i cant stay asleep
lolNicNock wrote:
dang some oil splashed onto me and it seems the splash was extra big and made a mark ouch
in other words I'm literally cooked
ps!expunged: "i just honestly wanted to make a joke about zem being so chunky, haha."Achromalia wrote:
mm i didnt have very many thoughts at first tbh so... i'll just take on everything i see while i think about it againlostsilver wrote:
hehehe tysm!!! and dont worry!! you can take all the time you need <33
also i wanna know what you thought of this hehe,,,lostsilver wrote:
ps!expunged, chuckling: "i'm surprised ps!bandu ate the salad knowing how chonky ze is."
ps!bandu, giggling: "HEYY!!"
*ps!bandu and ps!expunged laugh with eachother, happily. ps!bandu ruffles ps!expunged's hair playfully and ps!expunged does the same to zem <3*idk if there's any necessarily direct reason why salad wouldnt be eaten bc of having some chonk, i think it makes more sense if it didnt feel filling, or if it was like a texture problem or a problem with not tasting that good or something. a lot of various people can eat salads, so it didnt really feel like it was well-explained
salad can be ok :> it really depends on whats in it bc its not automatically energizing and nutritious just from being called "salad", but there are good parts of it like roughage for fiber (although this varies too)
i wonder a lot about what this means to you as the one writing their roles... it's probably fair to enjoy writing them this way, irl i tend to be more interested in being neutral about my body and other peoples' bodies, i want to be allowed to be frustrated with a body that doesnt look the way i would've liked it-- or a part that hurts or doesnt feel right-- without necessarily feeling like i have to stay frustrated in order to satisfy anyone's opinions about it. at the same time, i don't want to feel like i have to put in the genuinely high level of exhausting effort it takes to "love" this body and pretend i don't have problems with it so that i dont look like im complaining too much for other people...
however, everyone can have their own opinions about their own bodies. those bodies are theirs to associate with or dissociate with! and the one i have is simply not a body i want, i really dislike it, but i don't want to feel forced to dislike it or like it just because it doesn't fit a narrative about either being conventionally attractive and beautiful or doesn't fit a narrative about being interesting and unconventional in some groundbreaking way. for someone else, it might be more natural to genuinely like their body for its features, and they might be comfortable taking that time and effort because it genuinely heals them, because maybe they feel good that way...
as for the dynamic between these siblings though, i feel like it's not really something they think about that much. they already seem to each have defined opinions about how they view their bodies, and although i don't know what exactly it means, it looks like theyre ok, so... that seems good enough <3
watching them play together is super sweet...
ps!bandu: "it's ok!! dont beat yourself up about it <3"Achromalia wrote:
oh,, ok i guess i gave too much thought, fair enough;; i shouldve figured it wasnt actually thoughts that were wanted, maybe just affirmation or a simple reaction suggesting it was cute
maybe i'll get it right next time;;
for ps!bambi: anything you do outside the house or lab with ps!ex that soothes both of you?
for ps!expunged: someplace you've been with mister cresswell with a pretty view?
dave: "give me something glasses related about expunged."Achromalia wrote:
good luck ^^
for everyone: topic check?
oh?? whats the mesmer greenscreen for? but those outfits could be fun,, enojyyyylostsilver wrote:
also~
i also plan on drawing dave and bambi in teto and miku's outfits, hehe,,,
it's for a frame in the og where miku and teto are on a green screen <3Achromalia wrote:
i thinkk... im gonna nap...oh?? whats the mesmer greenscreen for? but those outfits could be fun,, enojyyyylostsilver wrote:
also~
i also plan on drawing dave and bambi in teto and miku's outfits, hehe,,,
ohhh ok i sorta remember now :Olostsilver wrote:
it's for a frame in the og where miku and teto are on a green screen <3Achromalia wrote:
i thinkk... im gonna nap...oh?? whats the mesmer greenscreen for? but those outfits could be fun,, enojyyyylostsilver wrote:
also~
i also plan on drawing dave and bambi in teto and miku's outfits, hehe,,,
also have a nice nap!!!
i see!! ty for your thoughts on it <33Achromalia wrote:
ohhh ok i sorta remember now :Olostsilver wrote:
it's for a frame in the og where miku and teto are on a green screen <3Achromalia wrote:
i thinkk... im gonna nap...oh?? whats the mesmer greenscreen for? but those outfits could be fun,, enojyyyylostsilver wrote:
also~
i also plan on drawing dave and bambi in teto and miku's outfits, hehe,,,
also have a nice nap!!!
nap over, i woke up once in the middle of it but was too comfy to fully stay awake and get online... it was a really good dream too, if only i could remember itnow that im reading the qna queue prompts......i would probably answer that those arent particularly strange requests to me! but i understand if they think they could be seen that way-- if its the thing with body positivity/neutrality i went on about then it was less a weirdness thing (and ultimately i felt more weird for being too invested in answering when it wasnt so serious for children having fun with whats just a joke for them to bond with) and its more that i wonder why things are written the way they are... to me, understanding the underlying perspectives and philosophies of people is one of the more interesting forms of love for people or fiction
i started rambling,,,, nothing is really that serious is it;;
additionally the more i say anything it probably would accidentally place pressure on things that didnt have to be talked about at all, so, that might be unfortunate too
for everyone: how was lunch? ^^ sip a lil bit of something for now if its been a while!!
dave: "ex is near-sighted. they have trouble reading or seeing things that are far away. glasses have helped them a ton! they're glad they have them. <3"Achromalia wrote:
for dave: oh!! um ok is ex near-sighted or far-sighted? how much have glasses helped, or have they not used any yet?
for expunged: have there been any specific places that soothe you during outings with dave? do you have any thoughts or feelings about that lake the other time, like... maybe sometimes you see yourself floating in it, or swimming, or maybe if it was more shallow then walking in it?qna queue:bambi: "hm... this may be a weird request, but could ya give me something about bandu bein' chonky? thanks."
bandu: "gimme something instrument related abt bambi!!"
ps!expunged: "uhm... this may be a strange request, but could you give me something about ps!bandu's little drooling thing? thank you."
ps!bandu: "give me something lab related about ps!expunged!! tysm ily <3"
always fun to find more for characters to play with ^^lostsilver wrote:
unrelated to qna and doodles, i found some goofy audio to make an animatic with, hehe,,,
expect that soon!!
bambi: "alright, so, one of my personal favorites about it is that he's a very round boi. like, lil man is PLUMP. i love it. it also made him a bit more ticklish, so bandu and i enjoy havin' little tickle fights sometimes."Achromalia wrote:
always fun to find more for characters to play with ^^lostsilver wrote:
unrelated to qna and doodles, i found some goofy audio to make an animatic with, hehe,,,
expect that soon!!
for bambi: a few fun things you and bandu enjoy about his chonkiness?
for bandu: what was the first thing he showed you about the guitar?qna queue:ps!expunged: "uhm... this may be a strange request, but could you give me something about ps!bandu's little drooling thing? thank you."
ps!bandu: "give me something lab related about ps!expunged!! tysm ily <3"
for everyone: had your food n water before bed?lostsilver wrote:
bambi: "alright, so, one of my personal favorites about it is that he's a very round boi. like, lil man is PLUMP. i love it. it also made him a bit more ticklish, so bandu and i enjoy havin' little tickle fights sometimes."
bandu: "well, since he's teaching me how to play it, he showed me how to start with the basic chords + tuning! learning it's proving to be a bit difficult for me, but it's okay!! i'm sure i'll get it someday ^^"
dave: "yep!"Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: had your food n water before bed?lostsilver wrote:
bambi: "alright, so, one of my personal favorites about it is that he's a very round boi. like, lil man is PLUMP. i love it. it also made him a bit more ticklish, so bandu and i enjoy havin' little tickle fights sometimes."
bandu: "well, since he's teaching me how to play it, he showed me how to start with the basic chords + tuning! learning it's proving to be a bit difficult for me, but it's okay!! i'm sure i'll get it someday ^^"
I don't see why notsametdze wrote:
i want to make a thread where i record myself taking quizzes requested by the people of OT, w idea or no
w idea i think, if im not too distracted i might look for quizzes to sendsametdze wrote:
i want to make a thread where i record myself taking quizzes requested by the people of OT, w idea or no
its happeningggg ^^lostsilver wrote:
progress on the dave and bambi as miku and teto thing is being made!!here ya'll go <3
and here it is with different expressions too!!
hi achro!!! i'm also gonna work on silly doodle-comics today, so be on the lookout for those too!! (oh!! the ashwood-cornbluffs and the ambwell-bandellos are eeady to continue the qna whenever you are! also, i may do like a little group-chat prompt with the ashwood-cornbluffs so you get to see how they type/write too!!)Achromalia wrote:
its happeningggg ^^lostsilver wrote:
progress on the dave and bambi as miku and teto thing is being made!!here ya'll go <3
and here it is with different expressions too!!
and good morning-ish!! i just woke up
waking up again;; welcome backkk o/lostsilver wrote:
i have returned <33
dave: "mhm! we had pasta for lunch."Achromalia wrote:
waking up again;; welcome backkk o/lostsilver wrote:
i have returned <33
for everyone: was lunch ok? hydration is important too ^^
for ps!expunged: what do you understand about the cause of ps!bandu's drooling? is it chemically different from that of natural chaos-god and/or human saliva?lostsilver wrote:
bambi: "alright, so, one of my personal favorites about it is that he's a very round boi. like, lil man is PLUMP. i love it. it also made him a bit more ticklish, so bandu and i enjoy havin' little tickle fights sometimes."
bandu: "well, since he's teaching me how to play it, he showed me how to start with the basic chords + tuning! learning it's proving to be a bit difficult for me, but it's okay!! i'm sure i'll get it someday ^^"
ps!bandu: "i hope so too... thank you... <3"Achromalia wrote:
mm... :( i hope so ps!bandu, good luck <3
ps!expunged: "i understand next to nothing about it other than the parasite was the cause. it doesn't seem chemically different from normal chaos god saliva. though, human saliva and chaos god saliva are different regardless."Achromalia wrote:
for ps!expunged: what do you understand about the cause of ps!bandu's drooling? is it chemically different from that of natural chaos-god and/or human saliva?
for ps!bandu: what's the most interesting thing to watch ps!ex do in seir lab? do you feel like you understand some of it? what other tasks would you like to help with?
dave: "give me something about expunged's origin form."Achromalia wrote:
for everyone: topic check? :O