, what kind of box am i in?
realistically speaking, the feeling won't eat away at you forever. at least it shouldn't. though you probably won't be helping yourself by trying to speed through "getting rid of it" (if that's what you're hoping you can do)
i don't know much about grief but from what i do know, sometimes you don't ever really "get over it", you just learn to let it bother you less (though to be honest i don't know whether or not that'll be what happens here)
i apologize for not really having a lot of thoughts, i cant think super clearly yet and rn i really dont think they can be summarized much better than that... except that realistically, i doubt i would naturally share the same thought process or find the words i would need to say this as directly and concisely as squid did, but its message here is better than what i can think of for now beyond what i've already said here
imbackasalways
i found a random boom-bap mixtape in my recommended
this kinda remind me of j dilla's music
i found a random boom-bap mixtape in my recommended
this kinda remind me of j dilla's music
hello again reffty ^^
i actually managed to write down a few dreams (in varying detail), and for some reason stores show up a lotAchromalia wrote:
(waking up from a particularly memorable dream, except i wont remember it at all)
i wonder how this went... did you have any luck with the vst? ^^reffty_gag wrote:
testing new vst that i downloaded, it's called Purity, maybe good for making ambient sound
intriguing... i envy the ability to recall those dreamssynthwavesquid wrote:
i actually managed to write down a few dreams (in varying detail), and for some reason stores show up a lotAchromalia wrote:
(waking up from a particularly memorable dream, except i wont remember it at all)
i do try to write them down (if i remember and feel willing to do so), and i can sometimes describe a few key events, but that's usually quite rare and it's pretty hard to form any kind of coherent narrative
...i always get the sense that there was so much more that i cherished about each dream, so losing any part of it is typically still a disappointing experience for me, especially when i tend to view dreams as a form of escape or a method of collecting extra lifetimes of experiences
i most commonly find myself in old schools with old acquaintances, or somewhere near my childhood home. usually that involves roaming various mutations of the school/neighborhood or staying inside different versions of that house and having various events occur there
but i do show up a lot in the middle of certain stores too, and i've written a few dreams that involve them... i just wish they were in greater detail
...
(yikes,, everyone just kinda disappeared...)
huh
admittedly, i'm not sure what to make of that. maybe it's normal for common/familiar environments to crop up (would make sense, actually). though i don't remember any school dreams
usually the stores are analogous to ones i've been in before
i've sometimes had weird stuff happen that i've been able to recall too. one involved talking rats (i was apparently on good terms with?) in a sewer, another was a random rewrite of a group of characters my brain came up with on a whim
(also vanished for a moment to make food. will gladly take the points [even if i could've snuck in a few more])
admittedly, i'm not sure what to make of that. maybe it's normal for common/familiar environments to crop up (would make sense, actually). though i don't remember any school dreams
usually the stores are analogous to ones i've been in before
i've sometimes had weird stuff happen that i've been able to recall too. one involved talking rats (i was apparently on good terms with?) in a sewer, another was a random rewrite of a group of characters my brain came up with on a whim
(also vanished for a moment to make food. will gladly take the points [even if i could've snuck in a few more])
Man just wasted points
no.
i generally had the same impression: amalgamations of familiar and/or unfamiliar things on the basis of what stood out to us consciously or subconsciously, sometimes indiscriminately, but sometimes based off of something strikingly personalsynthwavesquid wrote:
huh
admittedly, i'm not sure what to make of that. maybe it's normal for common/familiar environments to crop up (would make sense, actually). though i don't remember any school dreams
usually the stores are analogous to ones i've been in before
i've sometimes had weird stuff happen that i've been able to recall too. one involved talking rats (i was apparently on good terms with?) in a sewer, another was a random rewrite of a group of characters my brain came up with on a whim
(also vanished for a moment to make food. will gladly take the points [even if i could've snuck in a few more])
whether that's necessarily accurately representative of how it works, im not really sure
i distinctly have lots of dreams about malls, not just stores-- one involved me getting stalked through a warehouse-looking store/mall and i started rushing across a shallow dry concrete/marble pit that seemed to resemble a garden or a farmer's market, with some sparse tables and booths strewn along some of its edges and through the center. i remember then stepping up and scrambling out of it into increasingly dense crowds of people through increasingly narrow glossy-tile paths that were once again lined with more and more stands and booths. i caught glimpses of the person following me, but forgot their appearance. i quickly crossed over to a clothing section of that store/mall, and then found someone who resembled a very specific classmate i knew from a school i had attended... i remember standing there anxiously, trying to describe something... and then a purple shirt... but then the rest of it escaped my memory
related to rats, actually-- in one brief part of a dream i had a couple months ago, i was a talking pet rat companion for an acquaintance/friend that seemed to be familiar to me (but i no longer remember who it was). i remember breaking into song and just pointing at a building in the distance from the bridge i scurried and stopped at, going "chapelll!!~" or something. then they started to look uncomfortable, as though it reminded them of something, and i seemed to react to that? i remember immediately stopping and gently assuring them i noticed but that i wouldnt ask about it
i haven't had many character-related dreams yet...
Taking a peek...
a (lostie is online!!)
HI SORRY MY COMPUTER WAS UPDATING LOLL
i've been up for like an hour at least lol...
but i'm here now hello!!
i've been up for like an hour at least lol...
but i'm here now hello!!
hihi !! its ok ^^ im just glad i caught it in time lol
(but dw, come and go whenever you please!)
for everyone: qna queue <3
(but dw, come and go whenever you please!)
for everyone: qna queue <3
ok!! gonna play games with a friend really soon, so replies may be delayed <3Achromalia wrote:
hihi !! its ok ^^ im just glad i caught it in time lol
(but dw, come and go whenever you please!)
for everyone: qna queue <3
dave: "give me something silly about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about bandu."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something sweet/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
mhmm, enjoy <3lostsilver wrote:
ok!! gonna play games with a friend really soon, so replies may be delayed <3
dave: "give me something silly about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about bandu."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something sweet/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for dave: how do you react when ex seems unusually giggly and exciteable? ^^
for bambi: when cuddling, do you sometimes feel like you're comforted by bandu more than you comfort him?
downloading everythingggg...Achromalia wrote:
mhmm, enjoy <3lostsilver wrote:
ok!! gonna play games with a friend really soon, so replies may be delayed <3
dave: "give me something silly about expunged."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cuddly about bandu."
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something sweet/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for dave: how do you react when ex seems unusually giggly and exciteable? ^^
for bambi: when cuddling, do you sometimes feel like you're comforted by bandu more than you comfort him?
dave: "i normally smile at them, and ask why they're so giggly/excitable. they normally start giggling more, and it makes me giggle too. it normally means that they're going to surprise me (or try to), and i've started realizing that. it's cute though. <3"
bambi: "i feel like we comfort eachother to an equal amount. but sometimes i comfort bandu more than he comforts me. it's still sweet of him to try and comfort me though. <3"
awww i agree, this is a cute interaction ^^ and i see,, that did seem more likely, but i do adore the thought of him trying to care for you too <3lostsilver wrote:
downloading everythingggg...
dave: "i normally smile at them, and ask why they're so giggly/excitable. they normally start giggling more, and it makes me giggle too. it normally means that they're going to surprise me (or try to), and i've started realizing that. it's cute though. <3"
bambi: "i feel like we comfort eachother to an equal amount. but sometimes i comfort bandu more than he comforts me. it's still sweet of him to try and comfort me though. <3"
for everyone: nutrition & hydration !!!
still waiting for everything to download ughh,, so many games to download...Achromalia wrote:
awww i agree, this is a cute interaction ^^ and i see,, that did seem more likely, but i do adore the thought of him trying to care for you too <3lostsilver wrote:
downloading everythingggg...
dave: "i normally smile at them, and ask why they're so giggly/excitable. they normally start giggling more, and it makes me giggle too. it normally means that they're going to surprise me (or try to), and i've started realizing that. it's cute though. <3"
bambi: "i feel like we comfort eachother to an equal amount. but sometimes i comfort bandu more than he comforts me. it's still sweet of him to try and comfort me though. <3"
for everyone: nutrition & hydration !!!
dave: "yeah! we just had lunch. :]"
bambi: "we've all hydrated too."
expunged: "hehe <3"
bandu: "eee!! :3"
ps!dave: "mhm! we've eaten and hydrated too."
ps!bambi: "yup."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
for expunged: what's something adorable from mister haywood that surprised you when you were just starting to get to know him?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something sweet/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for bandu: what was it like when you first opened up to bambi and started doing things like playfighting or gaming or arts 'n' crafts or doing music together with him?
expunged: "i think it was the gentle side-to-side sway he used to do! i've adopted it into what i do to tell him that i'm happy! <3"Achromalia wrote:
for expunged: what's something adorable from mister haywood that surprised you when you were just starting to get to know him?lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "give me something silly/cute about mr. haywood!!"
bandu: "gimme something sweet/playful about bambi!!"
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for bandu: what was it like when you first opened up to bambi and started doing things like playfighting or gaming or arts 'n' crafts or doing music together with him?
bandu: "it felt really reassuring in a way!! because of where ex and i used to draw together/playfight, doing those activities was super nice!! even though i already felt safe with him and dave, drawing with him/playfighting with him made me feel even more safe <3"
gonna actually play games now <3
hehehe the swaying is fun, i kinda get it and i think its sweet to imagine the little things people pick up and adopt and carry with them and hold close <3lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "i think it was the gentle side-to-side sway he used to do! i've adopted it into what i do to tell him that i'm happy! <3"
bandu: "it felt really reassuring in a way!! because of where ex and i used to draw together/playfight, doing those activities was super nice!! even though i already felt safe with him and dave, drawing with him/playfighting with him made me feel even more safe <3"
gonna actually play games now <3
im happy for bandu too... thats a wonderful part of childhood to be able to have ^^
have fun y'all, im gonna rest, maybe a nap for the tiniest shortest amount of time, or maybe just a little refreshing daydream :p
for everyone: medication? have a little stretch too ^^
i'm just posting before more gaming!! it's so silly heheh,, and rest if you must!! <3Achromalia wrote:
hehehe the swaying is fun, i kinda get it and i think its sweet to imagine the little things people pick up and adopt and carry with them and hold close <3lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "i think it was the gentle side-to-side sway he used to do! i've adopted it into what i do to tell him that i'm happy! <3"
bandu: "it felt really reassuring in a way!! because of where ex and i used to draw together/playfight, doing those activities was super nice!! even though i already felt safe with him and dave, drawing with him/playfighting with him made me feel even more safe <3"
gonna actually play games now <3
im happy for bandu too... thats a wonderful part of childhood to be able to have ^^
have fun y'all, im gonna rest, maybe a nap for the tiniest shortest amount of time, or maybe just a little refreshing daydream :p
for everyone: medication? have a little stretch too ^^
dave: "yep! the kids have taken their medication. <3"
bambi: "mhm. we've all hydrated and stretched too."
expunged: "yippee!!"
bandu: "eee!!"
ps!dave: "yeah! the bandellos have taken their medication!"
ps!bambi: "yup. we've all stretched and hydrated aswell."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
aaaa i did fall asleep,, eyes heavyyylostsilver wrote:
i'm just posting before more gaming!! it's so silly heheh,, and rest if you must!! <3
dave: "yep! the kids have taken their medication. <3"
bambi: "mhm. we've all hydrated and stretched too."
expunged: "yippee!!"
bandu: "eee!!"
ps!dave: "yeah! the bandellos have taken their medication!"
ps!bambi: "yup. we've all stretched and hydrated aswell."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaaa <3"
but thank youuuu and... i dk i cant think rn i need a moment helppp
i have returned again!! my friend's getting another game set up so yeah <3
i hope you rested well, achro!!
i hope you rested well, achro!!
Hope all is well too!
still sleepy, i fell back asleep and then dreamed a little bit more... AND im hungry lol...lostsilver wrote:
i have returned again!! my friend's getting another game set up so yeah <3
i hope you rested well, achro!!
hmm,, also have some water breaks of your own ^^
i'll try waking up more for the next part of the qna in a moment
gaming hours fr
ok!! i'm taking a short break currently! i'll be sure to drink water!! <3Achromalia wrote:
still sleepy, i fell back asleep and then dreamed a little bit more... AND im hungry lol...lostsilver wrote:
i have returned again!! my friend's getting another game set up so yeah <3
i hope you rested well, achro!!
hmm,, also have some water breaks of your own ^^
i'll try waking up more for the next part of the qna in a moment
gaming hours fr
yay! im gonna get dinner and water too (or maybe technically it's more like breakfast?), so
for now, at the same time:
for everyone: dinnertime? <3
for now, at the same time:
for everyone: dinnertime? <3
starting another game now,, so many games but omg it's so fun raaagh <3Achromalia wrote:
yay! aaand we start with...
foor everyone: dinnertime? <3
dave: "yup! we've eaten. <3"
bambi: "we've all hydrated too."
expunged: "mhm1!"
bandu: "aaaa <3"
ps!dave: "mhm! we've eaten here."
ps!bambi: "yep. we've hydrated aswell."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "awawaaa!! <3"
I woke up at 2 am
i finally got up and got my food and water... i loved having all the weird dreams i had (looking at you, dream with the mysterious stingray-shaped creature in the air), but i really would have appreciated if my body would let me fully wake up before i say im waking up only to prove myself wrong lol :'p
for ps!bambi: how does ambrose respond when you call him by affectionate pet-names?
~ a photo i took on a walk! ~
for ps!dave: any new memes you shared that made cresswell crack up?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bambi: how does ambrose respond when you call him by affectionate pet-names?
AAGHAGAGHHAAAA???? THE FLOWERS RRAAAAAAAAGHHH-- but i feel that tho lol ;v;Achromalia wrote:
i finally got up and got my food and water... i loved having all the weird dreams i had (looking at you, dream with the mysterious stingray-shaped creature in the air), but i really would have appreciated if my body would let me fully wake up before i say im waking up only to prove myself wrong lol :'pfor ps!dave: any new memes you shared that made cresswell crack up?lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "give me something goofy about cresswell."
ps!bambi: "gimme something cute about ambrose."
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bambi: how does ambrose respond when you call him by affectionate pet-names?~ a photo i took on a walk! ~
ps!dave: "not just yet, but soon!"
ps!bambi: "he responds well, just a bit nervously, haha. i like to call him 'rose' or 'rosey' because of 'rose' being in his last name. it's adorable. <3"
real!! my favorite part is tied between the camera angle and the sunlight glare and the flowers themselves-- but the tiny hints of a fence and pole are also interestingly really tasteful i think!!
for ps!bandu: what's your favorite thing to watch ps!ex be curious/excited about in the lab? what do you two do in the lab to relax when se takes a break?
(sorta tough prompts,, or not exactly but more like, idk how to imagine anything for this one)
for ps!expunged: do you tend to have ps!bandu cling to you on your back while you work at your lab? or is there some other way you two cuddle when you're in the lab?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: what's your favorite thing to watch ps!ex be curious/excited about in the lab? what do you two do in the lab to relax when se takes a break?
(sorta tough prompts,, or not exactly but more like, idk how to imagine anything for this one)
mhm!! i'll answer these tomorrow tho,, gonna eep,,Achromalia wrote:
real!! my favorite part is tied between the camera angle and the sunlight glare and the flowers themselves-- but the tiny hints of a fence and pole are also interestingly really tasteful i think!!for ps!expunged: do you tend to have ps!bandu cling to you on your back while you work at your lab? or is there some other way you two cuddle when you're in the lab?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: what's your favorite thing to watch ps!ex be curious/excited about in the lab? what do you two do in the lab to relax when se takes a break?
(sorta tough prompts,, or not exactly but more like, idk how to imagine anything for this one)
all that gaming tired me out lol X')
good night everyone!! will see you tomorrow!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too <3
i wish i could recall a recent weird dream, because all the ones i remembered long enough to write down were many months ago
My dream involved my dad and some high school classmates, we had to escape a horror escape room.
fell asleep, again, and i am desperately hoping i can write it and remember it
imbackasalways
We made a right, then made a left, then made a right then made a left, we was just circlin' life.
But – they made a right, then made a left then made a right, then another right.
One lucky night with the homies
We made a right, then made a left, then made a right then made a left, we was just circlin' life.
But – they made a right, then made a left then made a right, then another right.
One lucky night with the homies
does it really...? i dont get it
hoping you're ok regardless
...
(where did everyone go...?)
hoping you're ok regardless
...
(where did everyone go...?)
i am here
thirsty...
mwehehehehe
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too!! <3
ps!expunged: "yes, actually. ze does it to make sure i know that ze is there with me. it's very sweet of zem to do that for me. ze also enjoys pulling another chair over and resting zeir head on my shoulder, and i think it's cute. <3"
ps!bandu: "for my favorite thing to watch sem be curious/excited about, se has this interest in bugs (which do roam around seir lab a bit, we don't know how they got in there, but it's okay), so everytime se sees a bug, se will pick it up (not by hand, but with a paper towel), gently place it on seir desk, and be fascinated by it just existing lol-- but for what we do when se takes a break, i'll normally bring a snack or something (+ water/juice) in there, grab something for us to do (whether it be draw, play some sort of game, or just vibe), and relax with sem!! <3"
these are good tho!! i like these prompts heheh <3Achromalia wrote:
real!! my favorite part is tied between the camera angle and the sunlight glare and the flowers themselves-- but the tiny hints of a fence and pole are also interestingly really tasteful i think!!for ps!expunged: do you tend to have ps!bandu cling to you on your back while you work at your lab? or is there some other way you two cuddle when you're in the lab?lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "give me something sweet/cuddly and lab related about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "gimme something cozy/cute and lab related about ps!ex!!"
for ps!bandu: what's your favorite thing to watch ps!ex be curious/excited about in the lab? what do you two do in the lab to relax when se takes a break?
(sorta tough prompts,, or not exactly but more like, idk how to imagine anything for this one)
ps!expunged: "yes, actually. ze does it to make sure i know that ze is there with me. it's very sweet of zem to do that for me. ze also enjoys pulling another chair over and resting zeir head on my shoulder, and i think it's cute. <3"
ps!bandu: "for my favorite thing to watch sem be curious/excited about, se has this interest in bugs (which do roam around seir lab a bit, we don't know how they got in there, but it's okay), so everytime se sees a bug, se will pick it up (not by hand, but with a paper towel), gently place it on seir desk, and be fascinated by it just existing lol-- but for what we do when se takes a break, i'll normally bring a snack or something (+ water/juice) in there, grab something for us to do (whether it be draw, play some sort of game, or just vibe), and relax with sem!! <3"
i am so abnormal about this song i think i hauve samounela
sunrise...
42 minutes missed, distracted
...and horribly hungry
for everyone: breakfast for today...?
42 minutes missed, distracted
...and horribly hungry
oh! im glad, and relieved a little ^^;;lostsilver wrote:
these are good tho!! i like these prompts heheh <3Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: do you tend to have ps!bandu cling to you on your back while you work at your lab? or is there some other way you two cuddle when you're in the lab?
for ps!bandu: what's your favorite thing to watch ps!ex be curious/excited about in the lab? what do you two do in the lab to relax when se takes a break?
(sorta tough prompts,, or not exactly but more like, idk how to imagine anything for this one)
for everyone: breakfast for today...?
How about scrambled eggs?
i assume this a suggestion, soTateshina Eve wrote:
How about scrambled eggs?
in this case, i realized i still had a lot of rice so i opted for rice + beans + breaded fish(?) for my breakfast :>
hi sorry was away from laptop lol,,
dave: "we had pancakes this morning!"
bambi: "we've all hydrated too."
expunged: "pancaakeee,, <3"
bandu: "hehehe :3"
ps!dave: "we had pancakes aswell!"
ps!bambi: "we've hydrated too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "pancake, cake in a pan <3"
yw!! <3Achromalia wrote:
sunrise...
42 minutes missed, distracted
...and horribly hungryoh! im glad, and relieved a little ^^;;lostsilver wrote:
these are good tho!! i like these prompts heheh <3Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: do you tend to have ps!bandu cling to you on your back while you work at your lab? or is there some other way you two cuddle when you're in the lab?
for ps!bandu: what's your favorite thing to watch ps!ex be curious/excited about in the lab? what do you two do in the lab to relax when se takes a break?
(sorta tough prompts,, or not exactly but more like, idk how to imagine anything for this one)
for everyone: breakfast for today...?
dave: "we had pancakes this morning!"
bambi: "we've all hydrated too."
expunged: "pancaakeee,, <3"
bandu: "hehehe :3"
ps!dave: "we had pancakes aswell!"
ps!bambi: "we've hydrated too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "pancake, cake in a pan <3"
okay why am i actually feeling good today?? like?? im weirdly cheery which is super unusual
and my hair has been super cooperative too, there isnt like a bunch of tangles either so i dont even have to do smart cookie things and finesse it like the way i usually have to lol... im definitely happy about that ^^
for everyone: qna queue!!
and my hair has been super cooperative too, there isnt like a bunch of tangles either so i dont even have to do smart cookie things and finesse it like the way i usually have to lol... im definitely happy about that ^^
looks like it panned out well <3lostsilver wrote:
dave: "we had pancakes this morning!"
bambi: "we've all hydrated too."
expunged: "pancaakeee,, <3"
bandu: "hehehe :3"
ps!dave: "we had pancakes aswell!"
ps!bambi: "we've hydrated too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "pancake, cake in a pan <3"
for everyone: qna queue!!
yippee!!! we joyous today <3Achromalia wrote:
okay why am i actually feeling good today?? like?? im weirdly cheery which is super unusual
and my hair has been super cooperative too, there isnt like a bunch of tangles either so i dont even have to do smart cookie things and finesse it like the way i usually have to lol... im definitely happy about that ^^looks like it panned out well <3lostsilver wrote:
dave: "we had pancakes this morning!"
bambi: "we've all hydrated too."
expunged: "pancaakeee,, <3"
bandu: "hehehe :3"
ps!dave: "we had pancakes aswell!"
ps!bambi: "we've hydrated too."
ps!expunged: "mm."
ps!bandu: "pancake, cake in a pan <3"
for everyone: qna queue!!
also!! i remembered the holiday mod (fnf mod made by bbpanzu) and am now going to make sprites (+ a custom chart) for "santa" (skid and pump's song), but with ps!bandu/ps!ex (skid and pump) and ps!bandu/ps!kandi (bf and gf)!!
i'm gonna do sketch pages with the pose ideas, so be on the lookout!! (gonna also redraw the bg bbpanzu made for the song lol)
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy 'bout the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cuddly about ps!ex!! <3"
oh that sounds good!! i feel like bringing a personal homely vibe from the bandellos in the bg would go together well with the cheery santa vibe, so im looking forward to it ^^lostsilver wrote:
yippee!!! we joyous today <3
also!! i remembered the holiday mod (fnf mod made by bbpanzu) and am now going to make sprites (+ a custom chart) for "santa" (skid and pump's song), but with ps!bandu/ps!ex (skid and pump) and ps!bandu/ps!kandi (bf and gf)!!
i'm gonna do sketch pages with the pose ideas, so be on the lookout!! (gonna also redraw the bg bbpanzu made for the song lol)
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy 'bout the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cuddly about ps!ex!! <3"
gl with the sketch pages!
(no questions yet, kinda forgot and was a little bit late)
pretty... take your time btw!! and thank you!!Achromalia wrote:
oh that sounds good!! i feel like bringing a personal homely vibe from the bandellos in the bg would go together well with the cheery santa vibe, so im looking forward to it ^^lostsilver wrote:
yippee!!! we joyous today <3
also!! i remembered the holiday mod (fnf mod made by bbpanzu) and am now going to make sprites (+ a custom chart) for "santa" (skid and pump's song), but with ps!bandu/ps!ex (skid and pump) and ps!bandu/ps!kandi (bf and gf)!!
i'm gonna do sketch pages with the pose ideas, so be on the lookout!! (gonna also redraw the bg bbpanzu made for the song lol)
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy 'bout the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cuddly about ps!ex!! <3"
gl with the sketch pages!
(no questions yet, kinda forgot and was a little bit late)~ another photo i took outside ~
here's the background!! (redraw of bbpanzu's bg for the song)
the bandellos are visiting ps!davi, ps!david, ps!bendu and ps!kandi <3 and context for the little framed photo, ps!davi and ps!david wanted a picture of the bandellos to keep, so ps!dave and ps!bambi took a picture of the two for them!! (ps!bandu also stole ps!expunged's labcoat bc it was cold, and zeir a bit camera shy) <3
that's adorable !! i'm gonna squeak with how cute the photo is of them, and also i love the colors of the rug!!!lostsilver wrote:
pretty... take your time btw!! and thank you!!here's the background!! (redraw of bbpanzu's bg for the song)the bandellos are visiting ps!davi, ps!david, ps!bendu and ps!kandi <3 and context for the little framed photo, ps!davi and ps!david wanted a picture of the bandellos to keep, so ps!dave and ps!bambi took a picture of the two for them!! (ps!bandu also stole ps!expunged's labcoat bc it was cold, and zeir a bit camera shy) <3
this is gonna be so good....
hmmmm...lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy 'bout the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cuddly about ps!ex!! <3"
for ps!expunged: are there certain items that ps!bandu asks you to bring for zem because they felt comfy for zem?
for ps!bandu: what was one of the weirdest comfy positions you have been in when cuddling ps!ex?
<3!! i'm gonna put them all in winter clothes heheheh >:3Achromalia wrote:
that's adorable !! i'm gonna squeak with how cute the photo is of them, and also i love the colors of the rug!!!lostsilver wrote:
pretty... take your time btw!! and thank you!!here's the background!! (redraw of bbpanzu's bg for the song)the bandellos are visiting ps!davi, ps!david, ps!bendu and ps!kandi <3 and context for the little framed photo, ps!davi and ps!david wanted a picture of the bandellos to keep, so ps!dave and ps!bambi took a picture of the two for them!! (ps!bandu also stole ps!expunged's labcoat bc it was cold, and zeir a bit camera shy) <3
this is gonna be so good....hmmmm...lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy 'bout the haywalls."
ps!expunged: "give me something cozy about ps!bandu."
ps!bandu: "give me something cuddly about ps!ex!! <3"
for ps!expunged: are there certain items that ps!bandu asks you to bring for zem because they felt comfy for zem?
for ps!bandu: what was one of the weirdest comfy positions you have been in when cuddling ps!ex?
ps!expunged: "yes, ze has a few. 1: any stress relief toy, 2: plushies that me, mr. ambrose, mr. cresswell and the others have got zem, and 3: weighted/soft/fluffy blankets. those are the main ones ze asks for."
ps!bandu: "hmm,, well, it was a bit weird for me (though still super cozy), but laying on sem while curled up! it looked something like this ^^"
how nice ^^ that makes a lot of senselostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "yes, ze has a few. 1: any stress relief toy, 2: plushies that me, mr. ambrose, mr. cresswell and the others have got zem, and 3: weighted/soft/fluffy blankets. those are the main ones ze asks for."
oh wow,, i adore the poses (ps!bandu curling up is such a vibeee) and with ps!ex i really love seir hair in this !!lostsilver wrote:
ps!bandu: "hmm,, well, it was a bit weird for me (though still super cozy), but laying on sem while curled up! it looked something like this ^^"
also the siblings are like natural living beds and pillows... that does seem cozy lol :p
tree,,, i love how leaves look raaaaggh-- and ty!! <3Achromalia wrote:
how nice ^^ that makes a lot of senselostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged: "yes, ze has a few. 1: any stress relief toy, 2: plushies that me, mr. ambrose, mr. cresswell and the others have got zem, and 3: weighted/soft/fluffy blankets. those are the main ones ze asks for."oh wow,, i adore the poses (ps!bandu curling up is such a vibeee) and with ps!ex i really love seir hair in this !!lostsilver wrote:
ps!bandu: "hmm,, well, it was a bit weird for me (though still super cozy), but laying on sem while curled up! it looked something like this ^^"
also the siblings are like natural living beds and pillows... that does seem cozy lol :p~ more!! sunlight thru a tree while on a walk ^^ ~
drawing, drawing...
for ps!dave: do you have any memories of times when playing with the ashbluffs got super out of hand?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy 'bout the haywalls."
for ps!bambi: what is one of the funniest ways the haywalls won a bet?
ps!dave: "well, there was this one time that expunged was being super rowdy with bandu, and then bonked their head on cresswell, who was sitting near the two. they shook it off like it was nothing and then ran away. cresswell ran after them to make sure they were okay, 'cuz they hit their head pretty hard, while bandu and i sat there like 'what just happened??' XD. they were okay though, don't worry. ^^"Achromalia wrote:
for ps!dave: do you have any memories of times when playing with the ashbluffs got super out of hand?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
ps!dave: "give me something silly about the ashbluffs."
ps!bambi: "gimme somethin' goofy 'bout the haywalls."
for ps!bambi: what is one of the funniest ways the haywalls won a bet?
ps!bambi: "i think it was the time that we bet on who could flick a piece of popcorn in their mouth, and somehow haywood got two?? him and cornwall were so confused but it was super hilarious for us all. the prize was 15 bucks, but we doubled it because of haywood flicking two pieces into his mouth, lol."
also!! i made a silly little comic idea :>
hehe
ps!expunged chewing on seir pen while se thinks, while ps!bandu watches. ps!bandu notices that seir pen is quite worn, and tells sem that it may break if se keeps chewing on it. ps!expunged is too lost in seir thoughts, so se doesn't hear zem. seir pen then breaks as ink goes everywhere, causing sem to cough in response to the ink getting in seir mouth. ps!bandu gets startled by this, and tries to help sem clean up
hihiii !!! just [2 more than] a week away! i am so happy about this informationvi_xlt wrote:
christmas time!!
oop im glad everything was ok x')lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "well, there was this one time that expunged was being super rowdy with bandu, and then bonked their head on cresswell, who was sitting near the two. they shook it off like it was nothing and then ran away. cresswell ran after them to make sure they were okay, 'cuz they hit their head pretty hard, while bandu and i sat there like 'what just happened??' XD. they were okay though, don't worry. ^^"
ps!bambi: "i think it was the time that we bet on who could flick a piece of popcorn in their mouth, and somehow haywood got two?? him and cornwall were so confused but it was super hilarious for us all. the prize was 15 bucks, but we doubled it because of haywood flicking two pieces into his mouth, lol."
also!! i made a silly little comic idea :>heheps!expunged chewing on seir pen while se thinks, while ps!bandu watches. ps!bandu notices that seir pen is quite worn, and tells sem that it may break if se keeps chewing on it. ps!expunged is too lost in seir thoughts, so se doesn't hear zem. seir pen then breaks as ink goes everywhere, causing sem to cough in response to the ink getting in seir mouth. ps!bandu gets startled by this, and tries to help sem clean up
and that is impressive fr o.o
OH NO THE PEN BREAKING,, a very fun(?) idea and i like these quiet mundane moments a lot bc theyre like a lil slice of life...! but poor ps!ex ;o;
im trying to sort thru things rn so im kinda busy.... hmmnhgh
lol yeah,, its ok tho!! take your time <3Achromalia wrote:
hihiii !!! just [2 more than] a week away! i am so--vi_xlt wrote:
christmas time!!oop im glad everything was ok x')lostsilver wrote:
ps!dave: "well, there was this one time that expunged was being super rowdy with bandu, and then bonked their head on cresswell, who was sitting near the two. they shook it off like it was nothing and then ran away. cresswell ran after them to make sure they were okay, 'cuz they hit their head pretty hard, while bandu and i sat there like 'what just happened??' XD. they were okay though, don't worry. ^^"
ps!bambi: "i think it was the time that we bet on who could flick a piece of popcorn in their mouth, and somehow haywood got two?? him and cornwall were so confused but it was super hilarious for us all. the prize was 15 bucks, but we doubled it because of haywood flicking two pieces into his mouth, lol."
also!! i made a silly little comic idea :>heheps!expunged chewing on seir pen while se thinks, while ps!bandu watches. ps!bandu notices that seir pen is quite worn, and tells sem that it may break if se keeps chewing on it. ps!expunged is too lost in seir thoughts, so se doesn't hear zem. seir pen then breaks as ink goes everywhere, causing sem to cough in response to the ink getting in seir mouth. ps!bandu gets startled by this, and tries to help sem clean up
and that is impressive fr o.o
OH NO THE PEN BREAKING,, a very fun(?) idea and i like these quiet mundane moments a lot bc theyre like a lil slice of life...! but poor ps!ex ;o;
im trying to sort thru things rn so im kinda busy.... hmmnhgh
for expunged: what makes mister cornwall such a calming person to be with, in your opinion?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
for bandu: does dave get startled easily? do you know why, if so?
expunged: "i think it's just the way he can be so calm/chill with me! when he's with me (or when mr. haywood or bandu are with me), it makes me feel safe. i love them all so much <3"Achromalia wrote:
for expunged: what makes mister cornwall such a calming person to be with, in your opinion?lostsilver wrote:
dave: "give me something silly about bandu."
bambi: "gimme somethin' cute 'bout ex."
expunged: "give me something cozy about mr. cornwall <3"
bandu: "gimme something goofy about dave!!"
for bandu: does dave get startled easily? do you know why, if so?
bandu: "he does yeah! i don't know why he gets startled so easily, but he just does lol--"
2 hours woa
Nah
drew for a bit, now i'm gonna sleep
good night everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too ^^
good night everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say good night too ^^
honestly maybe its for the better, perhaps youtube saved me from getting v&
waking up way too late... unfortunate...
and at a time when everyone disappears;; extremely unfortunate
and at a time when everyone disappears;; extremely unfortunate
super gacor indeed
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check it out i'm in the house like carpet
Not gonna lose my second place...
section 80........
Section 81
points went cold...
food went cold...
food went cold...
good morning everyone!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos say hi too!! <3
gonna try to work on stuff today, and hopefully also play games with a friend <3
gonna try to work on stuff today, and hopefully also play games with a friend <3
we're doom
reality is an illusion
the universe is a hologram
the universe is a hologram
gm lostie
body hurts today, probably not getting up for a while...
body hurts today, probably not getting up for a while...
hii!! i feel that honestlyAchromalia wrote:
gm lostie
body hurts today, probably not getting up for a while...
my body didn't want me to get out of bed when i woke up, and then 20 minutes had passed and then my body was finally like "ok you can get up now"
well i guess i have a basil plant now
reminiscent of "ok i walked home from work today and blinked and became the appointed guardian of my town's local cat population what the hell do i do now"synthwavesquid wrote:
well i guess i have a basil plant now
here is a cheer to the health and wellbeing of the basil plant :)
hihi it still hurts but its sort of ok now!lostsilver wrote:
hii!! i feel that honestlyAchromalia wrote:
gm lostie
body hurts today, probably not getting up for a while...
my body didn't want me to get out of bed when i woke up, and then 20 minutes had passed and then my body was finally like "ok you can get up now"
for everyone: food and water? something to nourish the mind and body <3