^ Within my own mind, yes, I came up with some of the most disturbing thing I've ever heard by making up stories in my own mind. When other people say it, no, I don't know why but I really hate to hear about disturbing things such as torture and rape even if they are artificial just like my own stories and even if what I come up with is usally far worse than what I hear. I don't know why but I can only accept disturbing story if I am the one making them up, otherwise I quickly feel sick and that feeling usually stick for a while and I have difficulty to focus on something else.

< Tommorow will be my last english course, which will be an oral presentation. After the end of my english course the last week of course should be fine since all I'll have to do is code and physics, which are both things I like to do.

> In case you like programming, I suggest you look up advent of code 2019. It's an advant calendar made up of 2 simple programming quiz each day. The quiz are very simple so you can do both puzzle in under an hour and even under half an hour if you are good and fast at coding. You don't need to be very good at programming to complete them so it's a very good way to learn about it.

v Can't wait for the christmass break

^ christmas break scares me
< i said to punch a guy in their no-no square if they grab your tootoo as an answer to a question from a serious presentation and now i'm getting clout because of it
> i also want a family
v likes cats more than dogs

^ Seeing my name, you could probably assume so. I'm way more of a cat person because...I'm sorta scared of dogs. Don't know why.
< Grrr, headaches are horrible, especially when you don't know why it's happening.
> If I'm calculating correctly, I'll be the 350th message on this forum! Nice!
v Enjoys puzzle games?

^ puzzles are cool.

< feeling so damn conflicted. quite a bit of work has been done, but it never seems to be enough. i insist i need to do more, yet i've been throwing myself at these projects for pretty much the majority of the day.

> how the hell do producers make music so fast, i can't even release within a month without a head start, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaireallyneedtofinishthissong

v you think water is tastier than soda.

^ not really. i mean it's good and all, but i can't resist the crispy taste of a fanta orange.
< probably going to be regarded as 同性愛者 after today
> hashire sori yo
v prefers hidden gems over mainstream games.

^ if they're actually gems, sure. mainstream/obscure don't entirely dictate the quality.

< i'm skeltal

> birbs are cool. ravens and crows are the coolest.

v thinks of the most random shit in the shower for longer than an hour.

^ Not in the shower, it often happens when I put myself to sleep but am still well awake. Most of time I've spent wondering about myself has been when I try to find sleep.

< Finally finished my english course. I counted and I need an average of 45% across my last two exam to pass the course and I think I nailed my speaking exam pretty well so I should be set.

> Python is great. I have been trying to learn it over the last mounth (though I haven't done a lot of progress I'll admit) and it has a lot of advantages compared to java, which is the language I learn at school and am actually good at.

v Is interested in learning a craft other than their main activity.

^ Singing. I LOVE singing. But I can't do it. I've never been able to learn, or even sing much at all (except maybe for a tiny bit of time when alone in the house) because my family hates the idea of me singing. But it's my only true passion. I'd love to learn it when I'm older and living alone so I can manage what I do. I'd love to learn classical singing. I think I'm naturally gifted when it comes to higher notes, as well as my extreme enthusiasm and motivation. It kills me that I can't sing more than maybe 30 minutes a month. I just can't do lower notes or sing correctly. There's a difference between singing correctly and singing. I've gotten annoyed recently though, and started to learn singing stuff from free online tutorials. But I can barely practise because I'm self conscious as Hell. I used to sing all the time as a kid, and all that happened was my mum knocking down every single bit of my self confidence. Probably for the best.

< I basically returned because my mind's going down to Hell. All the mainstream Gods ain't enough for me. I need the Gods of Osu!. Today, I've completely lost someone I really trusted, and during a long, depressive episode, too. Everything's ultra stressful and the help I've been getting seems to all be escaping just as things are actually getting hard. And I have my mum stressed af, which I feel guilty for. I do have new opportunities for help, but I'm too scared to accept them. Just shoot me.

> I hate that I'm enjoying Jojo villain theme songs.

v Likes Japanese music.

^ I'm not sure if you mean, like J-Pop, anime music, or Japan-themed music, so I'm gonna label them mostly under the same thing and say yes. Sorta addicted to Touhou remixes/weeb stuff right now...will probably change soon.

< God I had a lot of ice cream a few minutes ago and I feel like I'm about to vomit...blehhhh

> Skideesu skimosu I wish I could play Osu

v Like succulents?

^ no, but my mom loves her aloe plants
< about to retake my latest test
> please talk to me i'm still confused about us k******a
v doesn't like clingy people

^ Yeah, I do hate myself.
< Everything's becoming so much damn clearer and that's only confusing me. Though it's also comforting.
> It's 1:00 (am) already?!
v Is a robot.

^ what? pFFT... the only thing that is robotic are my lines! i think... uhhh...

< nothing particularly interesting is happening to me right now.

> did you know that the philippines got last place in reading comprehension and second to the last in science and math out of 79 other countries? yeah... philippines is a "great" country... dEFINITELY!

v a very curious person

^ Yep! I love poking and prodding around new stuff, trying to find out what's happening in the world around me. I'm the kind of person to randomly Google stuff at 3 am just because.

< I wondered if you could drift on roller skates once. According to Google, it's somewhat possible!

> Why would a person want to be trapped in a room full of clocks? That's just unnerving...all the ticking would drive me insane.

v Zones out WAY too much for their own good?

^ that is true. mostly when i'm deep in thought.

< i'm hoping to get better at what i'm doing. it's a very perfectionist aspect to me that is almost, in some sense, jealous of the skill required to make great things.

> being a room of clocks seems fun. i could practice my sense of rhythm.

v enjoys debates.

^ Depends, but usually yes. Though I'd only debate with someone if I either think that we can both get something out of it or at least it's something that would benefits me.
Pointless debates where the other person isn't willing to listen is just a waste of time imo.
I can't change their minds and they can't change mine, so it's rather pointless to start a serious debate with them.

< I've just started collecting Zippos recently. My collection is still rather small but hopefully it will grow soon.

> Anything at all.

v Also likes Zippos.

^ Not really? I actually had to Google what it was...that kinda proves I'm not interested in it. I do hope you get more for your collection though!

< I definitely did not eat an entire bag of 50 Pizza Rolls by myself. Definitely.

> Osu anime when? Jk, jk.

V Likes garlic bread?

^ No, I don't like it at all.

< I am aproaching the end of my Cegep years, when my next session is over it will be university so I'll ahve to prepare myself for that.

>


I just realised that I forgot to include Kurzgesagst in my tier list when I answered it a few days ago. They would have been in S tier for sure, their content is absolutely incredible.

v Enjoys Kurzgesagst

^ the two things that i know of that sound close to that are 'bylas dla mnie wszystkim' and 'caramelldansen'
< anxiety wreaks havoc on my mental wellbeing and makes me think something can make everything go extremely wrong when literally there's nothing that can happen
> i am depress
v doesn't enjoy warframe

^ I don't even know what warframe is, from the title of it I imagine it must be some realistic looking fps game like call of duty, which are games I don't really enjoy.

< I'll be free for about a whole mounth until school starts again. I hope I'll be able to get myself to work on programming a lot. What I fear is that I won't work hard and waste away this mounth as I've done many times.

> Beastars is a truly wonderful anime, I absolutely recomand it. Some people are avoiding it because they think it's a show for furry but it absolutely isn't the case.

v I scared of wasting aways their free time when they have some?

^ not really. When I have free time, I kind of just waste it. Maybe there would be something I wanted to do on my free time, but then the time passes and suddenly it's midnight and I have to go to sleep.

< I finally got around to finishing the Modern Warfare (2019) campaign. It was pretty cool. Spoiler: it's cool how Modern Warfare is actually a prequel to CoD 4.

> DJ Professor K has a very high chance of winning the KFAD2 tournament. He's my second choice for the winner, but I would not mind at all if he won.

v you don't play osu!std, you play another mode

^ no, but i rarely play standard to the point that it's an abused gamemode, so technically yes
< somehow 4* maps are getting easier because of some life sh*t called "magic"
> time to ask for a break from everything. even my stepdad said that i should take a break from everyone for a couple of weeks; one of the only things i actually agree with him on.
v doesn't find enough space in life to make time for either downtime or themselves.

^ i struggle to. i have a fair amount of time some days, but i often squander it and don't know how to spend it.

< i'm still really excited for a MissingNo. takeover. as much as i'd be happy with MissingNo sparring with Mariya in the finals, i would love to see MissingNo. shoot for the top. it has a moderate chance of winning, and considering the other contestants, that'd be put at a 23% chance.

> i'm liking DJK but it's not quite my style, we'll probably start deviating here even if we agree on Mariya. i'm loyal to MissingNo. for the potential and existing rips, it really earned that #1 spot in my mind.

v knows about the KfaD2 tournament.

^ I do! This has been a great adventure. I actually missed KFAD1 because I thought it was spam
But I've since then listened to all the rips on the playlist.

< Even if out views are going to differ from here on out, I have to say that all contestants still in the running are very strong for making it this far. MissingNo. in particular is amazing, deemed one of the gods of the Loser's Bracket (along with Takeuchi) as he's been destroying any opponent foolish enough to get in his way. His rips have been amazing, starting off with the very first under his name, and every one after that. I've voted for him on almost all his matchups because he deserved it; the only matchups I didn't vote for him on were vs DJPK, vs Rhythm Masters, and vs Daft Punk. I really like MissingNo., but he's just not my cup of tea. We're still waiting on the results of the last Loser's match, but assuming both Takeuchi and MissingNo. get through, the resulting match will be the match of the century! Can't wait to get those results!

> I really like Hideki Naganuma's style of composing VGM such as Jet Set Radio and Sonic Rush. That's why I really support DJ Professor K. As I said, I wasn't really around for the first tourney, so I was pretty disappointed when I found out that he lost Round 1 against Etika. He only put out three rips, but they were all amazing. The first two were original Naganuma-styled compositions and the first was a Jet Set Radio arrangement. I'm glad that he's gotten so far this year, and he's going to go up against L&D for the Winner's finalist spot! He has a really good chance of winning the whole thing. I'll be hoping for the best!

v Knows about the KFAD 2 tournament. Also sorry for nerding out hehe

^ i only know that exists because of you and achro... i like how you two are getting along just because of it tho!

< i would probably try to do some of my hobbies during christmas break, and even get back to biking in the fields. yes... i do not bike to school, the reason to that is because my school is across a highway and the drivers in said highway are big dummies

> the hickory tussock caterpillar may look like a cute fluffy caterpillar until you touch it and get one of the most cursed itchy rashes that spreads on your body like a disease just by touching it. some people had to go to the hospital due to this thing

v has a huge fear of failure

^ huge is an understatement. it's megalo-gargantuan sized.
< i'm only hoping this works. somehow. anyhow.
> i don't deserve one, but i want yet another shot. kind of repetitive at this point, and everyone says to not beat a dead horse, but i can't stop kicking it.
v likes speedcore or at least knows of it.

^ I do really like galaxy collapse but I have never looked too deep in that genre. Honestly I don't really care about genre too much, I just listen music at random.

< Coding a chess game really made me hate the pawn piece. I am able to re-use the same logic for all of the piece except the pawn because it's movement is not consistent.

> anything

v Knows of Shogi?

^ I watched Sangatsu no lion so yes. Though I have no idea how to play it.

< Just finished my finals. Now I'll only have to turn in a 40 pages essay and I'll be able to relax.

> My Zippo collection is growing and I love them to bits. Though they're still quite small.

v Also collects Zippos?

^ I have no clue what Zippos are and I don't think I've ever collected anything
< I'm gonna fail the ever-loving Hell out of all my courses 👏👏
> Idk what to type here. :/
v Is going to eat that cherry

^ i prefer strawberries.

< limbs are in mild pain. i failed my Document Based Essay. i passed my Short-Answer Questions.

> watching a movie in AP US History. it regards slavery.

v likes history.

^ i actually like AND hate history... the reason to also hating history is because of some experience with my history teacher (now my economics teacher)... they have some extreme anger issues... almost getting angry every single fucking day... it sucks...

< i am starting to feel like a vinyl record right now... and i want it to stop...

> sometimes you gotta feel 🕆☠👍⚐⚐☹ to ☝☜❄ ❄☟☜ ☝☼⚐⚐✞☜

v has a pet

^ i wish i could, but it costs a lot to get a pet in my complex. they're just desperate for money at this point.

< hopefully i can clear up some space on my phone so i can play bang dream again...i don't want to delete any apps for it.

> it's real poyo hours

v likes Kirby?

^ hoshizora no kaabii is a cool show, but i never really grew close to it. it's likable, just not enough time to indulge myself into it.
< i'm just now realizing that i don't know the concept of taking it slow, and i feel like it's partially my fault for watching so much damned hentai and anime. probably the former.
> real human interaction is better than a primary anime lifestyle.
v is starting to get tired of anime

^ i wouldn't say i'm necessarily tired of anime as much as i'm not exactly captured by it. it's not a priority or primary interest. they're enjoyable though if i'm bored enough and if i'm distracted enough.

< i'm really struggling with this stupid creative block. in my mind, i'd like to get this done. but when i open up FL Studio, i end up making some new project, or stare at the screen of my nearly-finished song and let it loop over and over again. drawing seems like too much work. shit, i can't even do game development work right now, i haven't even culled the tiles and icons we needed... fuck.

> "we decompose when we're buried. we break apart when least ready. we both know misery."

v i'd imagine you've felt unnaturally lazy at points when you thought you could've done certain things so easily, despite it seeming so difficult whenever you actually made an attempt at them.

^ Every time I have to work on some kind of essay. I really need to force myself to write these, I always spends hours on them and only get a few paragraph done.

< I have watched Violet Evergarden yesterday. This show had been on my mind for a very long time and I have to say it was extremely different from what I had imagined but was an absolute masterpiece nonetheless.

> “No letter that could be sent deserves to go undelivered.” – Violet Evergarden

v As watched/is interested in watching Violet Evergarden?

^ I've watched it when it came out, yes. It was a very beautiful and emotional show. Now that you mentioned it, I kinda want to watch it again.

< Not sure if it's because of the cold or not but I've been sleeping too much recently.

> Not sure what to write here.

v Is a cat person.

^ sorry, I have a Chihuahua ^_^

< I like playing video games with friends. I was just playing Borderlands 2 with one friend and two friends of his. I don't like the game much, but I'll take any company I can get at this point.

> This is the best future funk rendition of Plastic Love on YouTube. Better than the Night Tempo mix, better than the Tara Bootleg mix. Who knew the Amen Break fits so well with Plastic Love?



v You like house music?

^ haven't given it a listen yet, so i wouldn't know.
< sleep kills my social life
>

自嘲止まれない

自暴終わらない

自傷辞められない

海馬にトロけた喜劇な陰鬱でＳＳＳ級中毒乱舞

当たり前が出来ない

あれも出来ない

これも出来ない

そうだ、きっと

僕はこの世界の奇跡なんだ

v knows what > is from.

^ not... really? i'm not sure. i don't think i'm really all too fond of pets after all, considering that i'd be maintaining another living being, and that it's a fairly large investment of-- i'm getting too deep into it, but...

in terms of my attitude towards cats, i'm somewhat neutral.

< delaying a release for later.

> 1/11/20

v ح

^ I'm not american bruh.
< Shameful 388k in STD, 4-digit in CTB.
> <[0w0]> Look at my new invention, the OWOBOT!
v Are you on diet or something?

^ nah
< almost done with data structures course
> playing with graphs is fun
v is drinking hot drink right now

^ ...i don't really drink anything other than water.

< hmm. unsure if it'd be fair to consider myself a furry at this point. i enjoy the content, but have no particular interest in partaking in a lot of it. i enjoy some of that community, but other times i'm somewhat indifferent to it.

> i wonder if i could live comfortably on a $1,850/mo wage.

v has a balance of $850 or higher.

^ I have only $10 to my name ):

< My PlayStation Plus subscription runs out on Christmas, and as I said earlier, I don't have enough to renew it for the year. And I just got off for winter break. Oh well.

>

v You type in Dvorak.

^ sorry, plebian qwerty herd here.

< i've concluded that microtonal/xenharmonic music is fucking awesome.

> how the fuck can i make a song in 17EDO or 19EDO, they seem so heckin complicated

v likes microtonal/xenharmonic music.

^ sorry :^( never heard of it
< confused by onna no hito
> toejams coming at you at 2mph
v is like me and doesn't know anything about the current 2020 election

^ i suppose not. i understand the sentiment of staying out of politics though, it's usually pretty shitty to look at. i never cared for politics until now, or rather, i never cared for the shit politicians do. i mostly care because whatever president we end up with will ultimately be the one to push forward different policies for what's to be done for this country.

we're responsible for electing an actually decent president for once, with policies that'll ease the burden of Americans here so we don't have to go broke, become miserable, and die. it'd be best if we don't end up with someone like Donald Trump or Hillary Clinton. we shouldn't have a situation of choosing between two evils.

< HOLY FUCK WHY IS MICROTONAL MUSIC SO HARD TO MAKE

> 20EDO is pretty interesting.

v ے

^ Couldn't say, I haven't been been following politics lately. Sorry for the bad answer.

< My life has switched into NEET mode ever since school let out for the winter. Can't say I'm proud of that fact, though. I know I should be doing something more productive, but I am just apathetic toward that.

> 8 AM PST sharp, don't miss it!





v You play Mania, CTB, and/or Taiko.

^ haha, nope, standard player here!

< i see so many music related questions here that i'm starting to think about getting into new music. thanks to those people!

> merry christmas eve to america! and if you live somewhere else, merry whatever holiday you celebrate! hope you have a good one!

v prefers winter over other seasons?

^ nah... i prefer autumn than winter, mostly because of how i realized how much of a threat snowstorms can be, and probably because i didn't really experience winter...

< i find it odd that during this christmas there were not as much carolers and decorations and stuff... the only thing that felt like some sort of christmas celebration is the loud neighborhood music and the firecrackers...

> ❤ｙｏｕ ａｒｅ ｓｔｒｏｎｇ❤

v is thinking about the fact that 2019 has only 6 days left before it ends...

^ technically, yeah. just considered it now. all it makes me think of is how little time i have to get shit done.

< i gotta do something productive today, somehow.

> d04

v is an xNTP (fromthatonemyersbriggspersonalitytypething).

^I did it several times in the past and I got INTP.

< Just finished help making tamales. They come out in a few hours. Can't wait!

> Holy shit! Extended version of Daft Punk victory theme! This is like an extra rip as a 5th place prize!



v You have a phone that's something other than an iPhone or and Android phone.

^ i have an android phone, a samsung. don't use it a whole lot, but it's p nice.

< i happened to just have helped making tamales two days ago. nice.

>

johnmedina999 wrote:

I did it several times in the past and I got INTP.

hmm, pretty nice. guess we're mbti twins -w-

v is relatively interested by personality typing, despite the generalities of each kind of test.

^ yes! (i'm actually an infp according to the tests) maybe i just really like categorizing things...

< i can't believe Christmas has come and gone, just like that. It really didn't feel like it. No Christmas music, no hanging out with family, no official Christmas dinner...it was just like a normal day, only with presents. I honestly just want to stay up and keep the Christmas mood going, but idk...

> pepepepepepepepepsi

v is a bit tired right now? (make sure to rest, even if it's something small like getting water or something;;)

^ I am a bit tired, yes, as for water, I drink water real often actually.
< I'm feeling anxious because the next week is not just a new year, but also a new decade. Also, the next year I will start being in my 20s (If you still don't feel old yet, let me tell you that next year there will be porn actors born in 2002, and people born in 2000 will be 20 already). I'm INTP-A btw. I HAD TO EDIT THIS FIVE TIMES TRYING TO FIGURE HOW TO EMBED A YOUTUBE VIDEO.
>
v Their shoe size is larger than EUR42 / US8.5

^ i think i'm around a 9. i don't really check sizes, i'm not interested in clothes much. how ironic, now that i just got a sweatshirt for christmas.

< ݝ

> tired. i want to animate, but i want to plan this out properly.

v ݝ

^ Not completely sure, I got a score of 53% N and 47% S so I think I'm somewhat in the border of INTP and ISTP. (And according to Tomodachi Series, I'd be an Easygoing - Optimist)
< I'm about to shut down the computer.
> I WISH MY INTERNET WAS FREE.
v Has nothing to do.

^ I'm about to go take a shower, but other than that, not really.

< I popped in Fallout 4 after a while and had a good time. I'll be playing it more now that my PS Plus subscription has expired.

> Assuming that the osu population is representative of the world population (which it is definitely not), 3% of 15.2 million users is 456E3 INTP users. Assuming just 1% are active on the forums, that's 4560 INTP users. I would say even more than that are present because of the natural tendency you talked about earlier. I think it's more than likely that more that ten of us out of almost five thousand hang out in OT.

v You like physics or chemistry.

^ physics is probably the most intriguing of the two. i've always been fascinated with it. chemistry's also quite cool but it seems less of something i'd be enthusiastic about. it's more of the relationships of existing elements and their properties as opposed to... well, the properties themselves, and their nature, as to how things function, for what does what. somethin' like that. physics seems more conceptual, and... yeah.

< i've been looking through some things lately. i started this on the premise of preparation and reference for this animation project, but i've ultimately ended up getting carried away in the actual works themselves. i've recently taken a look at an Undertale AU i've always loved. it has a very familiar theme, i could draw a couple parallels from it, although the stories between that and my own are quite different. skeletons originating from makeshift laboratories with no idea what to do with their existence. sounds cool.

its title is "Handplates". it's a lovely series, written and drawn by a talented woman by the username zarla-s. she's p damn cool.

i'd suggest looking into some comic dubs regarding the series. there's 4 existing movie-length dubs at the moment, starting here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2DLwFyVhvYg

> hmm. well, the actual demographic of INTP users here sorta depends, though i do admit now that perhaps this is possible, but i don't see many users in general hanging out in FG or OT. it seems to be around 15-25 on average, and around 35 at best, most times. 3% of which actually seems to bring us around 1, supposedly. we can assume that introverts may be more prevalent, i'd imagine something among a rough 70% of the forum-dweller base would be introverted, so we could at least say something like 24 of users in OT/FG are introverts, and then suppose that of those introverts, 6-10% are INTP. with that, i could theoretically rationalize there being 2 of us.

but that's a whole lot of speculation. it makes more sense to me though, that there'd be a single-digit number of us using OT/FG, we're not quite that numerous. it also seems many of us mistype ourselves with our ideals, so that's a potential factor.

even all of these talking points are just arguments for what i'd believe to be true, but of course, i don't know for certain. so, i just work with what i know of myself and the INTP type and evaluate those who claim to be INTP based off of it.

anyways. as much as i'd deny there being very many of us here, it would be nice to meet more INTPs.

v generally prefers watching dubs of independently-made comics over buying manga to read.

^ Manga is extremely difficult to find in here. There aren't many companies that distribute manga in Spanish (except the most popular ones). So, if I could afford it, even if I find them in English, I'd buy them. Meanwhile, I read them with fansubs.

< Just lost a Monopoly game, and then took a shower, and then started suffering from a headache.

> I REMEMBER I FORGOT TO TAKE MY CHRISTMAS GIFT IN ANIMAL CROSSING. EVEN IF MY PROFILE PHOTO HAS A CHARACTER FROM THE SERIES.

v Has snow outside his/her house.

^ Nope! It never snows here. I have ho go out of my way and drive to tho mountains to see snow.

< I can't seem to find my laptop. I've been an organizational mess ever since my grandma moved into my room last month and I've been sleeping on the couch. It has to be around here somewhere.

>

v You like the city pop genre.

^ I haven't heard much of that genre.

< For some reason, I have felt dizzy and lightheaded today, like I didn't sleep. Even if I slept 7 hours.

> Zzz...

v Dislikes raisins.

^ Raisins are best
< Yes, I decided my profile pic and signature were boring.
> I'm also still awake
v Likes way too many bands

^ Yep.

< I took a nap, my lightheadness went off, my dizziness persists.

>

Carmlillball wrote:

^ Raisins are best

FINALLY, SOMEONE WITH GOOD TASTE FOR RAISINS!

v Lives alone.

^ Nope. I'm extremely thankful that my parents are willing to provide for me while I'm in school. I understand that many parents aren't as giving.

< I picked up Tales of Vesperia: Definitive Edition today for $20. I've been watching the price for a while now, and the after Christmas sales made it perfect to pick up. I have three hours so far, and I'm having fun with it! ^_^

>

v You have a stuffed animal or special pillow you like to hug.

^ sigh. i wish i did. i have normal pillows but they're not the most huggable. there's even feather-filled ones (why stuff pillows with feathers?), and they're nicely thick and dense in comparison, but they poke the SHIT out of my legs and arms. feelsbad. i remember wondering why people wanted some stupid bodypillows, but now, i... kinda want one myself.


< i'm figuring some things out. it's a bit messy and complicated, mostly because i don't seem to even know what these weird thoughts and problems are, but otherwise, things are... manageable. my health is not good, though. that's a problem.


> YOU LOST YOUR BODY

SCORE: 000000




v currently is using 10+ tabs.

^ I rarely open more than 5 tabs at the same time. Usually 2-4.

< IT SMELLS LIKE CAKE.

> If we sum all the digits of this date: 3+0+1+2+2+0+1+9 we get 17. That doesn't mean anything in particular.

v Has a kitteh at home.

^ just strays, but they live in our place and they get rid of pests
< drunk
> somehow i dont feel anxious, ususally i do during family reunions
v how's year 2019 for you?

^ it was alright i guess... although i gotta say, 2019 felt rather short... i don't know why that is...

< working on an animated profile picture, heh... i change quite often, but i feel like this time it would be lasting a little longer than 1 month...

> remember to keep safe during new year as fireworks, firecrackers, or just explosives in general is dangerous

v hoping to improve some factors about themselves in 2020

^ I said it before, and will say it again. I'd need to publish a book to say everything important that's been going on.
< Just got into Finnish metal (Korpiklaani). It's amazing!
> Mind's been overall toxic as hell today. So, barely doing studying and mainly focusing on being in the lands of my music.
v Feels as though they didn't do as much as they should've during 2019.

^ i'm not sure. i definitely feel like i could've-- no, should've done better, but i'm genuinely happy with the progress i've made. i'm more productive and i make better art and music. yet, i want to do better anyways.

< i'm awfully miserable, although i don't feel like it. my life currently consists of laying around, making 6-12 frames of my animation, then passing out.

> people are cool.

v had a slogan or resolution for 2019. mine was "time to do better".

^ Yeah, sort of a "Be a better version of yourself". Which I succeeded.
< Got up real late.
> The next important city to receive the new year at the time I posted this is Moscow.
v Has made resolutions for 2020.

^ Yes! I plan to try and finish a story this year.


< I at least got up in time to see midnight strike. Happy New Year!


> papayapa


v Is excited to see what the future holds for them?

^ i can only work and hope. i do think there are some exciting changes in the near future, so i'll have to make my efforts worth it.

< missing some deadlines and in poor health, but i'm getting work done.

> i'm getting pretty good at not being into people, you could even say i aced it, heh.

v is an artist.

^ No, at least not publicly.
< Everybody fell asleep but me, so I received 2020 all alone, for two consecutive years.
> Not sure if I should try to learn how to draw.
v Not monolingual.

^ technically, i speak both English and Spanish, but i don't have conversations in Spanish, normally. i understand and pronounce it fairly well, though.

< tired. i think i'm overworking, but i want to do more.

> we both know misery.

v you've enjoyed listening to IDM.

^ FIRST GENRE DISCOVERED OF THE DECADE. It sounds a bit like experimental. I like experimental.
< Everyone got up, so there was "happy new year", even if 3 hours late. It's better than nothing.
> I have an hypothesis that the majority here is bilingual at least, yet it seems like English is the lingua franca of practically every forum of the web.
v Has not broken a bone.

^ i haven't broken a bone as far as i'm aware.

< damn, i feel miserable. something's immensely disappointing about today, despite what's been accomplished.

> i wonder what money can be made running a simultaneous set of careers between art, animation, game development, and music production.

v is particularly interested about new cultures.

^ Yes, even so, I haven't been abroad *cries in no passport and in no money*

< I have to go to sleep. HAVE, but don't want. It's 4:00 AM.

> ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT PUCCA IS A KOREAN SERIES?!

v Dislikes furries.

^ i actually think they're pretty cool. within their culture exists an insanely talented base of artists, too. i'm on the fence as to whether i'd consider myself a furry, though.

< i should seriously take care of myself more.

> why the hell does animation take so long to do?

v enjoys listening to Drone music.

^ Who knew drones could make such kind of music? I find it pretty calm.
< Trying to learn Korean.
> TURN RIGHT, LET'S SIT DOWN, PU-PU-PUNCH!
v Fan of coffee.

^ too young for that
< got a 84pp play on a 2008 map
> stil kinda confused because of that
v will accuse me of being a farmer.

^ Just because you got 84 pp in a 2008 map? Nah. There are way worse ways to farm in CTB. (For example, DT gives more pp than HR)
< I want to go to the beach, alone.
> IBM released a 4K monitor in 2001.
v Likes bitter chocolate.

^ 80% dark is the most I can enjoy. I like eating 75% dark, it's my favorite chocolate.

< Playing chess at 2 AM pushed my sleep schedule over the edge lol

>

v You're over 20 years old.

^ No, I'm 19.
< I got to fix my circadian cycle once more.
> This is the first time I see less than 10000 users online.
v Nintendo fan.

^ not really. i'm indifferent to Nintendo products, but i do know a friend who is quite passionate about it.

< busy.

> life's tiring.

v is under 18 years old.

^ I'm 19 >_<

< I got my hands on a ceiling bathroom fan. I don't know what to do to it, but my first order of business is to convert the cables into a three-prong connection.

> I swear, anything DJ Kawasaki touches is gold.

> Excited for Achro's release!

v You have an osu profile (I need to rewrite mine lol).

^ well, pretty much i guess

< it's my birthday today woohoo

> the majority votes think dark mode is better then light mode

v you use a tablet to play

^ For android games, yes. For osu!... I don't have one.

< My vacations will be ending in 12 days. I have a presentation to do, and an exam but I still haven't started studying for either, huh.

> GIVE ME CHOCOLATE.

v Still uses Windows 8.1 or earlier.

^ Nope, I am using windows 10

< I'll have to start considering university. I am very anxious about wether or not I can succeed in university, especially since software engineering is a pretty hard program like all other engineering program.

> Madoka magica rebellion is great.

v Is considering university?

^ technically, i am. it's still not probable, considering my circumstances, low GPA, and overall failure to persist in standardized scoring and traditional schooling. but, i think going to a university or higher ed school would be a pretty cool experience, and i'd have the potential to meet a ton of really cool people. i'd like to pursue something regarding music and art, but i don't think the degrees will actually get me anywhere, and i'm wondering if i should aim for something regarding Engineering, Architecture, or some STEM field of sorts, as they may be more useful and lucrative.

i've also considered arts-focused schools like arts & design colleges and animation schools like CalArts, but i don't think it's actually right for me.

realistically, i don't think i'll attend one. i have too much riding on my creative endeavors.

< still frustrated.

> being a cyborg would be nice!

v is hoping to make a living with an arts-related profession.

^ yes and no... i actually want to make that as a second job and programming as my main job. this would mean that my living would heavily rely on mostly programming, not arts. why did i decide that this shall be what i want to achieve? any arts related job is difficult to get into without proper preparation. with the help of my main job, i can slowly, but surely, get into art related jobs and earn more this way.

< i might not have much knowledge of coding, but it is my dream to not only create odd games, but also create an advancement for technology, a new step with a bunch of other programmers.

> starla is probably one of the best tv shows in my opinion that somewhat disguises itself as some sort of childrens show due to one of the main characters being a star, hence the title, when in reality it has quite the sinister undertones to it, and they aren't afraid to go as far as showing what seems to either be homicide or murder (with blood of course). good job to whoever thought and approved this!

v having a good time? (if not please remember that you are a brave person for going on in life. i hope you live one and one day be happy about your life, for life is hell and you can make your life less like hell)

^ I would say so. Some of my friends from high school invited me to a friend party tomorrow. I'm very grateful, as that group of friends have been together since middle school, but I came in at 11th grade. I still feel like an outsider, especially when they reminisce, but I'm very grateful they still hang out with me.

< I don't know what I'll do after college. I'm hoping I get a job, but there's nothing that's guaranteed in this life except death. I am glad I got to go to university in the first place, though, because I love math and physics, and I love learning about math and physics. If anything, learning calculus was the best thing that happened to me in the last 10 years. So I would say I'm fulfilled in that department.

Oh, and I can't creativity for shit. I can't art, but I like to solve problems. It feels good when I solve a real-world problem with theoretical math.

>

v You like to sing, or have sung in an open mic event/public karaoke or similar.

^ not really. not my kinda thing. i might hum or sing to myself out of boredom or due to a good song, but i'm no performer.

< i fuckin suck right now, how am i so slow at drawing right now aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

> already past midnight, it's the 3rd in EST. i might postpone until the 10th.

v you're lactose intolerant.

^ I think not, either case, I prefer delactosed milk.
< "Doing pending homework", Why am I here anyway?
> Dehydration is no cool, ensure to drink water.
v 16 to 25 years old.

^ Yup.

< I backed out of the thing I was supposed to do today with my friends. I don't know if it was because of being scared of socializing or because I still don't think I fit in, but I said that I had a cold and that I couldn't go. Maybe that was a pussy move, and I feel pretty bad for ditching them, but I'm sure they'll have fun without me. I didn't do anything to deserve the invite anyway.

> House music is my favorite <3

v You play video games on a console.

^ Mostly PC.
< There's a lot of oranges and onions in my house. I'm not complaining.
> Feeling nice.
v You have either a blue or a red toothbrush.

^ yup! i got a blue toothbrush. i understand how this is predictable as those two colors are common colors for toothbrush.

< i am definitely going to miss riding my bike when christmas break is over, which basically is now.

> ez zǝ
ɯɯʇ tmm

v is trying to get ready for a very serious amount of work

^ i lightened them up during break, so not very serious amount
< dreamed tornadoes again
> ok i'll go
v you're petting your pet right now.

^ Nope

< I have just had an idea for a program that I now want to make. The code will be for learning generating random environement, path-finding algorithm and artificial intelligence. I am very excited to get started though I still have to finish my chess game before.

> I am not sure how my next session will go. I only have 3 course and one course is just one big project that I will do in a team of 4 with the best programmer in the course. I am kinda sad at how easy the course will likely be.

v Is considering pursuing a career in programming?

^ Currently on TEFL. But slightly interested.
< Why the heck Japanese is so hard to read?!
> HAI.
v Dyed hair.

^ not a fan. i'm indifferent to it on others, and pretty uninterested on myself.

< getting lost in many things. distractions. pleasant ones.

> garrus vakarian, best boy. looked some stuff up on mass effect after watching an animated storytime vid on it.

v makes money from art.