i dont rlly have words for it, but... <3lostsilver wrote:
expunged: "also i just thought i'd mention this even though this has literally no relation to anything ya'll are talking about... so...""...a few days ago, bandu was visiting bendu and kandi, and i wasn't feeling the best and had called to vent to him. he asked if i wanted him to comfort me and i said yes. and what he told me made me cry, it was just so sweet... this is what he told me, in his exact words: 'i want to thank you for being my brother, my best friend and being there with me for so long, even if it's been hard to do so. your strength and resilience when things get tough are absolutely astonishing. even if you don't think so, you've made me the best person i could ever be. you've always believed in me, even if i didn't believe in myself. you were and always will be my partner in crime, expunged. i'll be here for you through thick and thin, like you always were for me growing up. remember that for me, okay? i love you.' i just... broke down into tears after, but they were tears of joy. knowing how much bandu and the others care about me makes me so happy... i love them all so much, and will protect them with my life. forever and always... <3"
im gonna have to go for a lil bit i think...